Giracel
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I have noticed the phenomenon where despite waking up very late in the day, I get extremely tired at some point in the evening, like 8–11 pm. Like a cognitive EMP, I shut down even though it's been less than 12 hours since I woke up in most cases.
So I go to sleep, but it doesn't last for more than a few hours. I wake up in the middle of the night, like 12–3 am. From then on I am awake. Today this happened, I woke up at 3 am, finally got up to prepare a small meal at 4 am, and have now been awake for the past 2 hours.
These would not be problems occurring if I had a girlfriend to sleep with, as we would have a much more regulated sleep schedule together. I hate the forces that have taken this life from me and constantly taunt me with self-improvement, when in fact I am already good enough and deserve to have a girlfriend.
Maybe I will try to go back to sleep or continue rotting in this sort of trance, idk. I was quite wide awake when I was eating at 4 am and opened up my computer while doing so, but am getting tired again.
So I go to sleep, but it doesn't last for more than a few hours. I wake up in the middle of the night, like 12–3 am. From then on I am awake. Today this happened, I woke up at 3 am, finally got up to prepare a small meal at 4 am, and have now been awake for the past 2 hours.
These would not be problems occurring if I had a girlfriend to sleep with, as we would have a much more regulated sleep schedule together. I hate the forces that have taken this life from me and constantly taunt me with self-improvement, when in fact I am already good enough and deserve to have a girlfriend.
Maybe I will try to go back to sleep or continue rotting in this sort of trance, idk. I was quite wide awake when I was eating at 4 am and opened up my computer while doing so, but am getting tired again.
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