Some time ago i made a post on the danger of anger and it consequences, mostly pointing the hidden tragedys of Eliot Rodgers shit show. Well i made the points i wanted to make on that post, if you wanna see it its called "the dangers of anger". Well instead of nagging about aceint hystory or philosiphy or making opinions unpopuler on this site. Im gonna do a brain storm of how shit like the "day of retribution" and columbine happens. And it comes from a phantom pain of sorts. A pain thats haunts us alot more effectivly then either of us relises or people around us. Anger.
But if you dont wanna read that post ill just sum up dangers of anger like this. Its really fucking hard to think straight when ones pissed the fuck off. But i have to ask my self if that was a good point to make. Because anger just deosnt pop up like a fucking pop up add on porn hub unless you got a certain mental disorder. It more so has to come from somwere. I dealt with it. You all dealt with it. 90 percent of incels dealt with it. But what is the first dominoe to start this peice of rainbows and sunshine?
For me, its when i look back at my child hood. I seen the worst of ass hats get rewarded with life. Weather it was shit teachers, bullies, chad & stacys. It was always the shittyest of people with the high hot shit life. Mean wile i burn 40 hours a week of work only making 12 and hour at my shitty dads house. Just to see the worst of people be successful but that kinda my experience. I do plan on going for the trades and getting my own fucking place. But for now im burning my life. Getting pissed at seeing how happy the ass holes in my life are, remembering the voilence my mom inflicted on me or her alcoholic boyfreind at the time. And i cant help but even more hate for these people then i already had back in the day. Thats what make me angry. But I never plan on being satans bitch and committing wrath. What about those people?
Well i never read Eliot Rodgers manufesto but i did listen to a phsycoligy youtuber called Dr Todd Grande. He made a video about him and explained 70 percent of his life. His anger came from well 2 things from the look of the party. One was his envy. He envyed couples alot more then i do. He was alot more lonley. His parrent werent as shitty as mine but were shitty enough to make him miserable. He never really had the ability to make freinds, maybey with 1 or 2 people but that was it. Didnt even get along with his roomate. He had very little social interaction. Second was his meds. Aprently he was on some meds, dont remember if it was anti anxiety or anti depression meds. But Dr Gronde suspected it was mostly the meds, Acorrding to the DR, Eliot was suffereing with drawl symptoms at the time of his play date with the grim reaper. But it should be noted that in columbine, the 2 shooters were on meds. Anti depressent med at the time. So these meds Rodgers was on might have played a bigger role then anyone has relised.
"If im going down, im taking them with me"- Adolf Hitler. No im not being inspiered by a racist fuck, but that quote deos explain alot of fucked up things in this world. Im gratefull my name isnt public on this site because its time to explain some weird shit about me. When ever winter kicks in i kinda get this man period effect. I get alot hornyer, watch alot more porn the normal. But i also loose empathy towards every living thing out there until march arises and the tempature gets warmer but until then im a much more envious person. Then im back to what im now at the time i make this post. But why did i post somthing awkward about my self? Well you know how this is incels only? I remember listening to Jordan Petersons stuff on fatherless boys. One thing he points out is as they have no father figure, no good enough place in society, they naturally loose empathy. Especially as they get older. Somthing that did happend to Eliot. He wasnt beifiting from society to the degree that people around him were. He was having a miserable as fuck life all around. And of course he would get envious. He wanted a women, somthing thats a natural desire in male being in animals. Unless your a lice, fun fact males are actually the selective beings for lice. And the femals are the dominant beings who hunt for a male. But when you see things froma animals perspective you see that the world is much more phsycopathy inducing then one would excpect. For instance, there is racism between monkeys and lions in africa. Literally. Because lions eat the monkeys, what the monkeys will do is kidnap lion cubs, drop em from a tree to kill them. And the monkeys couldnt give any less of a shit for the dead cubs. That actually happens in Africa. Simply put for every action theres an equall and oppisite reaction.
Eliot knew he wasnt gonna get women. Or thought since in Nevada, hookers are legal. And he lived in califonia at the time. He knew the people he hated and envyed were gonna have happy lives wile having he was gonna have a shitty one himself. That lead to his day of "retribution". It wasnt retribution but revenge against society. He thought that hatred and wrath would somday replace the pain, but it deosnt make the pain go away. It turns a man hideous, inside and out. Or thats what i heard in MGS5.
For pt2 ill talk much less about Eliot and more about the shooters in columbine, sandy hook, and parckland. I kinda have to do more reserch on em so i know what motivated those people to go crazy. Until then, if you get angry, drink a cold glass of water and slow down your breathing. Put energy into somthing that will benifit you instead of taking others to satans balls with you. You dont need to drag other people down to rise up. See yee all next time.
But if you dont wanna read that post ill just sum up dangers of anger like this. Its really fucking hard to think straight when ones pissed the fuck off. But i have to ask my self if that was a good point to make. Because anger just deosnt pop up like a fucking pop up add on porn hub unless you got a certain mental disorder. It more so has to come from somwere. I dealt with it. You all dealt with it. 90 percent of incels dealt with it. But what is the first dominoe to start this peice of rainbows and sunshine?
For me, its when i look back at my child hood. I seen the worst of ass hats get rewarded with life. Weather it was shit teachers, bullies, chad & stacys. It was always the shittyest of people with the high hot shit life. Mean wile i burn 40 hours a week of work only making 12 and hour at my shitty dads house. Just to see the worst of people be successful but that kinda my experience. I do plan on going for the trades and getting my own fucking place. But for now im burning my life. Getting pissed at seeing how happy the ass holes in my life are, remembering the voilence my mom inflicted on me or her alcoholic boyfreind at the time. And i cant help but even more hate for these people then i already had back in the day. Thats what make me angry. But I never plan on being satans bitch and committing wrath. What about those people?
Well i never read Eliot Rodgers manufesto but i did listen to a phsycoligy youtuber called Dr Todd Grande. He made a video about him and explained 70 percent of his life. His anger came from well 2 things from the look of the party. One was his envy. He envyed couples alot more then i do. He was alot more lonley. His parrent werent as shitty as mine but were shitty enough to make him miserable. He never really had the ability to make freinds, maybey with 1 or 2 people but that was it. Didnt even get along with his roomate. He had very little social interaction. Second was his meds. Aprently he was on some meds, dont remember if it was anti anxiety or anti depression meds. But Dr Gronde suspected it was mostly the meds, Acorrding to the DR, Eliot was suffereing with drawl symptoms at the time of his play date with the grim reaper. But it should be noted that in columbine, the 2 shooters were on meds. Anti depressent med at the time. So these meds Rodgers was on might have played a bigger role then anyone has relised.
"If im going down, im taking them with me"- Adolf Hitler. No im not being inspiered by a racist fuck, but that quote deos explain alot of fucked up things in this world. Im gratefull my name isnt public on this site because its time to explain some weird shit about me. When ever winter kicks in i kinda get this man period effect. I get alot hornyer, watch alot more porn the normal. But i also loose empathy towards every living thing out there until march arises and the tempature gets warmer but until then im a much more envious person. Then im back to what im now at the time i make this post. But why did i post somthing awkward about my self? Well you know how this is incels only? I remember listening to Jordan Petersons stuff on fatherless boys. One thing he points out is as they have no father figure, no good enough place in society, they naturally loose empathy. Especially as they get older. Somthing that did happend to Eliot. He wasnt beifiting from society to the degree that people around him were. He was having a miserable as fuck life all around. And of course he would get envious. He wanted a women, somthing thats a natural desire in male being in animals. Unless your a lice, fun fact males are actually the selective beings for lice. And the femals are the dominant beings who hunt for a male. But when you see things froma animals perspective you see that the world is much more phsycopathy inducing then one would excpect. For instance, there is racism between monkeys and lions in africa. Literally. Because lions eat the monkeys, what the monkeys will do is kidnap lion cubs, drop em from a tree to kill them. And the monkeys couldnt give any less of a shit for the dead cubs. That actually happens in Africa. Simply put for every action theres an equall and oppisite reaction.
Eliot knew he wasnt gonna get women. Or thought since in Nevada, hookers are legal. And he lived in califonia at the time. He knew the people he hated and envyed were gonna have happy lives wile having he was gonna have a shitty one himself. That lead to his day of "retribution". It wasnt retribution but revenge against society. He thought that hatred and wrath would somday replace the pain, but it deosnt make the pain go away. It turns a man hideous, inside and out. Or thats what i heard in MGS5.
For pt2 ill talk much less about Eliot and more about the shooters in columbine, sandy hook, and parckland. I kinda have to do more reserch on em so i know what motivated those people to go crazy. Until then, if you get angry, drink a cold glass of water and slow down your breathing. Put energy into somthing that will benifit you instead of taking others to satans balls with you. You dont need to drag other people down to rise up. See yee all next time.
