I'm 25, turning 26 in August. I can't even begin to describe the feelings of panic, depression, loneliness, and terror that I feel. I'm a virgin incel, menial job. It feels like just yesterday I was 21/22 and my 20's had just begun, now all of a sudden I'm an "older guy" to prime girls and can't blend in at a college campus. I hate seeing celebs and rich people who are younger than me (tons seem to be born in 1997 for some reason). I hate watching movies where there are characters younger than me engaging in sex or romance. I hate seeing instagram or facebook or anything where people share all the exciting fucking stuff they do while I rot away in utter despair and mental torture. The final kick in the teeth from the universe is that in 2011 I had 35 bitcoins I mined with my gaming PC but I sold them in 2012 for about 600 dollars. Had I "hodled" till December last year they would have been worth 900k USD. I've literally got nothing. No money, no status, no girl, no friends, no nothing and I want to end everything.