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Okay so when i was young i had friends and chit but I started getting bullied in schools for no reason.
Of course then id lose friends and any new friends would see me as weak target and would ether:
1. not be friend with me
2. be friend with me only to insult me and lower my status and increase their when girls are around
Then I found friends in 3th school.. (was bullied in all previous ones) but someone of my old friends messaged them telling that i was bullied in school.msg was sent trhough internet
And then i lost all friends again (lol?) i should kill the person who did it you probably think.. but nah
Then I moved abroad and holy sheit I WAS POPULAR LOL in one workplace literally everyonne wanted me to be their friend and bosses liked me too for being hardworking slave and for joking sometimes
but in a year there was said ONE BAD THING about me and half of the likedness i received was gone. i left that workplace. other workplaces were full of bullies
(tldr, i was bullied and disliked whole life, when i made friends they stopped being friends when they learned about it and joined the hate club, then i moved and made friends and was popular in one workplace, it was insane life quality change and it got rid of my depression, it ended quick too but still, lot of schools and workplaces are full of bullies and im nearly always the target despite being tall) and this is not soft bullying like uhh hes so ugly. this is extreme bullying like throwing things or convincing whole class to hate you and harm you
BTW, in one workplace a fat femoid SUPERVISOR/VICE-BOSS took bully side instead of my, but she knew that hes a bully. femoids are attracted to bullies. btw that bully was ugly as sh1t but his character traits made him attractive. Imnot saying personality matters, nono it doesnt, but if youre bully, you can get special attention from femoids, and make the bullied person lose all attention from femoids
so whats the take?
1. that your life quality will depend on your reputation
2. schools and workplaces are filled with bullies
3. it takes one message from an azzhole to ur friends to ruin ur social life and life quality, and its irreversable
4. social media is double edged sword cause it takes one person to inform ur socialcircle/friends/anyone about one bad thing about u either real or made up
5. some people even when they are tall or beefy or handsome (i am only tall out of these), out of groups as huge as 30 or 50, will regulalry be the most shining target to bullies, and i dont know why, but thats me. always been the target. always will.
it ruined me mentally, i hate everyone, if ill have money ill cut contact with all my family cuz theyre annoying and trying to make me think that i have autism. i dont have autism. how could be autism person be popular (even if it was just once?) i am just hated by my city and thats irreversible no matter what u do
what im worried about is that the stress added from bullying when it happened, and from PTSD for years after, will cause me to die an early death from heart failure or something
Of course then id lose friends and any new friends would see me as weak target and would ether:
1. not be friend with me
2. be friend with me only to insult me and lower my status and increase their when girls are around
Then I found friends in 3th school.. (was bullied in all previous ones) but someone of my old friends messaged them telling that i was bullied in school.msg was sent trhough internet
And then i lost all friends again (lol?) i should kill the person who did it you probably think.. but nah
Then I moved abroad and holy sheit I WAS POPULAR LOL in one workplace literally everyonne wanted me to be their friend and bosses liked me too for being hardworking slave and for joking sometimes
but in a year there was said ONE BAD THING about me and half of the likedness i received was gone. i left that workplace. other workplaces were full of bullies
(tldr, i was bullied and disliked whole life, when i made friends they stopped being friends when they learned about it and joined the hate club, then i moved and made friends and was popular in one workplace, it was insane life quality change and it got rid of my depression, it ended quick too but still, lot of schools and workplaces are full of bullies and im nearly always the target despite being tall) and this is not soft bullying like uhh hes so ugly. this is extreme bullying like throwing things or convincing whole class to hate you and harm you
BTW, in one workplace a fat femoid SUPERVISOR/VICE-BOSS took bully side instead of my, but she knew that hes a bully. femoids are attracted to bullies. btw that bully was ugly as sh1t but his character traits made him attractive. Imnot saying personality matters, nono it doesnt, but if youre bully, you can get special attention from femoids, and make the bullied person lose all attention from femoids
so whats the take?
1. that your life quality will depend on your reputation
2. schools and workplaces are filled with bullies
3. it takes one message from an azzhole to ur friends to ruin ur social life and life quality, and its irreversable
4. social media is double edged sword cause it takes one person to inform ur socialcircle/friends/anyone about one bad thing about u either real or made up
5. some people even when they are tall or beefy or handsome (i am only tall out of these), out of groups as huge as 30 or 50, will regulalry be the most shining target to bullies, and i dont know why, but thats me. always been the target. always will.
it ruined me mentally, i hate everyone, if ill have money ill cut contact with all my family cuz theyre annoying and trying to make me think that i have autism. i dont have autism. how could be autism person be popular (even if it was just once?) i am just hated by my city and thats irreversible no matter what u do
what im worried about is that the stress added from bullying when it happened, and from PTSD for years after, will cause me to die an early death from heart failure or something
