Leonardo Part V
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I look at the mirror and think to myself: "man, I don't look that bad", and then I start reflecting on why the fuck am I Incel. But, every time I remember my experiences from the past, I realize that I must be extremely ugly. No girl has ever shown real interest in me, I've tried a lot of ways to looksmax, but I am still invisible, nobody gives a fuck about my existence and my life is becoming more and more miserable.
Really, I used to have crooked teeth and I got them fixed, I wore glasses and I bought a pair of contacts, I wear good clothes, I hit the gym for a while, I started running every day 3 years ago, I got a lot learner, my face is more symmetrical now and I still don't have any appeal.
I'm very autistic and awkward, but sometimes I can disguise myself as a normie. I was always good at communication, I was the best in presentations at school by a large margin and I am the leader in most places I go to, still, I can't get any girl's attention. Actually, I can't even get friends anymore.
I am living proof that Incel Tears are wrong about all their theories and attacks against BP. I am a completely normal person in my day-to-day life, I am polite, I talk to a lot of people and some of them even seem to like me. But, I never EVER was capable of getting a GF. Back in High School, I had chad and beckys as friends, but could never generate attraction in any female who's ever lived.
I am not a misogynist, I am not racist, I am not a Nazi, I am a hard-working person, a good student. I know am not perfect, nobody is. I do have some dark views about the world due to my experiences, but I reckon it's normal. Personal experiences also matter to form your worldview.
So I ask...Is it really about personality?
I am tired of being gaslighted, I am just ugly and that's all. I am incel because girls don't like ugly men, why it is so difficult for people to admit this? I feel really bad when I see my suffering being diminished. I just want people to respect incels and acknowledge our problems.
I don't want a GF, I don't want sex, I don't want any of these, I don't feel entitled to NOTHING. I just want to stop blaming myself for being like this. I want to believe it's not my fault, but I can't...
What should I do now?
Really, I used to have crooked teeth and I got them fixed, I wore glasses and I bought a pair of contacts, I wear good clothes, I hit the gym for a while, I started running every day 3 years ago, I got a lot learner, my face is more symmetrical now and I still don't have any appeal.
I'm very autistic and awkward, but sometimes I can disguise myself as a normie. I was always good at communication, I was the best in presentations at school by a large margin and I am the leader in most places I go to, still, I can't get any girl's attention. Actually, I can't even get friends anymore.
I am living proof that Incel Tears are wrong about all their theories and attacks against BP. I am a completely normal person in my day-to-day life, I am polite, I talk to a lot of people and some of them even seem to like me. But, I never EVER was capable of getting a GF. Back in High School, I had chad and beckys as friends, but could never generate attraction in any female who's ever lived.
I am not a misogynist, I am not racist, I am not a Nazi, I am a hard-working person, a good student. I know am not perfect, nobody is. I do have some dark views about the world due to my experiences, but I reckon it's normal. Personal experiences also matter to form your worldview.
So I ask...Is it really about personality?
I am tired of being gaslighted, I am just ugly and that's all. I am incel because girls don't like ugly men, why it is so difficult for people to admit this? I feel really bad when I see my suffering being diminished. I just want people to respect incels and acknowledge our problems.
I don't want a GF, I don't want sex, I don't want any of these, I don't feel entitled to NOTHING. I just want to stop blaming myself for being like this. I want to believe it's not my fault, but I can't...
What should I do now?
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