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SuicideFuel Suicidal thoughts and severe Mood Swings (Again)

JustanotherKanga

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Here I am again, typing this thread in the evening while the suicidal and severe depressive thoughts slowly start creeping up again....
I have constant mood swings too. One day I feel sort of OK, the other day it´s like all life force / energy is being sucked out of my system, no motivation, suicidal thoughts, depression sets in without any hope insight.

When will this constant mental torture, this warfare in my mind stop?
I try to stay off social media, but decided to scroll through my feed on instagram (on my fake anonymous account), and came across a beautiful girl.
I´d estimate her to be between 20-24 years old. Pale white skin, brunette hair and brown eyes. The girl who is exactly my type.
She looks innocent, pure and very modest. But I know that I´ll never have a woman like her in my life, or even remotely close to that. I type this with tears in my eyes, a heavy feeling on my chest and sadness on my mind.
I just don´t want to live anymore, I simply cant imagine myself living like this for another 50/60 years.
How am I, as a guy in my prime, able to cope with the fact that I can´t fulfill my basic needs?
Slaving away at a fulltime job for another 50 years coming home to an empty apartment is mental torture.
I do the same shit over and over again every day, this may be the real Twilight zone.
Please tell me why I should stay alive and not kill myself? Give me one reason why I shouldn´t end my life in 2025, cause I´m really fed up.
I´m not a robot who is able to go through life on autopilot without ever experiencing love, I am a human being.

Blackpill Youtube channels such as We live in hell, LoneWolf87, Black Recluse, BlackPillVillain are real LifeFuel for me.
This forum is real lifefuel for me, cause it´s a relief to know, that I am not the only guy going through this shit.
Some of them haven´t posted in months which is understandable, cause you sometimes need to take a break from this blackpill rabithole
and constantly being reminded from the fact, that you are an unwanted male.
Yea sometimes you´ll come across trolls, but there are a few real ones on this forum, who truly understand what you´re going through.
Man o man, did I wish the world was a better place where all of us had prospects of having a wife, house, family and purpose.
If anything, you guys are the only ones who deserve such things, instead of the majority of other men who are pieces of shit and just got lucky
cause their body is made up of a different Genetic DNA code.

 
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This christmas i might be roping
 
truly agreed especially your last sentence man.

only thing that helps me is i found something to look forward to, and i have to spend alot of time researching it so it takes my mind off these things yk, and how shit my life is.

so i geuss thats rlly the onlything i can say, even tho i know how hard it is to find something
 
truly agreed especially your last sentence man.

only thing that helps me is i found something to look forward to, and i have to spend alot of time researching it so it takes my mind off these things yk, and how shit my life is.

so i geuss thats rlly the onlything i can say, even tho i know how hard it is to find something
have you started fashionmaxxing like i told you to?
 
The constant mental torture and warfare in our minds is real. It's like being trapped in a never-ending cycle of despair and hopelessness. Seeing those beautiful girls on social media, knowing they're completely out of our reach, it's enough to drive anyone to the brink.
 
I feel like I read a new suicide post by you every time I come on here. I think you might be bipolar
 
have you started fashionmaxxing like i told you to?
not yet, i will when i start to go to classes at college.
but rn it would be a waste since i only go to work wich is just old people and gym.
besides these i dont go outside
 
not yet, i will when i start to go to classes at college.
but rn it would be a waste since i only go to work wich is just old people and gym.
besides these i dont go outside
fair enough, gl for when youre doing it for college though
 
bro you have seen my face. not for me unfortunately
fashionmaxxing + get abs + socialcirclemaxx but im not sure how youd be able to do the latter given youre doing stem.
 
fashionmaxxing + get abs + socialcirclemaxx but im not sure how youd be able to do the latter given youre doing stem.
thx, im also gonna do roids like i said, im putting most of my hope into that+ growing hair.

like you said ill try the fashion stuff but i dont see how that will change, but im desperate so ill try jfl
 
like you said ill try the fashion stuff but i dont see how that will change, but im desperate so ill try jfl
its because youre in nearcel category acc to me so doing this shit coupled with ntmaxxing is your best shot at ascension.
 
its because youre in nearcel category acc to me so doing this shit coupled with ntmaxxing is your best shot at ascension.
what is nearcel

in this case you mean with ntmaxxing being better socially right?
 
I feel like I read a new suicide post by you every time I come on here. I think you might be bipolar
This is literally my first ever post related to me having suicidal thoughts.
However, I have these thougts very frequently.
Some days are better, others suck
 
The constant mental torture and warfare in our minds is real. It's like being trapped in a never-ending cycle of despair and hopelessness. Seeing those beautiful girls on social media, knowing they're completely out of our reach, it's enough to drive anyone to the brink.
Its not even just about women its everything in life
knowing you will never truly get to live all because of things that were never in your control

Its like living in prison for your entire life but you also get to see everyone else living in freedom and its rubbed in your face constantly
Or like teasing a lion trapped in the zoo with a piece of meat through the glass of the exhibit

You will always want all these things women success in life and a good social life
But you will never get any of it all because of genetic determinism
 
thx, im also gonna do roids like i said, im putting most of my hope into that+ growing hair.

like you said ill try the fashion stuff but i dont see how that will change, but im desperate so ill try jfl
Roids will probably fuck up your hair if you have shit genes
 
Its not even just about women its everything in life
knowing you will never truly get to live all because of things that were never in your control

Its like living in prison for your entire life but you also get to see everyone else living in freedom and its rubbed in your face constantly
Or like teasing a lion trapped in the zoo with a piece of meat through the glass of the exhibit

You will always want all these things women success in life and a good social life
But you will never get any of it all because of genetic determinism
Well said.
 
Just Serialkillingmaxxing share your misery and pain with others
 
Suicidal thoughts are related to impaired dopamine receptor function. Repair the receptors and you'll be better off
 
That wont make much difference if you have balding genes
it should to an certain extent, if that doesnt work i can try dutasteride.

if even that doesnt work then idk, i geuss i will just stop and do pct
 
it should to an certain extent, if that doesnt work i can try dutasteride.

if even that doesnt work then idk, i geuss i will just stop and do pct
I guess if your going to do it just prepare yourself to norwood even if it doesnt happen atleast you will be prepared
 
imma keep co(o)p(m)ing
 

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