I'm sorry to hear that you have to endure all of this shit, i've only had to live that 3 years in high school, it was also pretty much like what you described. I was supposed to go for higher studies but i knew that it would be as miserable or even worse than that so i decided to go for studies that also have internships.
half of it is manual labor, so no women (shocker) and thus no men are trying to push others in the ground to look cool. There's no conflict and it's the only people irl that i managed to socialize with and it really helps with following your studies and not wanting to rope.