LDAR Sleeping 15 hours a day

[50yroldcel]

Seriously, I know this may sound sad. But what more can you do as a 50 year old incel with no hope, cope and is too much of a pussy to rope? Nothing. So most of the day I sleep. I don't have a schedule and I have no hobbies except going to my internet cafe. I'm gonna do thaat more now as I have joined this website. I wake up at 17:00. Then I brush my teeth and take a long ass shower and have food at 18:30. Then I just LDAR in my internet cafe. I bring some food with me so that I don't have to leave when I'm hungry. I then stay there until 1:30 am and then go back and go to bed by 2. I know this is an even more boring life than the average incel. But when you're 50, you're not 20 or even 30 for that matter and so you have no chance making a partner unless you betabux but that's not an option for me as I've been NEET and have been living on benefits for the last 25 years. I celebrate my birthdays alone by getting drunk. Obviously I can't go to the Internet Cafe but still, I cannot do anything more as I have been rejected by society for 34 years (which started when I was expelled from school) and even family have rejected me for 25 years now. They moved out of my area so that I have no chance of tracking them down now as they want no association with me.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

I used to sleep almost 20 hours a day and you know what ? I miss it daily.
It was a very good time and one of my best cope.

 

[Insomniac]

mogs me to hell and back

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I sleep 11-13 hours most nights.

I know how you feel

 

[Damo the incel]

I used to sleep almost 20 hours a day and you know what ? I miss it daily.
It was a very good time and one of my best cope.

Most I've slept up to was like 16 or 17 hours daily

 

[50yroldcel]

I used to sleep almost 20 hours a day and you know what ? I miss it daily.
It was a very good time and one of my best cope.

Why don't you sleep for 20 hours anymore?

 

[Blacktarpill]

Whats your source of income?

I used to sleep almost 20 hours a day and you know what ? I miss it daily.
It was a very good time and one of my best cope.

Thats high effort tbh

 

[Guest2]

Whats your source of income?

I've been NEET and have been living on benefits for the last 25 years.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

I got bored of it (...). I don't know how it's possible.
I needed something else.

 

[50yroldcel]

Most I've slept up to was like 16 or 17 hours daily

I have gone as far as missing a day and half by sleeping. However, I had to wake up to get water. This was back in the 90's and early 2000's when computers weren't common and the Internet was a new thing. Back then, I was still in my 20's and early 30's so I still dreamt about getting girlfirends. Some of those dreams would last a long time that when I woke up to find I was still living my LDAR life, I'd cry for hours. But what's the point anymore? I'm so old now that I don't even dream of getting a girlfriend. No one hears my voice to comfort or hug me when I'm crying and I've never experienced physical intimacy with a girl and now I'm 50 so why bother?

I got bored of it (...). I don't know how it's possible.
I needed something else.

What's your cope now?

 

[atomcel]

Find better copes to kill time, until the reaper or the rope takes your life.

 

[Damo the incel]

I have gone as far as missing a day and half by sleeping. However, I had to wake up to get water. This was back in the 90's and early 2000's when computers weren't common and the Internet was a new thing. Back then, I was still in my 20's and early 30's so I still dreamt about getting girlfirends. Some of those dreams would last a long time that when I woke up to find I was still living my LDAR life, I'd cry for hours. But what's the point anymore? I'm so old now that I don't even dream of getting a girlfriend. No one hears my voice to comfort or hug me when I'm crying and I've never experienced physical intimacy with a girl and now I'm 50 so why bother?

What's your cope now?

Yea, I just smoke now as my cope

 

[Sniffles]

I used to sleep almost 20 hours a day and you know what ? I miss it daily.
It was a very good time and one of my best cope.

I don't know how you guys do this. After 6 hours I have to get up I can't even sleep that long or close to it.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Sleeping is kinda boring tbh

 

[50yroldcel]

Yea, I just smoke now as my cope

I tried doing that but it never worked. Shame really as if it did, I'd have probably been dead by now

 

[Damo the incel]

I tried doing that but it never worked. Shame really as if it did, I'd have probably been dead by now

Bro you should get smoking right away, maybe try going to the gym so

 

[50yroldcel]

Bro you should get smoking right away, maybe try going to the gym so

I'm too scared to even walk to corner shop to get a pack of cigarettes. I haven't been out anywhere except for my benefits centre and my internet cafe for last 15 years since I gave up all hope. How do you expect me to do either of those two things?

 

[Deleted member 6470]

What's your cope now?

Fixing my face through surgeries
Healthy eating and new recipes
Exercice (even if some night the depression kicks in)

 

[50yroldcel]

Fixing my face through surgeries
Healthy eating and new recipes
Exercice (even if some night the depression kicks in)

How old are you just out of interest

 

[Deleted member 6470]

I'm 2 decades younger.
Keep in mind, I would never shit on people like you because you have a strong mental to still breathing...
When you see normies shit and stupid cunt being depressed for nothing...

 

[Damo the incel]

I'm too scared to even walk to corner shop to get a pack of cigarettes. I haven't been out anywhere except for my benefits centre and my internet cafe for last 15 years since I gave up all hope. How do you expect me to do either of those two things?

Then try meditation, when you go in public and get nervous then lay on the ground and meditate

 

[50yroldcel]

I'm 2 decades younger.
Keep in mind, I would never shit on people like you because you have a strong mental to still breathing...
When you see normies shit and stupid cunt being depressed for nothing...

Chads, Stacys, Brads, Beckies, Normies and even nearcels are all torture. Thanks for your support. To be honest, the only reason I'm still breathing is cus I'm too much of a pussy to rope. The fact that I am now a 5'3" turbo-manlet (I think that's the right term but correct me if I'm wrong) makes me jealous of most people I see walking. It is why the last time I went out anywhere (except the Internet Cafe and Benefits centre) was back in 2004. I'm much happier staying living in this small world and not seeing the outside. In fact, when I walk outside, I always get an element of fear and sometimes I see young couples kiss and throw stones at me. I try to retaliate before I remember how weak I am and that they could easily send me flying

Then try meditation, when you go in public and get nervous then lay on the ground and meditate

I'm sorry but you're sounding more like a normie than an incel. What shit can meditation do?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

@50yroldcel I love your avi Windows XP good times, it´s literally my background wallpaper on my desktop.

 

[50yroldcel]

@50yroldcel I love your avi Windows XP good times, it´s literally my background wallpaper on my desktop.

My internet cafe used to use Windows XP. When they changed to Windows 7 a few years ago, I literally started crying because the sounds that Xp greeted me were better than how humanity treated me. Windows 7 doesn't have that same effect

 

[MaydayInIslaVista]

being an incel doesnt mean you have to be high inhib.

you can become low inhib but it takes time. you have to realize that most people really wont care if they see an incel guy on the street, especially an older one. they are very absorbed in their own lives.

and also realize that as an incel you wont get laid being high inhib or low inhib so you might as well do whatever. you wont get arrested

just go outside

 

[TheGoodGuy]

My internet cafe used to use Windows XP. When they changed to Windows 7 a few years ago, I literally started crying because the sounds that Xp greeted me were better than how humanity treated me. Windows 7 doesn't have that same effect

Windows XP was the best system ever everything worked in it.

I just remember all the computers having Windows XP at school and my dad´s computers, and I agree the sound is so nostalgic.

 

[50yroldcel]

Windows XP was the best system ever everything worked in it.

I just remember all the computers having Windows XP at school and my dad´s computers, and I agree the sound is so nostalgic.

That sound just made me cry cus I miss the system. Treated me better than humanity (especially girls) has

 

[TheGoodGuy]

That sound just made me cry cus I miss the system.

Understandable nostalgia hits hard.

 

[50yroldcel]

being an incel doesnt mean you have to be high inhib.

you can become low inhib but it takes time. you have to realize that most people really wont care if they see an incel guy on the street, especially an older one. they are very absorbed in their own lives.

and also realize that as an incel you wont get laid being high inhib or low inhib so you might as well do whatever. you wont get arrested

just go outside

I understand. I'm 50 now so I have no chance. But what's the point of going outside being all alone. It's so boring. Ultimately you want a wife/partner/friend to be with as it helps. But being 20 years past wizard it's just not worth it anymore. I get bored at times but after a while you accept this life living in this small world of your own

 

[MaydayInIslaVista]

I understand. I'm 50 now so I have no chance. But what's the point of going outside being all alone. It's so boring. Ultimately you want a wife/partner/friend to be with as it helps. But being 20 years past wizard it's just not worth it anymore. I get bored at times but after a while you accept this life living in this small world of your own

you can do it to maybe get better copes.

at your age you could easily score some opioids from docs if you were low inhib and could lie. lots of other drugs too.

 

[Miscreated]

and even family have rejected me for 25 years now. They moved out of my area so that I have no chance of tracking them down now as they want no association with me.

That's brutal. Not even your family want anything to do with you, let alone girls.

 

[50yroldcel]

you can do it to maybe get better copes.

at your age you could easily score some opioids from docs if you were low inhib and could lie. lots of other drugs too.

It's just impossible now. I'm old now. I can't be bothered to completely change my life and how it has been for last 15 years

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Minimum 10 hours for me

 

[50yroldcel]

Windows XP was the best system ever everything worked in it.

I just remember all the computers having Windows XP at school and my dad´s computers, and I agree the sound is so nostalgic.

Also you're lucky that you had computers thoughout childhood. I was a child of the 70's and early 80's and my youth was in the 80's and 90's. So i had no computers or vid games to live with

 

[Deleted member 6470]

I feel the same. I had to take public transportation not so long ago. The first time for years and I feel so awkward.
I didn't get panic attack but still. I'll never now your pain of being that short. Some people there said short people can be successful but I doubt it.
The few I knew beta buxed hard and got cucked harder.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Also you're lucky that you had computers thoughout childhood. I was a child of the 70's and early 80's and my youth was in the 80's and 90's. So i had no computers or vid games to live with

I was born in 1994 so they were just starting to get good when I used them, when we used them at school we used the old floppy discs, also used chalkboards and projectors god I am so old.

 

[50yroldcel]

I feel the same. I had to take public transportation not so long ago. The first time for years and I feel so awkward.
I didn't get panic attack but still. I'll never now your pain of being that short. Some people there said short people can be successful but I doubt it.
The few I knew beta buxed hard and got cucked harder.

Be lucky that you can drive (from what I'm assuming from the post. correct me if I'm wrong). The only way out I have is public transport and it's filled with young couples in their mid teens to late 20's. At least you can go out and escape from them. I can't but to be honest, I couldn't care less anymore. I've lived in complete solitude for 25 years and haven't gone out at all (except for benefits and internet cafe which is where I'm typing this) for 15 years. I've gotten used to it now. So if another human tries to interact with me in an informal loving way, I'll just ignore them. My benefits people know that I'm like that and have given up on me socialising with others. They now just give me my food and I say nothing to them and go home. To me they are like objects I need. Because I have never experienced human warmth outside my family and now from my family for the last 25 years

 

[PotatoTomato]

might as well be dead at that point
15 hours is way too much time… you literally spend more time asleep than awake
limit yourself to 8 hours max, and try to do something (anything at all) in that free time
you're not young anymore and you are wasting the last portion of life you have sleeping ffs

 

[50yroldcel]

I was born in 1994 so they were just starting to get good when I used them, when we used them at school we used the old floppy discs, also used chalkboards and projectors god I am so old.

You think you're old when you are half my age. I would say go out and get a girlfriend but if you've come here, I'm assuming you are a lost cause with dating and will become like me if you even live that long

 

[wizardcel]

I don't want the same thing to happen to me. But I don't know what I can do to veer off this destiny.

 

[50yroldcel]

might as well be dead at that point
15 hours is way too much time… you literally spend more time asleep than awake
limit yourself to 8 hours max, and try to do something (anything at all) in that free time
you're not young anymore and you are wasting the last portion of life you have sleeping ffs

I'm too much of a pussy to rope. I have been like this for 15 years now. I don't know how many times I've had to repeat that. It's impossible for me to change now and even bother walking a foot away. Besides, since I haven't been out in that long, I'll end up getting lost as I am no longer familiar with bus routes (I walk to the Internet cafe and benefits centre)

 

[MaydayInIslaVista]

It's just impossible now. I'm old now. I can't be bothered to completely change my life and how it has been for last 15 years

who df said to change your life. i said you need to go get benzos, opioids from doctors and live the rest of your life numbed

 

[Parrtlord]

Lions sleep alot..

 

[50yroldcel]

who df said to change your life. i said you need to go get benzos, opioids from doctors and live the rest of your life numbed

For goodness sake, it is changing my lifestyle as I haven't walked past the internet cafe or benefits centre for 15 years now. So I can't go to the doctors or any other place for that matter

 

[Michael15651]

Sleeping is kinda boring tbh

Yeah, it is. I'd rather spend it on here

 

[TheGoodGuy]

You think you're old when you are half my age. I would say go out and get a girlfriend but if you've come here, I'm assuming you are a lost cause with dating and will become like me if you even live that long

I yearn for my childhood so bad so I might as well be 80 but I will rope soon so it will all be over I refuse to get old.

 

[PotatoTomato]

I'm too much of a pussy to rope. I have been like this for 15 years now. I don't know how many times I've had to repeat that. It's impossible for me to change now and even bother walking a foot away. Besides, since I haven't been out in that long, I'll end up getting lost as I am no longer familiar with bus routes (I walk to the Internet cafe and benefits centre)

dude just try to do something
read a book, go out to appreciate the scenery, exercise, try to take on some new hobbies
you're miserable right now but there are plenty of different copes out there, don't sleepmaxx until you've tried them all

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Actually I can't drive. In fact I can but I got panic attack to get in at school to get a licence.
When I was out, one female approached me and asked me if the bus was late. Told her I had no fucking idea in an aggresive way. I didn't think about it at the moment but she was the first person that talked to me in... decades (retails and public services don't count).
If I had the possibility I would rather have a cabin in the wood with unlimited supply of books.

 

[50yroldcel]

dude just try to do something
read a book, go out to appreciate the scenery, exercise, try to take on some new hobbies
you're miserable right now but there are plenty of different copes out there, don't sleepmaxx until you've tried them all
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All of those suggestions involve taking public transport which I am not doing. Sleepmaxxing is my only option

 

[PotatoTomato]

All of those suggestions involve taking public transport which I am not doing. Sleepmaxxing is my only option

not neccessarily
you could just take a walk
also, what's wrong with public transportation?