My whore cousins were sitting near me at family wedding and oggling at a random Chad, saying how handsome he looks, how cute etc... and then they give me a pitiful look and smiles mockingly . I almost wanted to rage cry there because I realized no one will ever admire me like that . And this was even before i got blackpilled, even after that episode I rejected the blackpill, and in many instances showermaxxed and used deodrants just because i really beleievd the bluepill theory of getting a haircut and taking a shower..jus fuk my clown life 
