Sometimes i wish i was born in another universe

[ne4rthend]

I think about it a lot these days, all these experiences on Earth have only slowly destroyed me instead of strengthening me. I hate life as we know it in our solar system. It's all about competition and superficiality , life here is literally meaningless and nature doesn't care about morals, fairness and ethics. I would have liked to be able to find out what the conditions look like beyond our dimension.

GIVE ME A CUTE ALIEN GIRLLLLL

 

[Med Anime]

i always wish i wasn't born an ethnic

 

[ne4rthend]

i always wish i wasn't born an ethnic

If you were a chaddam your life would be drastically different. Attractiveness is more important than ethnicity even though the two are often correlated.

 

[ne4rthend]

I WANT A CUTE ALIEN GIRLLL BUDDY BOYOSSS
View: https://imgur.com/a/zilOog8

 

[Med Anime]

If you were a chaddam your life would be drastically different. Attractiveness is more important than ethnicity even though the two are often correlated.

never saw a chaddam in my life, everyone is ugly asf while 95% of whites are physically attractive and the rest 5% are mostly old people.
race is everything when it comes to attractivness

 

[ne4rthend]

never saw a chaddam in my life, everyone is ugly asf while 95% of whites are physically attractive and the rest 5% are mostly old people.
race is everything when it comes to attractivness

Im a North African living in a western country and I can assure you that there are plenty of them in the big cities. Those who live abroad tend to idealize white people too much, I know some whites who really have a hard time finding a partner. But I agree that on average white people are more attractive but that's it.

 

[Med Anime]

Im a North African living in a western country and I can assure you that there are plenty of them in the big cities. Those who live abroad tend to idealize white people too much, I know some whites who really have a hard time finding a partner. But I agree that on average white people are more attractive but that's it.

i only live in north africa, never left the country and never met white people.

 

[ne4rthend]

Yes, this is a good description of what I often think as well. Life at first seems nice on the surface. You have these morals and virtues, and you think that if you work just a little harder, you might succeed, get a girlfriend, etc. Then, as life progresses and you witness things and events that don't match what society and other people told you, you start to see cracks in the system, leading you to the blackpill. The more you compare the blackpill truths to your everyday life, the more you hate it, because you so desperately wish it wasn't true. You hope it's not your case, but the truth is overwhelming, and eventually, you succumb to it completely, making your life devoid of any happiness and aspirations you might have had before.

Your description is pretty accurate too. Except the fact that at the beginning I had an image of myself that was false or altered and I really thought I was one of the successful ones until reality pulled me out of the disillusionment in which I lived. I was slowly starting to accept my fate after all these years of trying to improve myself and all the theories here started to make sense the moment I compared them to the world around me.

 

[ne4rthend]

i only live in north africa, never left the country and never met white people.

Yes, that explains your point of view and your opinion on this subject. The democratization of social networks and dating applications have contributed to projecting a falsified image of what surrounds us. When ethnic foids talk about being attracted to whites it's not your average joe , it's rather the chad you see on tiktok.

 

[ClinicallyDeformed]

I just wish i was never born at all