Good for you mate, i just think, that there is certain type of guys, who will suffer more from accepting BP. Unfortunately, can't really elaborate on this topic, since I'm not a native speaker.
Every day I understand more and more why the Cypher from the Matrix betrayed the resistance and chose the blue pill.
Well, knowledge does not come by itself. Accepting theory, you often accept and specific disposition, state of mind, specific mood, in BP case - pessimistic, nihilistic, cynical state of mind. Because of that i find it very hard to enjoy, well, anything, after accepting BP, everything seems like a pitefull "cope" - which is may be true at the end of the day, but not beneficial at all.
Guys do you know personally any crypto-incels, i would say, who have same or even lower SMV than you, but don't know shit about BP and genetical determinism? If yes, are they happier than you?
No I don't know anyone IRL outside of my family who all mog me.
If they made money, theyre certainly more happy than me.
Is accepting BP motivates you to earn more money, or it just made you prefer rot and believe, that you're not able to earn more?
Second. Love and affection from a girl/woman is what motivates a man the most, in my humble opinion.
Same I don’t blame myself anymore and it feels like a relief
True, but there is a lot of young guys in community, who didn't even tried, they just quickly jumped up to conclusion from litle social experience they had and now they are sure, that it's basically over for them (well, I'm one like that), really sad.
And what’s your age?
That’s not even that young, I thought you’d be 18
well, you can say it's not that young, but im blackpilled since 16 or so
Do you read Dostoevsky's Notes from the Underground by any mean?
No, but that sounds interesting and I have heard of it. What does it talk about? Or, can you tell me?
Well, i can talk about it for hours, but basically it's DDBR style ranting from fellow 19th century inkwell, who is "too rational for his own good" and so on. Brilliant book, best from Dostoevsky, in my opinion. BUT IT CAN BE HARMFUL, i read it over and over again and every time i read it - i feel myself bad. Sometimes, "the bitterness of pain (from reading the book) runs through me, turning into a nasty, exemplary pleasure" - and that's a quote, well, almost quote, read it on russian, don't know how it's sound on english.
