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Story (SuicideFuel Confession)I was raped by another man

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That is just a myth, such services aren't offered on there, it's just part of the show. If you want an actual hitman, you will need to contact the Mafia. He will most likely get a discount too, considering his motivations.
So the whole ''ordering a hitman from the deepweb'' thing is just a meme?
 
I know ppl tell me to go ER and take revenge and everything but realistically im not some pyschopath who has the capability to murder.When i was younger i used to think about taking revenge all the time but as i grew older even though my life was shit i didn't really wanna die or end up in prison.This all happened when he was around 12-13 years old and when i was 5
have you ever spoken to him since then, or confronted him?
 
So the whole ''ordering a hitman from the deepweb'' thing is just a meme?
Yup. I did some research on that. That's actually how Eli Roth was inspired to create Hostel, the 2005 horror movie that kicked the torture porn subgenre into the mainstream. Up until that point, it was a niche subgenre and Japan was producing some of the best, from the 80s. An infamous incident is when Charlie Sheen thought he was watching a real snuff video when he was watching Guinea Pig: Flower of Blood and Flesh. But these movies were really obscure at the time, so you can see why Charlie thought it was a snuff video. Finally, I do have to say I am not a fan of these type of horror movies although I have the ability to stomach them. I just don't like the idea of a helpless person being subjected to torture at the hands of another person. But, if revenge is an integral part of the story, I will watch it and root for the victim. Think movies like I Spit on Your Grave from 1978 and its modern remakes. Yeah, they remade a movie about a woman getting gangraped and seeking revenge. Let that sink in.
 
You can open gas cap covers with a screwdriver. It would be a shame if someone were to slip with one and then accidentally drop a gallon of this into the tank.
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Why it would probably dissolve in the gas and then set when the gas is combusted. Imagine if they were then driving down the interstate when suddenly every cylinder seizes up causing them to panic. It would be a tragedy!
 
have you ever spoken to him since then, or confronted him?
i spoke to him atleast one time a few years back but we just talked about other things and he pretended like he didnt know know what he did but i never actually told him i remember all those things.He probably thinks i forgot since i was only 5 at the time.
 
Very sorry bro
 
Welcome to the club tbh :feelsbadman::feelsbadman::feelsbadman:
I'm also a victim/ survivor of molestation. It sucks. Since you still know the guy who did it, did you ever confront him? Or did he ever talk about it?
 
Ruin his life
 
I'm also a victim/ survivor of molestation. It sucks. Since you still know the guy who did it, did you ever confront him? Or did he ever talk about it?
He's in prison. I avoided him on the bus up until he went to prison. He didn't go for what he did to me btw other stuff he did landed him there.
 
Always remember that he's the one who deserves to die from having his dick cut off, not you.
 
He's in prison. I avoided him on the bus up until he went to prison. He didn't go for what he did to me btw other stuff he did landed him there.
Damn. Well his life is already bad.

What about you, OP?
In the end it's about what we do with the experience. As you said, pretending that it was just a dream is no option, it's just a poor coping mechanism. We need to deal with it constructively. Some here suggest that you take revenge in some way - that is up to us, and noone can judge us if we did - but there are other ways.

I don't know who molested me and noone else knows about it. I actually told people but they didn't take me seriously which made me grow into an overly responsible and self reliant adult.

My life goal is overcoming the abuse and achieve a life that I think I would have had if I wasn't molested. That is what I do with the experience. Carrying on as good as I can, trying as hard as I can.

I'm not active on .is anymore, just lurking occasionally, but when I saw OP's post, I had to talk to you guys. I'm busy with university, I'm doing good :feelsautistic:
 
i spoke to him atleast one time a few years back but we just talked about other things and he pretended like he didnt know know what he did but i never actually told him i remember all those things.He probably thinks i forgot since i was only 5 at the time.
jeez. if you got into a fight with him do you think you could beat him up?
 
I must disagree.

Someone who heard the khutbah of the Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) on the second of the days of at-Tashreeq told me that he said: “O people, verily your Lord is One and your father is one. Verily there is no superiority of an Arab over a non-Arab or of a non-Arab over an Arab, or of a red man over a black man, or of a black man over a red man, except in terms of taqwa. Have I conveyed the message?” They said: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) has conveyed the message.

Ahmad (22978) narrated from Abu Nadrah.

Thus, there is no superiority to one another, except through belief in Allah.
So why did you stop reading at curry lol?
 
RIP dude, being incel and getting homo raped is possibly the worst thing i can think of
Find his wife and cuck him over for some good ole revenge :lul::lul::lul::what:
 
"Muslim" is actually a title, it means you have fully submitted to God and thus you are completely without sin. Now who does that apply to? Show me the perfect person, an actual Muslim, and I will give you $100,000,000. Until then, I refuse to honor anyone with such a beautiful title and I will refer to every follower of Islam as Islamic. That way you can have a degenerate slut and not have scholars telling you you can't her a kafir because she prays once a day. And no, I am neither a liberal nor Shia. I am technically Sunni but I don't slap labels on myself.

This is bidah. Muslim means you submit to Allah and follow Muhammad SAW and the five pillars. sinning does not make you non Muslim. this is khawarij thought, more extreme than ISIS.
 
No words…...
 
I'd consider killing him. Get a gun. Kidnap him. Force him to commit suicide. Research CCTV locations. Take him into the woods and make him hang himself or take a Nembuttal.


Or, alternatively, talk to him and try to get a confession out of him and record it. That's the only hope of a conviction you have. Or you could sue him civilly. Or just post it online and ruin his life.
 
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At least you have a good taste in music
 
I was raped at the age of 5 by an older curry middle school kid who was my neighbor.His mom and mine were friends so I always visited his house to play GTA:San Andreas with him but i never told anyone .When i grew older i realized what actually happened but was too embarassed to tell anyone and by than it was too late to prove it anyways because of statute of limitations.

I always coped by thinking it was just a vivid nightmare i had one night but now i accept what happened .I was sodomized,he orally and anally penetrated me and i actually consented cause i had no idea what was happening.This is my greatest shame as a man.My mom is still friends with his mom so i get news updates on him and i even attended his marriage ceremony.He is now a married to a beautiful wife,lives in a big house and is very rich and successful since his family was also wealthy.No wonder i turned out to be a pathetic mess like this,i never stood a chance in this world.I was meant to suffer from the very beginning.

chill , my bullies are also successful people, either spoiled by parents or just doing well in this world.

thats because their manipulative traits are actually efficient in achieving success.
 
Talk to him and remind him what he did.Make him feel guilty that Its been bothering you all your life
 
Sorry to hear, if he is rich I wonder if you could pull something off at least.
Talk to him and remind him what he did.Make him feel guilty that Its been bothering you all your life
And record it, in case he admits.
 
This world is pure evil
 
Man Im really sorry to hear that. I would take vengeance on him if i were you
 
People like him succeed in every area because they know how to manipulate.
Forget about telling what happened, they'd say you're lying.
 
People like him succeed in every area because they know how to manipulate.
Forget about telling what happened, they'd say you're lying.

true
everyone takes side of my bullies even when were past 25 year old and this includes people who are age 30-50

people will always cling to the more popular socially or socially stronger one, this is bs

even teachers often take bullies sides because teacher are women and they are subconsciously attracted to bullies
 
that's tough as fuck my dude.
ironic thought : rape his wife. ruin his life. shoot the faggot.
unironic thought : cope
 
Your mind has been and will continue to try to fuck itself over this, but I can only suggest that you don't let it. That happening all those years ago has no real bearing over your masculinity in any way if you think about it. And since then every last cell in your body has died and been replaced with a new one, so in all technical terms you're not even physically the same person as your five year old self in that sense. It's a random unfortunate circumstance, it doesn't define anything about you. But keep in the back of your mind that you have the power to take his life and whether he knows it or not he lives because you've decided not to kill him.
 
I was raped at the age of 5 by an older curry middle school kid who was my neighbor.His mom and mine were friends so I always visited his house to play GTA:San Andreas with him but i never told anyone .When i grew older i realized what actually happened but was too embarassed to tell anyone and by than it was too late to prove it anyways because of statute of limitations.

I always coped by thinking it was just a vivid nightmare i had one night but now i accept what happened .I was sodomized,he orally and anally penetrated me and i actually consented cause i had no idea what was happening.This is my greatest shame as a man.My mom is still friends with his mom so i get news updates on him and i even attended his marriage ceremony.He is now a married to a beautiful wife,lives in a big house and is very rich and successful since his family was also wealthy.No wonder i turned out to be a pathetic mess like this,i never stood a chance in this world.I was meant to suffer from the very beginning.

I'm very sorry man. This does not define you as a man, my dude.
If I were you I recommend searching for people with the same experiences and talk about it. That way you can process what happend.

Also, tell your family.
 
i have fantasized many times about doing revenge on my bullies but how?cameras everywhere, fok, that eternal living in fear cuz police iz on ur azz, also finding murderers is easy as fuc because you just ask around and people tell who had motive
 
I must disagree.

Someone who heard the khutbah of the Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) on the second of the days of at-Tashreeq told me that he said: “O people, verily your Lord is One and your father is one. Verily there is no superiority of an Arab over a non-Arab or of a non-Arab over an Arab, or of a red man over a black man, or of a black man over a red man, except in terms of taqwa. Have I conveyed the message?” They said: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) has conveyed the message.

Ahmad (22978) narrated from Abu Nadrah.

Thus, there is no superiority to one another, except through belief in Allah.
This is one of many issues I have with Islam. The massage of equality when our own biology proves otherwise. Religious theocracy is no different than any other politcal system. It's propaganda and lies. Living under laws of equality doesn't make us equal. it's not even a racial thing. It's an individual problem where Muslims are led to believe that we all participate in the same race (struggle) which is true. But some of us start right at the finish line while others are nowhere to be seen from miles away. it's a scam just like how some men live in easy mode while we.. You know... If Muhammed came clean and admitted that not all of us were meant to be on Allah's list of besties I wouldn't have had a problem with that. After all even if we were physically equal there is no such thing as freewill according to quoran logic itself
 
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