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I just have to keep going...
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One advantage of living a dogshit subhuman slavic life in United Cuckdome is that my living standards are basically none-existent. I make far more money than I need. I live in a shitty tiny messy room, eat dogshit food, got no car, not even a license (don't need it, I don't go anywhere), got virtually no expenses. It doesn't bother me at all, I lived like this my entire life. So I really don't need a lot of money to survive in foreign countries, I can get by with very little money tbh and it won't bother me at all tbh tbh... But even with this advantage, I still fucking can't figure out how to make the little money I need from abroad it's fucking annoying. I think I will just have to try to scammaxx some employer into thinking I am still in the UK, so far this seems like the easiest solution out of all the options on the table, but anyway I just found another solution kinda. But anyway....
My current plan is to go Thailand Pattaya fuck whores for a month to get it out of my system and lose my virginity then go to Philippines for a year+ Cebu and just chill there, I don't even care about ascending anymore I just wanna go Cebu because its cheap there so I can mind my own business and chill out from this dogshit rat race and this dogshit United Cuckdome country. I wanna spend all day doing nothing, just staring at the ceiling and thinking about this dogshit world and exploring my mind.
My main concern with going to Philippines is that I have yet to figure out how to make money online, Shiettt I can't even make a basic living let alone any good money, so far I only figured how to make 5$ a day which is utter garbage, I need at least 20$ a day to cover basic costs of living. I could technically just fill out Surveys for 12 hours a day and make 20$ a day but that is so fucking regarded, I'm not going to do this, what is the point of getting out of the rat race in the United Cuckdome just to spend my entire day filling out soul-killing surveys JFL.
Working inside the country is mostly out of the question, their wages are utter garbage. Maybe I can try meeting other SEAmaxxers and Oldcels there, there is a lot of them who are very rich and try to get me a job this way but I'm so fucking autistic I don't think I'll make any friends there tbh.
Today I watched a vlog of some mogger doing UberEats in Japan and I thought to myself hang on bro how the fuck does that nigga do this with a Visa, but turns out you can get a 1 year working Visa if you are under 30. Well I got about 12 months left to apply before I turn 30 JFL. But you can stay for 1 year.
I was watching this video:
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MltHSbbQO5w&ab_channel=OnigiriEddy
But idk man.. Watching videos like this reminds me I really ought to kill myself. I just cna't fucking relate to this people, I am so fucking ugly, It feels like the entire world doesn't exist to me. It feels like I am playing a trial version of life where I can only explore like 5m around me while others get to play full version with entire GTA map while Im stuck in CJ house and hood only. Its fucking brutal. All this moggers travellers, living their dream life, meeting people, speaking their language, while I rot here and despair. It really is just sad and depressing, I really am just sad.
It's just sad that all it is. At least the african starving children do not have a grasp of this world, they don't understand the concept of how bad they have it. If I am subjected to suffering then I rather at least not have it put in context. Then I could take it, I could manage it. But be forced to know what I know about this world and how much better life can be is really just too fucking brutal to accept.
Fuck
My current plan is to go Thailand Pattaya fuck whores for a month to get it out of my system and lose my virginity then go to Philippines for a year+ Cebu and just chill there, I don't even care about ascending anymore I just wanna go Cebu because its cheap there so I can mind my own business and chill out from this dogshit rat race and this dogshit United Cuckdome country. I wanna spend all day doing nothing, just staring at the ceiling and thinking about this dogshit world and exploring my mind.
My main concern with going to Philippines is that I have yet to figure out how to make money online, Shiettt I can't even make a basic living let alone any good money, so far I only figured how to make 5$ a day which is utter garbage, I need at least 20$ a day to cover basic costs of living. I could technically just fill out Surveys for 12 hours a day and make 20$ a day but that is so fucking regarded, I'm not going to do this, what is the point of getting out of the rat race in the United Cuckdome just to spend my entire day filling out soul-killing surveys JFL.
Working inside the country is mostly out of the question, their wages are utter garbage. Maybe I can try meeting other SEAmaxxers and Oldcels there, there is a lot of them who are very rich and try to get me a job this way but I'm so fucking autistic I don't think I'll make any friends there tbh.
Today I watched a vlog of some mogger doing UberEats in Japan and I thought to myself hang on bro how the fuck does that nigga do this with a Visa, but turns out you can get a 1 year working Visa if you are under 30. Well I got about 12 months left to apply before I turn 30 JFL. But you can stay for 1 year.
I was watching this video:
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MltHSbbQO5w&ab_channel=OnigiriEddy
But idk man.. Watching videos like this reminds me I really ought to kill myself. I just cna't fucking relate to this people, I am so fucking ugly, It feels like the entire world doesn't exist to me. It feels like I am playing a trial version of life where I can only explore like 5m around me while others get to play full version with entire GTA map while Im stuck in CJ house and hood only. Its fucking brutal. All this moggers travellers, living their dream life, meeting people, speaking their language, while I rot here and despair. It really is just sad and depressing, I really am just sad.
It's just sad that all it is. At least the african starving children do not have a grasp of this world, they don't understand the concept of how bad they have it. If I am subjected to suffering then I rather at least not have it put in context. Then I could take it, I could manage it. But be forced to know what I know about this world and how much better life can be is really just too fucking brutal to accept.
Fuck