Blackpill Sometimes I wish that I never Came across the blackpill

[Justanotherbloke]

It's been a while since I posted a thread talking about my own experiences in life.

Been coping lately, doing my own thing, minding my own business and staying under the radar.
Watching Duck Dinasty, Gaming PC, Running outdoors, Working my fulltime Job, Fishing....
I just came out of a period of depression, this depression was something else. Different from the other 'periods of depression' I've had in the past. It was a heavy one.

Looking back at it, I was much happier when I was bluepilled back in 2020.
I came across the blackpill in 2020/2021 And it absolutely ruined me mentally.
I didn't gain anything from it, it only took away my life force and will to thrive and progress in life.
Yea I know thay whether I take the blackpill or bluepill, it won't affect my non-existent dating life at all, I still would have been bitchless.
But at least you still have hope, a will to live and look at the glass as half full instead of half empty.

In my bluepill days I always thought 'better days are ahead' and 'I just have to wait, it's not my time yet for a girlfriend'.
I was willfully ignorant but it felt comfortable to my mind at the same time, soothing myself with these one-liners.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I'm better off blackpilled and it's a relief

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I'm better off blackpilled and it's a relief

Blackpill DOES have the capacity to give you mental peace, for example:
Knowing that it's not your fault, you can't do anything about your predicament.
It's out of your own control. And that's comforting cause at least I know that I haven't fucked it up myself

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Blackpill DOES have the capacity to give you mental peace, for example:
Knowing that it's not your fault, you can't do anything about your predicament.
It's out of your own control. And that's comforting cause at least I know that I haven't fucked it up myself

Exactly why I take solace in it because it's a relief to know it wasn't my fault.

 

[sadlemon]

Don't kid yourself. You will eventually find out. It's not like we just got here for some random reason. I mean, the real us.

It's negative, for sure, but in a way, it doesn't change anything about your situation. The only difference is that now you're aware of your circumstances, and you have the power to choose a life within said circumstances.

For me, it gave me the worst depression. Still does. But truth of the matter is that it made me realize that "true love" dosn't really exist, is just attraction. So in a way i don't have to bother myself anymore fooling myself thinking i'll get a virgin gf and spend the rest of my life with her.

There's a lot of people who are hurting, normies mostly. Some with low SMV who are married to spoues they like but they get cheated on due to their poor looks, there are fates worse than just plain inceldom.

Imagine yourself getting a GF, then having to marry her just to get cheated on. We are living in the worst time possible to form a connection with the opposite sex

 

[Adolf Kitler]

I'm better off blackpilled and it's a relief

 

[Justanotherbloke]

For me, it gave me the worst depression. Still does. But truth of the matter is that it made me realize that "true love" dosn't really exist, is just attraction. So in a way i don't have to bother myself anymore fooling myself thinking i'll get a virgin gf and spend the rest of my life with her.

Realizing that it's all transactional really hurts, and yea, it was all about looks from the start. 0 personality involved.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

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There's a lot of people who are hurting, normies mostly. Some with low SMV who are married to spoues they like but they get cheated on due to their poor looks, there are fates worse than just plain inceldom.

I realize that.
Not saying that it will be better for everyone, but in my case I felt a lot better.

But looking at things the way they are today, if I were still bluepilled I'd ask myself some serious questions and maybe do some research online which will eventually lead to me becoming blackpilled, or at the very least: redpilled.

The dating 'market' is so bad nowadays, that only an ignorant fool would think otherwise.

 

[EngelCallDell19]

personally i was always on ropewatch even prior to being blackpilled, being a bluepilled cunt only gave me temporary happiness for a bit but id go right back to self loathing and doing mental gymnastics to blame it on anything but my height or looks

 

[UndergroundHuman]

It's been a while since I posted a thread talking about my own experiences in life.

Been coping lately, doing my own thing, minding my own business and staying under the radar.
Watching Duck Dinasty, Gaming PC, Running outdoors, Working my fulltime Job, Fishing....
I just came out of a period of depression, this depression was something else. Different from the other 'periods of depression' I've had in the past. It was a heavy one.

Looking back at it, I was much happier when I was bluepilled back in 2020.
I came across the blackpill in 2020/2021 And it absolutely ruined me mentally.
I didn't gain anything from it, it only took away my life force and will to thrive and progress in life.
Yea I know thay whether I take the blackpill or bluepill, it won't affect my non-existent dating life at all, I still would have been bitchless.
But at least you still have hope, a will to live and look at the glass as half full instead of half empty.

In my bluepill days I always thought 'better days are ahead' and 'I just have to wait, it's not my time yet for a girlfriend'.
I was willfully ignorant but it felt comfortable to my mind at the same time, soothing myself with these one-liners.

i feel same, check out this thread, we discussed that problem there

 

[Rapistcel]

It's been a while since I posted a thread talking about my own experiences in life.

Been coping lately, doing my own thing, minding my own business and staying under the radar.
Watching Duck Dinasty, Gaming PC, Running outdoors, Working my fulltime Job, Fishing....
I just came out of a period of depression, this depression was something else. Different from the other 'periods of depression' I've had in the past. It was a heavy one.

Looking back at it, I was much happier when I was bluepilled back in 2020.
I came across the blackpill in 2020/2021 And it absolutely ruined me mentally.
I didn't gain anything from it, it only took away my life force and will to thrive and progress in life.
Yea I know thay whether I take the blackpill or bluepill, it won't affect my non-existent dating life at all, I still would have been bitchless.
But at least you still have hope, a will to live and look at the glass as half full instead of half empty.

In my bluepill days I always thought 'better days are ahead' and 'I just have to wait, it's not my time yet for a girlfriend'.
I was willfully ignorant but it felt comfortable to my mind at the same time, soothing myself with these one-liners.

I don't, now everything makes sense

 

[Friezacel]

Bluepill only gives temporary cope but the long term consequences of it are much worse

 

[Jud Pottah]

I'm better off blackpilled and it's a relief

The right Path is the Best remedy, Bitter.
I didn't choose it either, "it just Happened".