
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Idk why it didn't happen until now. I've been blackpilled for years and I've been able to enjoy things just fine.
But now it's too much. I guess the years of being an outcast and living the life of a failure finally started to take their toll.
You never realize how pervasive themes like relationships and family and whatnot are until you are blackpilled. Even the tiniest thing activates my mind and I start comparing myself to that and being reminded of all the crap.
Now I can barely enjoy anything without being reminded of how much of a loser I am. I don't even care about what other people think of me, but all these reminders of how shit my life has been and what a failure I am are literally everywhere.
But now it's too much. I guess the years of being an outcast and living the life of a failure finally started to take their toll.
You never realize how pervasive themes like relationships and family and whatnot are until you are blackpilled. Even the tiniest thing activates my mind and I start comparing myself to that and being reminded of all the crap.
Now I can barely enjoy anything without being reminded of how much of a loser I am. I don't even care about what other people think of me, but all these reminders of how shit my life has been and what a failure I am are literally everywhere.
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