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Every single day since I was 15 or so had been nothing but suicidefuel.
In sophmore year of high school I coped by smoking weed, mom made me stop.
I have been living in pain and depression for so long, even before finding incel forums and getting blackpilled really.
And yet, even after all of this humiliation from god, I am still here.
The pathetic sack of shit that I am is not man enough to kill himself even.
This is so brutal. It will never end for me. I am afraid of nothing more than living like this until im an oldcel
In sophmore year of high school I coped by smoking weed, mom made me stop.
I have been living in pain and depression for so long, even before finding incel forums and getting blackpilled really.
And yet, even after all of this humiliation from god, I am still here.
The pathetic sack of shit that I am is not man enough to kill himself even.
This is so brutal. It will never end for me. I am afraid of nothing more than living like this until im an oldcel