Serious Should I leave this site and kill myself???

[erenyeager]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

 

[erenyeager]

No one cares at this point. I'm probably on ignore by thousands of incels. It's useless.


I wish humans were born kinder. What went wrong in the gene code??

 

[erenyeager]

No

Have you tried taking walks outside and getting some fresh air?

It's useless. It's the same thing I go walk and I come back in to nothing at home. Iw with humanity could die ngl. I could finally be free and go back to the void

 

[Animecel2D]

Noooo

 

[erenyeager]

Idc what others think I'm thinking about leaving and not coming back. I have nothing to live by posting this here. I thought this site would be something else but it isn't. It's the same everywhere it all leads to me either killing myself or I force myself to starve and punish myself for being ugly.

 

[erenyeager]

What are you doing with the money you earn from work?

Pays for bills. I don't get paid much. I split rent with my mom and stepdad but it's not going anywhere. I have no drivers license or car and I'm stuck in the middle of rural nowhere.


How did it get this bad. Why do I have to be the main protagonist of this shit life. It was all so pointless I should at least die from some terminal sickness or something. I can't help but think all humans are devils. It's true. They never change they always talk like and care about looks all behind your backs. I think death is more based. But knowing the universe it could be alive and send me into purgatory. I must win in the end. But I can't win in the end. But I want to win but I can't. I want to. But I can't. I can't I XANT FUCKING WIN. THERES ASHACKLES IN MY CHAINS I CANT BE ANYTHING IMPORTANT FOR TBE OAST 22 FUCKING YEARS ITS ALLLL THE SAMNE ENAKAJAJSJSKAIAJANSNSKZISNSAK

 

[Kalanchoe]

Buy fentynal or OD' able drugs.

But I suggest you go all out full retard uninhibited towards a passion or a worth while career

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

I should at least die from some terminal sickness or something

I also wondered this same shit bro, If I hadn't had luck in all these years, why the hell am I still healthy?
I just also want to get fucking cancer and die, maybe then normies would feel pity on me.

 

[Indari]

everything sucks harder when you're depressed. take care of your health and you won't be on the edge of rope even if youre still incel. consider some israeli pharmaceuticals they work. you'll be ok brocel

 

[Darius L]

Have you tried taking walks outside and getting some fresh air?

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

I have a similar question, the difference is that I'm wondering if I kill myself alone or... you know

 

[Darius L]

He won't be able to see the end of Attack on Titan if he kills himself.

I agree.

 

[bagofshit99]

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

do whatever you want OP dont care what scum sapiens says

 

[erenyeager]

I also wondered this same shit bro, If I hadn't had luck in all these years, why the hell am I still healthy?
I just also want to get fucking cancer and die, maybe then normies would feel pity on me.

I don't wa t pity from them I just want to be forgotten I already knew it was gunna be this when I was 13

 

[erenyeager]

I also wondered this same shit bro, If I hadn't had luck in all these years, why the hell am I still healthy?
I just also want to get fucking cancer and die, maybe then normies would feel pity on me.

I don't wa t pity from them I just want to be forgotten I already knew it was gunna be this when I was

do whatever you want OP dont care what scum sapiens says

Fuck humans ngl. I'm no human nor am I special. It's time to get the rooe

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

It's time to get the rooe

see you tomorrow

 

[middleEast]

No one cares at this point. I'm probably on ignore by thousands of incels. It's useless.


I wish humans were born kinder. What went wrong in the gene code??

I would be your friend i care pm me

 

[Ehwhatever]

That's a bummer. You're a fellow manlet and you understand the struggle. Your choice but, it'd be awfully sad to see someone who "gets it" succumb to the pain imposed on them by this god forsaken cesspool. It should be a tallfag roping.

Also, I read almost all of your posts, even if I don't respond. I'm avoidant but you're one of the few relatable people here. Kind of the reason I joined, so I could hear from people like you and me. The forum wouldn't be the same so screw the neighsayers.

 

[Alexander400]

Pays for bills. I don't get paid much. I split rent with my mom and stepdad but it's not going anywhere. I have no drivers license or car and I'm stuck in the middle of rural nowhere.


How did it get this bad. Why do I have to be the main protagonist of this shit life. It was all so pointless I should at least die from some terminal sickness or something. I can't help but think all humans are devils. It's true. They never change they always talk like and care about looks all behind your backs. I think death is more based. But knowing the universe it could be alive and send me into purgatory. I must win in the end. But I can't win in the end. But I want to win but I can't. I want to. But I can't. I can't I XANT FUCKING WIN. THERES ASHACKLES IN MY CHAINS I CANT BE ANYTHING IMPORTANT FOR TBE OAST 22 FUCKING YEARS ITS ALLLL THE SAMNE ENAKAJAJSJSKAIAJANSNSKZISNSAK

You need to calm down, you are going through it right now.

 

[lemon21]

No dude, chill. We all have it pretty bad, it's just a matter of gaining copes and forgetting existance. Just continue watching anime and act like work and interactions are not real life, it gets better

 

[mogger]

As a renowned Professor in Blackpillosophy, I am never on anybody’s ignore. Hence I don’t relate to this

 

[AsiaCel]

Rope = cucked

 

[RandomGuy]

it gets better

 

[City Incel]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

Nah, don't give up OP. There's a lot of people who crack under bullshit. Don't be one of them.

Find a way over time, become rich

 

[MoggedByChad]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

Rope=cuck

The reason why you feel this way is because of soyciety, soyciety reacts negatively to you because of your height and face which are things you cannot control. You're not the problem, they are the problem. You can't change other people's opinion about you so you so should just forget about them. You should honestly find some good copes like working out, video games, weed, anime, whatever and just forget about soyciety. Get a new job where you can work from home. Forget friendships and forget relationships. People don't give a fuck about you and only use you and then throw you out like trash when they either get new "cooler" friends or you're no longer useful for them to keep around. Move to more a secluded area where there aren't many people around and indulge in your copes. If you get lonely, get a dog or some other kind of pet. Watch and laugh as soyciety inevitably collapses and normies suffering due to it's effects while you just chill in the woods comfortably. This is what I plan on doing. Fuck normscum, fuck people, fuck soyciety.

No one cares at this point. I'm probably on ignore by thousands of incels. It's useless.


I wish humans were born kinder. What went wrong in the gene code??

Nothing went wrong. The gene code selects for the organism that is the most fit for survival. To survive in nature you have to be cruel, selfish, ruthless, and unforgiving. Kindness will only get you used and then abandoned or at worst killed. Kindness doesn't even guarantee that people will like you either:

 

[Puppeter]

No i need my little pony .is user

 

[erenyeager]

Rope=cuck

The reason why you feel this way is because of soyciety, soyciety reacts negatively to you because of your height and face which are things you cannot control. You're not the problem, they are the problem. You can't change other people's opinion about you so you so should just forget about them. You should honestly find some good copes like working out, video games, weed, anime, whatever and just forget about soyciety. Get a new job where you can work from home. Forget friendships and forget relationships. People don't give a fuck about you and only use you and then throw you out like trash when they either get new "cooler" friends or you're no longer useful for them to keep around. Move to more a secluded area where there aren't many people around and indulge in your copes. If you get lonely, get a dog or some other kind of pet. Watch and laugh as soyciety inevitably collapses and normies suffering due to it's effects while you just chill in the woods comfortably. This is what I plan on doing. Fuck normscum, fuck people, fuck soyciety.

Nothing went wrong. The gene code selects for the organism that is the most fit for survival. To survive in nature you have to be cruel, selfish, ruthless, and unforgiving. Kindness will only get you used and then abandoned or at worst killed. Kindness doesn't even guarantee that people will like you either:

It seems as if it did went wrong. Maybe I should just get over it and indulge in drinking and listen to the talking walls that appeared over 3 days ago.

 

[erenyeager]

No i need my little pony .is user

I don't even watch the show but yeah

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded.

I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie

I enjoyed your presence months ago, when I was more able to chat regularly on the site.

 

[erenyeager]

He won't be able to see the end of Attack on Titan if he kills himself.

I already know the end so it doesn't matter jfl

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

I really hoped that this community would be more supportive and that this would be a place for Brocels to cope together and have empathy for their fellow man.

I'm convinced that a lot of the bullies on this site are just misandrist infiltrators that don't want there to be an empathetic place for Incels to have a support group and deliberately make this into a toxic place in the hopes that more incels commit suicide.

There was a user here who basically said "you're retarded" and "kys" to everyone for a long time who later turned out to be a Fakecel, maybe rather than end it you should try to create a new empathetic place (not on this website which is too far gone) where lonely men have a bully-free zone and can talk about their inceldom knowing that they will be met by supportive men rather than constant messages of "lol, retard".

 

[erenyeager]

I really hoped that this community would be more supportive and that this would be a place for Brocels to cope together and have empathy for their fellow man.

I'm convinced that a lot of the bullies on this site are just misandrist infiltrators that don't want there to be an empathetic place for Incels to have a support group and deliberately make this into a toxic place in the hopes that more incels commit suicide.

There was a user here who basically said "you're retarded" and "kys" to everyone for a long time who later turned out to be a Fakecel, maybe rather than end it you should try to create a new empathetic place (not on this website which is too far gone) where lonely men have a bully-free zone and can talk about their inceldom knowing that they will be met by supportive men rather than constant messages of "lol, retard".

Maybe it's because I'm mentally screwed or maybe I got used to the aggression I became one myself which is why I like saying nigger alot. It's as if I'm 8 or 9 again hearing my parents argue

 

[Abyayala]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

Hello my friend. There is no black pill at all. As a researcher of the porn ideology (please do check my book called: Refutando a Amarna Miller, google it, use translator) and the Incel movement I can say that if you move to other countries you will have a better chance.
Let me repeat what I said about ER in another discussion:
Each culture in each moment of the human history has had a different cannon of masculine beauty, the Chad paradigm only exists in the western mind and culture. It is not created by evolution but by social construction.
Globalization is imposing the usanian californian cannon all over the world and that is the problem. So there is no black pill as a biological condenmation. Do not blame evolution blame the culture. The solution will appear historically, when the western civilization decays. I admire the Incel theory, it is brilliant, the discovery of the influence of the chin bone structure in sexual atraction is amazing. But, the only mistake of the Incel movemnet is believing in the Blackpill.

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—Obviously redpill is false as well—. The looks theory is true, but the cause of the sexual segregation in which the Chad is the preferred type is not a biological or evolutionary cause. Chads would be considerd ugly and not masculine by many cultures of the human history. For example, short guys were considered more atractive in many cultures before the European colonization. I repeat, the hegemony of the "Chad" is just a cultural momentary tendency not a biological evolutionary pattern. As a cultural tendendy It has expiration date.
Hope you might put this into trial. Go and verify by yourself whether it is true or not. Get ot of the country or culture, you will see.

 

[Sexless incel]

No one takes me seriously and I m profoundly retarded. I don't think some people think I'm legit because I'm 5'3 and everything I've been through is a lie. Mentally I'm a mess and I wish I could have some refuge with a guy with similar problems but they are all fucking aggressive and it's futile. Idk what to do anymore I'm so close to roping. Work isn't worth it if it's gunna be the same like school. I hate it. Idc if I get money I fucking ahye it and it's a mental prison.

Just keep NEETing bro

 

[erenyeager]

Hello my friend. There is no black pill at all. As a researcher of the porn ideology (please do check my book called: Refutando a Amarna Miller, google it, use translator) and the Incel movement I can say that if you move to other countries you will have a better chance.
Let me repeat what I said about ER in another discussion:
Each culture in each moment of the human history has had a different cannon of masculine beauty, the Chad paradigm only exists in the western mind and culture. It is not created by evolution but by social construction.
Globalization is imposing the usanian californian cannon all over the world and that is the problem. So there is no black pill as a biological condenmation. Do not blame evolution blame the culture. The solution will appear historically, when the western civilization decays. I admire the Incel theory, it is brilliant, the discovery of the influence of the chin bone structure in sexual atraction is amazing. But, the only mistake of the Incel movemnet is believing in the Blackpill.

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—Obviously redpill is false as well—. The looks theory is true, but the cause of the sexual segregation in which the Chad is the preferred type is not a biological or evolutionary cause. Chads would be considerd ugly and not masculine by many cultures of the human history. For example, short guys were considered more atractive in many cultures before the European colonization. I repeat, the hegemony of the "Chad" is just a cultural momentary tendency not a biological evolutionary pattern. As a cultural tendendy It has expiration date.
Hope you might put this into trial. Go and verify by yourself whether it is true or not. Get ot of the country or culture, you will see.

20 posts and from 2018. Wtf did I do to summon you

 

[erenyeager]

Just keep NEETing bro

How do I neet. What sources of neetdom can I do

 

[Sexless incel]

How do I neet. What sources of neetdom can I do

I thought you are already a NEET since you don’t work

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Don't kys

 

[Django the niggero]

Kill foid (in video game)

 

[Izayacel]

Pays for bills. I don't get paid much. I split rent with my mom and stepdad but it's not going anywhere. I have no drivers license or car and I'm stuck in the middle of rural nowhere.


How did it get this bad. Why do I have to be the main protagonist of this shit life. It was all so pointless I should at least die from some terminal sickness or something. I can't help but think all humans are devils. It's true. They never change they always talk like and care about looks all behind your backs. I think death is more based. But knowing the universe it could be alive and send me into purgatory. I must win in the end. But I can't win in the end. But I want to win but I can't. I want to. But I can't. I can't I XANT FUCKING WIN. THERES ASHACKLES IN MY CHAINS I CANT BE ANYTHING IMPORTANT FOR TBE OAST 22 FUCKING YEARS ITS ALLLL THE SAMNE ENAKAJAJSJSKAIAJANSNSKZISNSAK

I dont want to Be Important per say , i Just want an lucrative amount of Money so i can Shit on this World and do what i want . Go places and Shit .

Of Course i was given a rather smooth brain and Limited genetics . What Makes Life a prison Like you Said.

Im 27 but sometimes self awareness and guilt crawls in . Blaming me while its Not my fault.

 

[zephyr]

Staying alive is what life is all about.

Jerry Jackson 'Inbetween life and death is living.'

 

[Deadgeneration]

Id be ur friend if I lived anywhere near u

 

[Sennacherib]

everything is a lie

indeed

 

[Deleted member 45467]

There is only one way out

 

[Linesnap99]

overcoming the self preservation instinct is a massive task. Otherwise you bet I would have roped years ago. Before roping exhaust all your copes.

 

[depressedblackcel]

I'm 5'3

my biggest condolences. Once I read that I knew just how over it was. In fact it’s not even over because it never began

 

[Johnny7]

Yea. Take some people with you if you can brothER.

 

[Nikalas]

All bronies should kill themselves

 

[GoldenEmperor]

dont rope but if you will do giga stacy escortmaxx once before you do