I avoid eye contact af cause when I make eye contact people use it back to me to express how much uncomfortable they get by staring or displacing abruptly their eye contact as an informal social control mechanism in order I never come again to the places they will happen to be because they consider me an outcast and as an outcast it is unacceptable for them that I will be on the same bus or train or street with them.
I am sadly in a society with deep discriminative norm roots and it sucks everyday in my life. Sometimes I am still thinking to extort some good manners out of them.
Now I am just thinking of suicide because I can't stand a world where police defends people with unethical discriminative norms.
Just want to kick so much ass and I am able to, I have a unique fighting style combined with 4 martial arts. I am tired of all the disrespect I face from these trashes everyday
Should I continue living like that? What is left to change?
I am sadly in a society with deep discriminative norm roots and it sucks everyday in my life. Sometimes I am still thinking to extort some good manners out of them.
Now I am just thinking of suicide because I can't stand a world where police defends people with unethical discriminative norms.
Just want to kick so much ass and I am able to, I have a unique fighting style combined with 4 martial arts. I am tired of all the disrespect I face from these trashes everyday
Should I continue living like that? What is left to change?
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