The age pill is killing me

[Adamski]

I'm 25, turning 26 in August. I can't even begin to describe the feelings of panic, depression, loneliness, and terror that I feel. I'm a virgin incel, menial job. It feels like just yesterday I was 21/22 and my 20's had just begun, now all of a sudden I'm an "older guy" to prime girls and can't blend in at a college campus. I hate seeing celebs and rich people who are younger than me (tons seem to be born in 1997 for some reason). I hate watching movies where there are characters younger than me engaging in sex or romance. I hate seeing instagram or facebook or anything where people share all the exciting fucking stuff they do while I rot away in utter despair and mental torture. The final kick in the teeth from the universe is that in 2011 I had 35 bitcoins I mined with my gaming PC but I sold them in 2012 for about 600 dollars. Had I "hodled" till December last year they would have been worth 900k USD. I've literally got nothing. No money, no status, no girl, no friends, no nothing and I want to end everything.

 

[MaxZM98]

feels bad man... have you considered seeing an escort?

 

[Adamski]

feels bad man... have you considered seeing an escort?

I've come very close to seeing one, and I likely will at some point. But I don't see them as much more than masturbation aids because I can't afford one that will give a realistic GFE.

 

[th62eathhts2]

you are still in denial. LDAR . it's over.

 

[Jockcel]

20 is the point of no return. If you didn't fit into normie culture by then, you never will.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

you will be a 30 year old virgin in no time

 

[chadmarco]

I'm turning 26 as well. rip

 

[Ritalincel]

you will be a 30 year old virgin in no time

 

[Pasteleiro]

 

[BlackPilledKira]

It becomes more tolerable once you accept that it's utterly over and embrace the descent into madness.

There's a point that an incel will reach where they become liberated from all social stigma and pressures, this usually happens after realizing that there's is literally no hope left and you're free to do whatever you please since you got nothing to lose anyway.

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

I'm in a similar situation I'll be 25 in july. Only have a hs diploma, never was that cool guy getting laid by dumb bitches. Still living at home, don't see how things will get better from here. Like they say it's over

 

[IronMike]

focus on moneymaxxing at this point

 

[E.C.C.O]

Yeah, that's the worst part about the age pill. It's not so much about losing your looks (or what little you had in the first place) it's seeing everyone move on around you whilst you're stuck as a perpetual teenager.

 

[Metalhead☥Goth]

20 is the point of no return. If you didn't fit into normie culture by then, you never will.

piss off... ''normal'' is just another word for being a blind obedient sheep too afraid to venture outside the standard for the time... You don't need to be ''normal'' to have success.. don't go telling people they need to.. people develop over time. its not about ''fitting in'' its about succeeding

 

[Metalhead☥Goth]

☥ All you pricks here piss me off.... Sure you are all bothered in your own way.. some of you at the end of your rope, and I know it hurts. But it bothers me that some people on here are still kids and think they have a problem. 25.. yeah I can get that... I guess since I'm older I tend to get mad when younger people say it...☥

 

[grayjedi90]

I'm 25, turning 26 in August. I can't even begin to describe the feelings of panic, depression, loneliness, and terror that I feel. I'm a virgin incel, menial job. It feels like just yesterday I was 21/22 and my 20's had just begun, now all of a sudden I'm an "older guy" to prime girls and can't blend in at a college campus. I hate seeing celebs and rich people who are younger than me (tons seem to be born in 1997 for some reason). I hate watching movies where there are characters younger than me engaging in sex or romance. I hate seeing instagram or facebook or anything where people share all the exciting fucking stuff they do while I rot away in utter despair and mental torture. The final kick in the teeth from the universe is that in 2011 I had 35 bitcoins I mined with my gaming PC but I sold them in 2012 for about 600 dollars. Had I "hodled" till December last year they would have been worth 900k USD. I've literally got nothing. No money, no status, no girl, no friends, no nothing and I want to end everything.

I feel you. I was born 1990 and soon i will reach wizard status it's ovER for me

 

[Deleted member 236]

lol Jesus man, so you'd have been basically a millionaire.

Yeah, I suffered this at the same age. Wait until you turn 27, that's the true end of youth. It only gets worse.

 

[crew2]

I'm 25, turning 26 in August. I can't even begin to describe the feelings of panic, depression, loneliness, and terror that I feel. I'm a virgin incel, menial job. It feels like just yesterday I was 21/22 and my 20's had just begun, now all of a sudden I'm an "older guy" to prime girls and can't blend in at a college campus. I hate seeing celebs and rich people who are younger than me (tons seem to be born in 1997 for some reason). I hate watching movies where there are characters younger than me engaging in sex or romance. I hate seeing instagram or facebook or anything where people share all the exciting fucking stuff they do while I rot away in utter despair and mental torture. The final kick in the teeth from the universe is that in 2011 I had 35 bitcoins I mined with my gaming PC but I sold them in 2012 for about 600 dollars. Had I "hodled" till December last year they would have been worth 900k USD. I've literally got nothing. No money, no status, no girl, no friends, no nothing and I want to end everything.

If it helps age wise you will look pretty much the same up until your mid to late 30s as you do now. I'm 34 and all my friends still look like they did when they were 26 or so unless they have hair loss or grey. Women on the other hand decrease by half a point a year after 26 besides the odd few who become milfs and get better with age. But that is very rare despite what they delude themselves into thinking.

 

[Weed]

Glad I discovered PSL at an early age but now I need to find some motivation to get a job to get surgeries tbh tbh :/

 

[Machiavelli]

you've already lost your humanity

cliffs: see sig

 

[Machiavelli]

Glad I discovered PSL at an early age but now I need to find some motivation to get a job to get surgeries tbh tbh :/

early age is before 16 where you have a reasonable chance to still grow taller and facially develop

 

[VileGeneticTrash]

I'm having the same profound feelings at 23. Age pill is right up there with face pill.

I wrote this a while ago:

I pinch myself I am 23 everyday.

And hold back the overwhelming melancholy that sweeps over me. Where did the last five years of my life go I ask myself several times a day. I am still the same scared kid I was at 17 and I feel so trapped in my 23yo self. All of the years rotting away in my bedroom alone feels like it shifted me into some sort of quasi dimension or timeline. Others my age filled the last 5 years with millions of memories and new experiences - undoubtedly making the time go by nice and long. For me the days melted into weeks and the weeks became indistinguishable from the seasons as each year passed. How can the arbitrary concept of time be the same for us? I feel I am experiencing something very profound but its killing me from the inside.

 

[Weed]

early age is before 16 where you have a reasonable chance to still grow taller and facially develop

Yeah well mewing and all that works pre puberty anyways, it wouldn't make a difference.. I mean it's good to find out your flaws at an early age so you know what surgery to look for and you start saving up since that age instead of discovering PSL at 25+ and getting a surgery then kek

 

[gambler2018]

900k USD

um nope... they were roughly 600k

 

[gambler2018]

If you didn't fit into normie culture by then, you never will.

Who wants to be a normie?

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Time to rope buddy

 

[uninstall]

When I was 17 I experienced the same shit

and I WAS 17

I don't know why but 17-18 was the most painful for some reason.

I am 30 now - 5 years older than you and it wasn't as painful as when I was 17

Honestly, getting older as a woman is harder.

The wall may not be real from a sexual standpoint - women can get tons of sex up untillll they die, but they do get old and looking like shit

Man can keep their manliness for a far longer time.

After 40 - EVERY (EVERY) foid is essentially an old bag and unless she is a mom...well she is looking at 30 years of epic coping

You are still VERY young man.

Don't brainwash yourself into bullshit thinking.

the past is the past (bitcoin) let it go

don't even think about it

I wish u the best

 

[IsolationHurts]

It becomes more tolerable once you accept that it's utterly over and embrace the descent into madness.

There's a point that an incel will reach where they become liberated from all social stigma and pressures, this usually happens after realizing that there's is literally no hope left and you're free to do whatever you please since you got nothing to lose anyway.

Im 27, almost 28, and still waiting for that moment.
I know how you feel OP. My anxiety is over the top since im 24 or so, just thinking about my current situation (KHHV, jobless, living with my parents, friendless...) makes me litteraly feel sick. I cope with drugs (weed and alcohol), vidya, studying (so i can get a job and at least fuck a scort), meditation... and crying. Find a good cope, OP.

seeing everyone move on around you whilst you're stuck as a perpetual teenager.

I feel like a pathetic kid most of the time
I will never know how being an adult, having a family, some friends.. .feels like.
Its so fucking over...

 

[IsolationHurts]

Honestly, getting older as a woman is harder.

 

[uninstall]

it is

they start to look like shit - wrinkles - cellulite

getting fat from chewing gum

infertile

...saggy skin

men can at least roid the fuck up

 

[IsolationHurts]

it is

they start to look like shit - wrinkles - cellulite

getting fat from chewing gum

infertile

...saggy skin

men can at least roid the fuck up

What about the rest of the overwhelming priviledges that compensate by far any of those things? Do i have to mention constant validation? Or a heathy sex life?
Pls, stop being naive. It hurts to read this.

 

[Machiavelli]

Yeah well mewing and all that works pre puberty anyways, it wouldn't make a difference.. I mean it's good to find out your flaws at an early age so you know what surgery to look for and you start saving up since that age instead of discovering PSL at 25+ and getting a surgery then kek

mewing isnt the most important aspect about PSL and neither is surgery

 

[Weed]

mewing isnt the most important aspect about PSL and neither is surgery

Is haircut the most important aspect?

 

[Deleted member 3725]

When I was 17 I experienced the same shit

and I WAS 17

I don't know why but 17-18 was the most painful for some reason.

I am 30 now - 5 years older than you and it wasn't as painful as when I was 17

Honestly, getting older as a woman is harder.

The wall may not be real from a sexual standpoint - women can get tons of sex up untillll they die, but they do get old and looking like shit

Man can keep their manliness for a far longer time.

After 40 - EVERY (EVERY) foid is essentially an old bag and unless she is a mom...well she is looking at 30 years of epic coping

You are still VERY young man.

Don't brainwash yourself into bullshit thinking.

the past is the past (bitcoin) let it go

don't even think about it

I wish u the best

I agree with this. Its one of the few things I disagree with among common incel talking points. Its like you say. Its because women can get ez sex is why ppl say they have no wall, but thats male solipisism. Projection whats important in regards to the male relationship/mating imperative on to women.

 

[Adamski]

Thanks to all who replied. Insane that the incelsphere is the only place where people like us are allowed to voice our discontent at this shit life.

 

[hunchback]

the only positive thing about ageing is that your liver rots away and you can drunk faster

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

When I was 17 I experienced the same shit

and I WAS 17

I don't know why but 17-18 was the most painful for some reason.

I am 30 now - 5 years older than you and it wasn't as painful as when I was 17

Honestly, getting older as a woman is harder.

The wall may not be real from a sexual standpoint - women can get tons of sex up untillll they die, but they do get old and looking like shit

Man can keep their manliness for a far longer time.

After 40 - EVERY (EVERY) foid is essentially an old bag and unless she is a mom...well she is looking at 30 years of epic coping

You are still VERY young man.

Don't brainwash yourself into bullshit thinking.

the past is the past (bitcoin) let it go

don't even think about it

I wish u the best

This. I'm 36, still worceling, still surgeryceling.

You do what you gotta do.

 

[The End]

Shit I understand the feeling. I'm 36 and I think about being old every sing day. Every.Single.Day.

This is a culture that worships youth, and yeh - girls are in their prime when they are more than a decade younger than me. The funny thing is that those 'innocent' girls actually have way more life experience than I do. But whatever, I'm an old man so I'm a creep wah wah wah.

Doesn't matter really. When you're ugly, you're ugly forever. You get worse looking, but your status never changes. No sex at 20, no sex at 30, no sex at 40, etc, etc.

 

[Mainländer]

Some people here will say agepill is cope, doesn't exist or only applies to Chads, and that it was over from the start to truecels. But I would dare to guess most of those people are still far from their 30s.

The agepill is definitive. When I was in my early twenties, I was 90% sure it was over, now at 29 I'm 100%. No prime age pussy for me anymore. Ever. Again.

The agepill is kinda like that image to me:

 

[hunchback]

even if I managed to somehow find someone who loved me, I'm not young anymore, being in a relationship now would be nothing compared to being 16 and full of energy, hope, and plans for the future, playing carelessly with a girl during summer vacation, sneaking out of my parents house, skipping school to go get breakfast together, somewhere. at my age people are tired and have shit to do. they don't have time to play.

 

[Mainländer]

even if I managed to somehow find someone who loved me, I'm not young anymore, being in a relationship now would be nothing compared to being 16 and full of energy, hope, and plans for the future, playing carelessly with a girl during summer vacation, sneaking out of my parents house, skipping school to go get breakfast together, somewhere. at my age people are tired and have shit to do. they don't have time to play.

This, so much this. The best us oldcels can expect is being a betabux to an old used up ugly whore way past her prime in a relation that barely has any sex and it's full of stress, conversations about money and responsibilities, etc.

This doesn't come even CLOSE to experiencing a girl in her prime when you're in your prime as well.

 

[acnescarcel]

stop scaring me. they should make a horror film on aging. I just turned 23 but I know ill be 25 very soon. everyone should read the portrait of dorian gray.

 

[Haywire]

25 and age pill HAH..... there are people here in their mid 30's (me) and older... life has only gotten worse.

 

[blackcel]

Yep, its over. Just focus on getting money and cope with whores and video games.

 

[Deleted member 60]

I feel you bro. I'm fuckin tired... just trying to disconnect from everything at this point. I might end it if I can't find peace soon.

even if I managed to somehow find someone who loved me, I'm not young anymore, being in a relationship now would be nothing compared to being 16 and full of energy, hope, and plans for the future, playing carelessly with a girl during summer vacation, sneaking out of my parents house, skipping school to go get breakfast together, somewhere. at my age people are tired and have shit to do. they don't have time to play.

 

[Colly]

Doesn't matter how old you are, it's about how old you look. You can always fake your age, can't fake your face and hairline.

 

[rex123321]

The worst part is that your character flaws are even less desirable when you get older. Your lack of social skills and money aren't game-over when your under 25 but will ruin you after that age. A guy who is approaching his 30s and still can't look at a women in the eye is quite simply, pathetic.

 

[Born Defective]

25 is very young. You have time. I'm much older than you are. I'm NV and lost it at 28, three years older than you are. Now I've been cel for three years after my divorce and it's really over.

 

[Edantez]

And hold back the overwhelming melancholy that sweeps over me. Where did the last five years of my life go I ask myself several times a day. I am still the same scared kid I was at 17 and I feel so trapped in my 23yo self. All of the years rotting away in my bedroom alone feels like it shifted me into some sort of quasi dimension or timeline. Others my age filled the last 5 years with millions of memories and new experiences - undoubtedly making the time go by nice and long. For me the days melted into weeks and the weeks became indistinguishable from the seasons as each year passed. How can the arbitrary concept of time be the same for us? I feel I am experiencing something very profound but its killing me from the inside.

This is me, except its 20 years instead of 5.

Rotting in isolation basically warps your perception of time, people tend to delineate their lives with milestones, both major and minor, they function as a frame of reference with which you subconsciously compare and calculate distances and thus perceive your life as it exists on the temporal continuum. With no new milestones under your belt you mentally enter temporal stasis: your body still ages one day at a time but your mind remains frozen in time....

 

[GeneticFilth]

It becomes more tolerable once you accept that it's utterly over and embrace the descent into madness.

There's a point that an incel will reach where they become liberated from all social stigma and pressures, this usually happens after realizing that there's is literally no hope left and you're free to do whatever you please since you got nothing to lose anyway.

Legit