caineturbat2003
Society's Reckoning
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I still like playing some of them. The problem is, they don't hit the same way as they did when I was a kid or a teen. I could remember being too excited after finishing my homework to go play whatever it was I had on my PC at the time. I remember I could even finish a game in one day on my first run. That's how addicted I was to gaming.
Now I barely even have the motivation to install a game that I have on steam. I barely played one game in this entire year. Most of my activities each day were eating, working out, fight with my OCD thoughts, porn then doom scroll, porn again, cry myself to sleep wondering how the fuck we got here in the first place [rhetorical question by the way, I know (((how))) ] and repeat. That's how my 2025 was. I had it so bad I would rather go through 2024 any day than go through this bullshit.
Anhedonia is one sick bitch, man.
Now I barely even have the motivation to install a game that I have on steam. I barely played one game in this entire year. Most of my activities each day were eating, working out, fight with my OCD thoughts, porn then doom scroll, porn again, cry myself to sleep wondering how the fuck we got here in the first place [rhetorical question by the way, I know (((how))) ] and repeat. That's how my 2025 was. I had it so bad I would rather go through 2024 any day than go through this bullshit.
Anhedonia is one sick bitch, man.





