i started out with vapes then i dropped because the liquid that goes in was very difficult to find for sale around my neck of the woods. moved from vapes to sisha would spend all my income with that. from sisha to an avid chain cig smoker started out flavoured until i wasn't able to afford flavoured 2-3 boxes a day so 40-60 individual cigs per day. 1500 a month give or take a whole carton every 4-5 days. 18K individual cigs smoked year round. Compared to my room the jooz in those 'gas' chambers had it easy jej.
my thought process was: "yeah let me smoke a whole lot of cigs then i get cancer and die. that will definitely happened like within like the next 6 months if i be cigmaxxing i'm sure."
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after that not working at all for i've seen how stupid idea that was yeah definitely won't speed run death the goal wasn't only to speedrun death buy to kill myself indirectly. as stupid as people thinking "yeah let me eat a lot get fat and die of being fat" definitely that will happen eventually but its a slow and painful process and you will likely be out of money until then. or change your mind and oh wow its too late now because you're fat now and can't even stand up to lose weight. eternal suffering to you, i guess. better get to scooting!