Venting So dead inside

[deleted fren]

All the abuse I've received has completely broken me. I don't feel anything anymore. Memory is shit, have no ambitions, nothing excites me anymore. I just wait for every day to end. Don't even have the energy or mental clarity to use this site anymore.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Your brain Is lacking Healthy Stimuli and Nutrients

 

[Repulsive123]

All the abuse I've received has completely broken me. I don't feel anything anymore. Memory is shit, have no ambitions, nothing excites me anymore. I just wait for every day to end. Don't even have the energy or mental clarity to use this site anymore.

Thats been me for years, im a late stage ldar

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I'm just trying to keep myself on my two feet , waiting for better days , if they ever come

 

[Repulsive123]

All my youth spent on incel forums, i was once a youngcel now im probably a bit older than many active users

 

[ERaser]

Do you have a job

 

[Fifita]

Its Incel groundhog dog for me and getting worse since i am now unemployed

 

[Logic55]

You have 23k posts, it's beyond over.
One day, I'll surpass 23k posts and I will feel like shit

 

[Ramcel]

same here, hitting brain rot age

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

I have year long gaps in my memory from the samey NEETLDAR routines i've had and currently seem to have fallen back into, I think it gives permanent damage.

 

[gummybearcel]

I have year long gaps in my memory from the samey NEETLDAR routines i've had and currently seem to have fallen back into, I think it gives permanent damage.

 

[Friday I'm In Love]

HANG in there bro

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

sad to hear brocel

yeah, it's hard to keep track of things when you're barred from what you'd find meaningful

 

[Gokubro]

It's simple, love is a human right, when you are not getting it, your body feels the same way as if you stopped drinking water.

 

[just lonely]

It's simple, love is a human right, when you are not getting it, your body feels the same way as if you stopped drinking water.

 

[jbwbeliever]

i never have positive emotions in years

 

[BlueCore]

Yeah I feel the same

 

[1337hikki]

Who is abusing u? If it's just random faggots drugmaxxing has helped me with that

 

[BoywithEarring]

me too buddy

 

[Coldone666]

I feel ya, I only get true happiness from vodka now.

 

[rhodie]

Memory is shit, have no ambitions, nothing excites me anymore. I just wait for every day to end.

I've been like this for months

 

[autistandugly]

All the abuse I've received has completely broken me. I don't feel anything anymore. Memory is shit, have no ambitions, nothing excites me anymore. I just wait for every day to end. Don't even have the energy or mental clarity to use this site anymore.

 

[RegularManlet]

nothing excites me anymore. I just wait for every day to end. Don't even have the energy or mental clarity to use this site anymore.

Me

Its Incel groundhog dog for me

I had to take a break from gymcelling because of this.
My whole day was wake up, eat, creatine, study, eat, study, walk to gym, work out, walk back home, eat, study, some entertainment like move or game, sleep REPEAT. One week felt like 3 hours, it actually honest to god felt like some groundhog day.

 

[RAO]

Bad

 

[Celasius]

Brutal.

All my youth spent on incel forums, i was once a youngcel now im probably a bit older than many active users

If you’re 20 you’re older than 80% to 90% of this forum, including OP.

 

[Anthrax]

Real tbh. Ive started sleeping 12 hrs a day just so I can make the next day come faster

 

[war_with_myself]

brutal. we're all just waiting to die really

 

[deleted fren]

I'm just trying to keep myself on my two feet , waiting for better days , if they ever come

I hope they do but I doubt it. That was the cope I always ran on.

 

[deleted fren]

Do you have a job

not anymore.

 

[deleted fren]

Its Incel groundhog dog for me and getting worse since i am now unemployed

Brutal.

 

[deleted fren]

You have 23k posts, it's beyond over.
One day, I'll surpass 23k posts and I will feel like shit

I have below 10k posts.

 

[deleted fren]

All my youth spent on incel forums, i was once a youngcel now im probably a bit older than many active users

What age did you first join on an incel forum?

 

[Logic55]

I have below 10k posts.

oh, i thought you were pancakecel, my bad

 

[Repulsive123]

What age did you first join on an incel forum?

16, not too young but was still called youngcel. I am now 21

 

[deleted fren]

16, not too young but was still called youngcel. I am now 21

Brutal. Has your life improved in anyway or gotten worse?

 

[Repulsive123]

Brutal. Has your life improved in anyway or gotten worse?

i am now a neet loser

 

[Rotter]

I'm just trying to keep myself on my two feet , waiting for better days , if they ever come