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Sasukecel

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In my current position, the best move is to try to become as famous as possible with my name, and not hiding or moving to a different country.

"You're just obsessing over it, it will blow over bro" :soy:

The video gets more views over time. The Youtube short is the 16th most popular video on Fitxfearless's channel with over 500k subs. The latest comment was today. Fitxfearless's channel is growing, the social media algorithms will do it's work. Currently it's 4 - 5 million views, in 2 - 3 years, it could jump to a total of 7 - 10 million views. If Fitxfearless somehow grows to 1 million subs, it could get to 10 - 12 million views. It could be millions and millions of views. I acknowledge that I permanently fucked up my life, making it pretty crazy that someone in my situation didn't kill himself. The video will always follow me until my death, because the internet is forever. The call was July, it's October, it still affects my circumstances now and it altered the entire course of my life.

"People will forget about it/won't talk about it" :soy:

I know people aren't talking about me nor thinking about me 24/7. I didn't deny that. It doesn't matter if no one talks about EDP445, but people know who he is. Even if people aren't talking about it, if someone were to mention my name in a conversation, they would automatically associate me with the FItxfearless video. My reputation is still fucked despite the fact that I'm not talked about 24/7.

"Just pretend the video never happened. Move on." :soy:

Pretending the video doesn't exist is the equivalence of pretending you're not ugly/you're not an incel. You can't "move on" from something permanent.

"If you're doing x and y, then why are you still here :soy::soy::soy:"

Because what I'm planning involves you, and I'm a truecel. I'm still ugly, autistic, short. It makes sense to want incels to know what I'm doing because I'm actually serious in my plans. This is why I need to become famous. Because your interpretation of me is completely based off of the viral Fitxfearless video. I need to show my side of the story. (I explained the context and why in detail below)

"So why don't you hide/move to Mexico/change your name/delete your social media presence if your reputation is so fucked" :soy:

I'm going to try to explain this in a way that makes sense. You should rewatch the full video (
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFDs4-bSO8U
), and you'll realize it's bad for multiple reasons. When I rewatched it just now, it's worse than I remembered it. It is literal public humiliation, it's not an exaggeration to call it humiliation. "What kind of big brother are you?" "This is fucking pathetic", "They know you are a loser." and it's me appearing as a super giga-nonNT autistic incel taking all of the hits like a mentally disabled autistic. I am autistic, but I'm not fucking retarded to the point of down syndrome. I would say it's a misrepresentation of who I am. If you talked to me IRL, I wouldn't be that autistic. There's context. Before the call, the context was I hadn't talked to a person in 3 weeks because it was summer break. I was texting the suicide hotline the day before for being ugly and I was rotting for weeks, the lowest point in my life. I was nervous on call which resulted in me smiling out of nervousness, having slow responses because my brain couldn't think due to fear, because I didn't know who he was, there was 2000 people watching the livestream, and I was immediately intimidated and super nervous. It's like delivering a speech in front of a class, you didn't prepare for then choking on your words. It doesn't mean you're mentally disabled, you were just nervous. I'm autistic and I'm stupid but I'm not as autistic as I was in the video, normally. When people treat me like I'm that dumb, the negro inside me wants to sock them.

I'm autistic but I don't have down syndrome. When some normie acts like he needs to save me or feed me with the baby bottle, it's super gay. There was just bad circumstances I was in around the time and I was nervous on call. The problem is people only associate me with that Fitxfearless video, and if I died right now, I would be turbo fucked. That's why I can not rope no matter what and it's why I have to try to become famous by mass producing shorts/content. Living is shit, but dying right now would be hell, because imagine that video as the last thing people remember you by. The last thing people remember you by is that viral video. People would be laughing at your funeral. Imagine every struggle, pain, effort you put in disregarded to a 5 minute humiliating livecall and that's what people know you as.

That's the problem if I hide. If I hide/use a different name, that would have psychological consequences which would result in me roping. My classmates would still view "me" as a public embarrassment, mentally disabled incel. It doesn't matter if I'm in Monaco, people would still be laughing and talking shit because I would still be a public humilation.

I imagine how embarrassing my situation is, literally all of my old classmates, the popular kids, the weird kids, my crush in grade 6, my crush in grade 12, they see you as a giga-nonNT autistic person with down syndrome. If they don't mock you, they want to baby you. If I don't say some shit, that's how they're going to view me if I died today. Before I was fully redpilled. I talked about my life before, being bullied, isolated, eating in the school bathroom, doing the runs at 1 am, studying to try to get good grades in High School, hours of consuming self improvement content, trying to learn coding, fighting with my Dad, police being called, struggle, pain, effort, despair, all of that to be known as a giga-autistic truecel by millions and millions of people would be hell. If I wasn't nervous, I would be able to probably have a normal conversation, but I was nervous so I completely choked and did things the worst way I could do them.

If I hid, if I ran away, I would still be known as the autistic to the point of down syndrome giga nonNT truecel who got publicly humiliated by the entire world, and if I died, that video would still be mass circulating the internet. What's the point of hiding and working hard to build a new life if that doesn't solve the problem and I'm still a viral humilation? I'm away from the humiliation, sure. But I'm still being humiliated.

If I'm not going to kill myself, here's what I think is the best idea in my situation. It doesn't matter if they're low quality for now, high quality later. I expose the truth of everything and yap on multiple platforms. Then if I died today, I would be safe, because the Fitxfearless video would still be viral, but there would be videos on my instagram account that would be public that shows "Yeah, I did try hard, I was redpilled, I was an incel by circumstances not choice, I did go to the gym, I did try hard in High School, I'm not a bluepilled soy baby (Imagine following Nazi content for a year and trying to become masculine because I used to be fully redpilled for a girl to comment "But he's so cute tho, he looks so nice" and downtalk me when I could fucking beat them up)", and if I died, even if I was a global humilation, someone could just search up my name and find out the truth, my side of the story. If I died, but there was public videos I made as evidence that I did actually try hard, then even if I get made fun of, there would be no lies spread about me. The more famous I would become, the more people who would know the truth of my situation.

Saying nothing at all/hiding would be stupid in my situation and I would probably rope, because if I don't say anything, people can say what they want. They can say "I didn't work hard, you're a pathetic embarrassment", "I bet he jerks off everyday", "he was suicidal for attention", "his brother is laughing at him, he's a real lame", "this is what happens when you don't try." and they get to say their bullshit and like the good boy I am, I stay silent/hide because working a shitty 9 - 5 job in a different country justifies not speaking against the lies spread about me and feeling shit and pissed off everyday because I can't speak my mind.

My Uncle and Mom treating me like their baby boy and using the FItxfearless video as leverage against me and getting 10x more controlling then they were before. They won't even let me make decisions, but if they don't view me as serious then I'll cut them off without a second thought. Even other members of this forum, I notice that they "baby" me not out of spite, but subconsciously after the video went viral. If I just shut my mouth and was a good boy, no one would know who the fuck I actually am/what I stand for, but because the Fitxfearless video ruined my reputation, everyone assumes me to be the down syndrome giga autistic little boy.

That's why I'm going to try to become as famous as possible, mass produce content on different platforms, so people associate my name and face with my actual thoughts and beliefs, and not their predetermined beliefs they have of me due to a 5 minute video where I was nervous and completely fucked up.

"But if you make videos to expose your actual thoughts, actions, experiences and beliefs, that will ruin your online footprint." :soy:

The same online footprint where the Fitxfearless video got millions and millions of views and my last name is doxxed in the video?
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My online footprint is already fucked. Any employer could do a basic background check based on facial recognition. Even if I change my name, there's AI facial recognition to find the video titled "Here's why being an incel is ruining your life" (incel, the word associated with misogyny, extremism).

My footprint is already fucked, I was going to be humilated anyways, so I should make it publically known my beliefs, what I stand for, etc, so if I died today, there would be concrete proof of my actions, beliefs, experiences, so people can't spread lies about me.

It's better to have my footprint fucked and show what I actually believe and stand for, then to have a fucked footprint where people see me as a down syndrome baby and talk down on me when I want to fucking punch them in the face. I want people to know what I'm doing. I'm trying to make money, I'm trying to grow a movement, I didn't kill myself despite having a shit life, but if people want to just talk shit online all day and make stuff up about me, they should know what I'm doing/stand for, so I'm not going to hide, I'm not going to change my legal name, and I'll show things through my side of the story and explain the context behind everything.
 
 
Bro I've already written a response to one of your previous post. You're immature and edgy. Just do what you want, no need to write a novel about things you've talked a 100 times before.

Wish you good luck in whatever you do
 
In my current position, the best move is to try to become as famous as possible with my name, and not hiding or moving to a different country.

"You're just obsessing over it, it will blow over bro" :soy:

The video gets more views over time. The Youtube short is the 16th most popular video on Fitxfearless's channel with over 500k subs. The latest comment was today. Fitxfearless's channel is growing, the social media algorithms will do it's work. Currently it's 4 - 5 million views, in 2 - 3 years, it could jump to a total of 7 - 10 million views. If Fitxfearless somehow grows to 1 million subs, it could get to 10 - 12 million views. It could be millions and millions of views. I acknowledge that I permanently fucked up my life, making it pretty crazy that someone in my situation didn't kill himself. The video will always follow me until my death, because the internet is forever. The call was July, it's October, it still affects my circumstances now and it altered the entire course of my life.

"People will forget about it/won't talk about it" :soy:

I know people aren't talking about me nor thinking about me 24/7. I didn't deny that. It doesn't matter if no one talks about EDP445, but people know who he is. Even if people aren't talking about it, if someone were to mention my name in a conversation, they would automatically associate me with the FItxfearless video. My reputation is still fucked despite the fact that I'm not talked about 24/7.

"Just pretend the video never happened. Move on." :soy:

Pretending the video doesn't exist is the equivalence of pretending you're not ugly/you're not an incel. You can't "move on" from something permanent.

"If you're doing x and y, then why are you still here :soy::soy::soy:"

Because what I'm planning involves you, and I'm a truecel. I'm still ugly, autistic, short. It makes sense to want incels to know what I'm doing because I'm actually serious in my plans. This is why I need to become famous. Because your interpretation of me is completely based off of the viral Fitxfearless video. I need to show my side of the story. (I explained the context and why in detail below)

"So why don't you hide/move to Mexico/change your name/delete your social media presence if your reputation is so fucked" :soy:

I'm going to try to explain this in a way that makes sense. You should rewatch the full video (
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFDs4-bSO8U
), and you'll realize it's bad for multiple reasons. When I rewatched it just now, it's worse than I remembered it. It is literal public humiliation, it's not an exaggeration to call it humiliation. "What kind of big brother are you?" "This is fucking pathetic", "They know you are a loser." and it's me appearing as a super giga-nonNT autistic incel taking all of the hits like a mentally disabled autistic. I am autistic, but I'm not fucking retarded to the point of down syndrome. I would say it's a misrepresentation of who I am. If you talked to me IRL, I wouldn't be that autistic. There's context. Before the call, the context was I hadn't talked to a person in 3 weeks because it was summer break. I was texting the suicide hotline the day before for being ugly and I was rotting for weeks, the lowest point in my life. I was nervous on call which resulted in me smiling out of nervousness, having slow responses because my brain couldn't think due to fear, because I didn't know who he was, there was 2000 people watching the livestream, and I was immediately intimidated and super nervous. It's like delivering a speech in front of a class, you didn't prepare for then choking on your words. It doesn't mean you're mentally disabled, you were just nervous. I'm autistic and I'm stupid but I'm not as autistic as I was in the video, normally. When people treat me like I'm that dumb, the negro inside me wants to sock them.

I'm autistic but I don't have down syndrome. When some normie acts like he needs to save me or feed me with the baby bottle, it's super gay. There was just bad circumstances I was in around the time and I was nervous on call. The problem is people only associate me with that Fitxfearless video, and if I died right now, I would be turbo fucked. That's why I can not rope no matter what and it's why I have to try to become famous by mass producing shorts/content. Living is shit, but dying right now would be hell, because imagine that video as the last thing people remember you by. The last thing people remember you by is that viral video. People would be laughing at your funeral. Imagine every struggle, pain, effort you put in disregarded to a 5 minute humiliating livecall and that's what people know you as.

That's the problem if I hide. If I hide/use a different name, that would have psychological consequences which would result in me roping. My classmates would still view "me" as a public embarrassment, mentally disabled incel. It doesn't matter if I'm in Monaco, people would still be laughing and talking shit because I would still be a public humilation.

I imagine how embarrassing my situation is, literally all of my old classmates, the popular kids, the weird kids, my crush in grade 6, my crush in grade 12, they see you as a giga-nonNT autistic person with down syndrome. If they don't mock you, they want to baby you. If I don't say some shit, that's how they're going to view me if I died today. Before I was fully redpilled. I talked about my life before, being bullied, isolated, eating in the school bathroom, doing the runs at 1 am, studying to try to get good grades in High School, hours of consuming self improvement content, trying to learn coding, fighting with my Dad, police being called, struggle, pain, effort, despair, all of that to be known as a giga-autistic truecel by millions and millions of people would be hell. If I wasn't nervous, I would be able to probably have a normal conversation, but I was nervous so I completely choked and did things the worst way I could do them.

If I hid, if I ran away, I would still be known as the autistic to the point of down syndrome giga nonNT truecel who got publicly humiliated by the entire world, and if I died, that video would still be mass circulating the internet. What's the point of hiding and working hard to build a new life if that doesn't solve the problem and I'm still a viral humilation? I'm away from the humiliation, sure. But I'm still being humiliated.

If I'm not going to kill myself, here's what I think is the best idea in my situation. It doesn't matter if they're low quality for now, high quality later. I expose the truth of everything and yap on multiple platforms. Then if I died today, I would be safe, because the Fitxfearless video would still be viral, but there would be videos on my instagram account that would be public that shows "Yeah, I did try hard, I was redpilled, I was an incel by circumstances not choice, I did go to the gym, I did try hard in High School, I'm not a bluepilled soy baby (Imagine following Nazi content for a year and trying to become masculine because I used to be fully redpilled for a girl to comment "But he's so cute tho, he looks so nice" and downtalk me when I could fucking beat them up)", and if I died, even if I was a global humilation, someone could just search up my name and find out the truth, my side of the story. If I died, but there was public videos I made as evidence that I did actually try hard, then even if I get made fun of, there would be no lies spread about me. The more famous I would become, the more people who would know the truth of my situation.

Saying nothing at all/hiding would be stupid in my situation and I would probably rope, because if I don't say anything, people can say what they want. They can say "I didn't work hard, you're a pathetic embarrassment", "I bet he jerks off everyday", "he was suicidal for attention", "his brother is laughing at him, he's a real lame", "this is what happens when you don't try." and they get to say their bullshit and like the good boy I am, I stay silent/hide because working a shitty 9 - 5 job in a different country justifies not speaking against the lies spread about me and feeling shit and pissed off everyday because I can't speak my mind.

My Uncle and Mom treating me like their baby boy and using the FItxfearless video as leverage against me and getting 10x more controlling then they were before. They won't even let me make decisions, but if they don't view me as serious then I'll cut them off without a second thought. Even other members of this forum, I notice that they "baby" me not out of spite, but subconsciously after the video went viral. If I just shut my mouth and was a good boy, no one would know who the fuck I actually am/what I stand for, but because the Fitxfearless video ruined my reputation, everyone assumes me to be the down syndrome giga autistic little boy.

That's why I'm going to try to become as famous as possible, mass produce content on different platforms, so people associate my name and face with my actual thoughts and beliefs, and not their predetermined beliefs they have of me due to a 5 minute video where I was nervous and completely fucked up.

"But if you make videos to expose your actual thoughts, actions, experiences and beliefs, that will ruin your online footprint." :soy:

The same online footprint where the Fitxfearless video got millions and millions of views and my last name is doxxed in the video? View attachment 1301835

My online footprint is already fucked. Any employer could do a basic background check based on facial recognition. Even if I change my name, there's AI facial recognition to find the video titled "Here's why being an incel is ruining your life" (incel, the word associated with misogyny, extremism).

My footprint is already fucked, I was going to be humilated anyways, so I should make it publically known my beliefs, what I stand for, etc, so if I died today, there would be concrete proof of my actions, beliefs, experiences, so people can't spread lies about me.

It's better to have my footprint fucked and show what I actually believe and stand for, then to have a fucked footprint where people see me as a down syndrome baby and talk down on me when I want to fucking punch them in the face. I want people to know what I'm doing. I'm trying to make money, I'm trying to grow a movement, I didn't kill myself despite having a shit life, but if people want to just talk shit online all day and make stuff up about me, they should know what I'm doing/stand for, so I'm not going to hide, I'm not going to change my legal name, and I'll show things through my side of the story and explain the context behind everything.

Pay me 10k to be come ((((famous))))
 
Bro I've already written a response to one of your previous post. You're immature and edgy. Just do what you want, no need to write a novel about things you've talked a 100 times before.

Wish you good luck in whatever you do
How am I immature and edgy? I guess from the outside it seems so, but in my frame of view, my life is genuinely fucked to the point that I'm crazy for not roping. If I died today, I would only be known by that viral video. Every second reduced to a 5 minute call.

I write the novel by accident because there were a lot of thoughts in my mind.

It's brutal. Even if I tried to become famous to fix my reputation, it could truly never happen. The damage is already done. I will be a public humilation until the day I die, and I will be laughed at even after my death. It's pure ropefuel.
 
"You're just obsessing over it, it will blow over bro"
@SoycuckGodOfReddit

The video gets more viral by the day. The latest comment on the video was literally today. It's been 3 months and it still affects me now.

It's all a pipedream. I have to accept that I'll be a public humiliation until the day I die even if I try my best to change that fate.
 
Fucking retarded for going on that niggers channel in the first place
 
You have to be schizo when you're in my situation. Rationality leads to nihilism, nihilism leads to suicide.

My life is fucked, every classmate, every teacher, I will be a viral humilation until the day of my death, even after death. If I died today, the video would still be viral circulating the internet.

My uncle and Mom use that video to control me, no one believes in me, I have no financial future. I ask myself "why didn't I kill myself?" I'm not going to rope but why am I still alive?
 
Fucking retarded for going on that niggers channel in the first place
It was. It also wasn't fully my decision. I was mass pinged in the FitxFearless discord server to join the call. Like the gullible autist I am, I listened to them, joined the call, got publically humilated and permantly fucked up my life.
 
Imene you aren't totally wrong. Fame and wealth is the only real ascension for incels. You get as much money as possible to go have a kid with a hot gold digger and you're bloodline starts to go from truecel to a low tier Normie. And hopefully it just keeps on improving from generation to generation. But you need me beast levels of money for it to really work.
 
go er im not even fedposting
It would be rational to go ER but I won't.

It does feel like torture. Knowing that I'll die a public humiliation and my pain was for nothing.

My life genuinely is over.
 
It would be rational to go ER but I won't.

It does feel like torture. Knowing that I'll die a public humiliation and my pain was for nothing.

My life genuinely is over.
try to ascend for now if it doesnt work out then go er instead of roping
normies ruined your life
 
Read every word
 
Thank you.

What's your opinion?
You should continue trying to persevere against all odds. Even if the chances of success are virtually nonexistent, it is far more admirable and noble than rotting or roping
 
try to ascend for now if it doesnt work out then go er instead of roping
normies ruined your life
I'll go ER before I rope if it gets down to that. A variety of factors ruined my life.

I probably don't have the capacity to kill myself, because if I was going to rope, I would have done so already.
 
It was. It also wasn't fully my decision. I was mass pinged in the FitxFearless discord server to join the call. Like the gullible autist I am, I listened to them, joined the call, got publically humilated and permantly fucked up my life.
Just try not let the normies bother you they are low iq scum i know it's easier said than done or just go ER
 
just become famous theory :forcedsmile:
 
I don't watched all the video but your brother appeared there. Now he is famous like you too. But the youtuber is tyrone and he don't understand what is to be an incel bro.
 
Bro I've already written a response to one of your previous post. You're immature and edgy. Just do what you want, no need to write a novel about things you've talked a 100 times before.

Wish you good luck in whatever you do
My autism makes it so I seem immature and edgy, when I'm deeply thinking about my future.

I write a lot by accident
 
People will forget about it and move on in a couple of years, you'll be fine. There were hundreds of lolcows before you and there will be more after. You must do something really legendary like Chris Chan or some other GIGA autists to be remembered for longer.
 
People will forget about it and move on in a couple of years, you'll be fine. There were hundreds of lolcows before you and there will be more after. You must do something really legendary like Chris Chan or some other GIGA autists to be remembered for longer.
I talked about that in my post, but it was too long because my nonNT nature makes it so I accidently write too much things by accident.

The views go up as time goes on so it won't be "forgotten." People won't be talking about it and they'll have "moved on", but it will be permanently tied to my reputation. If someone mentioned my name, they would associate my name only with "incel who went on fitxfearless" and disregard any other element of me. No one cares about EDP445, his name is still associated with cupcakes, just because no one talks about you, it doesn't mean your reputation still isn't ruined.

But it's different from the pov of someone who's actually in it, compared to someone from the side. Because the person on the side will say "Why doesn't this person just move on, why doesn't he hide", but me being in the actual position makes me know that hiding wouldn't fix my reputation, my reputation is permanently damaged, etc. I'm too much of a sperg to explain it well, but even if no one talks about it, it's still permanently tied to my reputation.
 
I talked about that in my post, but it was too long because my nonNT nature makes it so I accidently write too much things by accident.
Relatable. I try to be mentally aware now not to overspam words when interacting with ppl because it pisses them off I guess.

The views go up as time goes on so it won't be "forgotten." People won't be talking about it and they'll have "moved on", but it will be permanently tied to my reputation. If someone mentioned my name, they would associate my name only with "incel who went on fitxfearless" and disregard any other element of me. No one cares about EDP445, his name is still associated with cupcakes, just because no one talks about you, it doesn't mean your reputation still isn't ruined.

But it's different from the pov of someone who's actually in it, compared to someone from the side. Because the person on the side will say "Why doesn't this person just move on, why doesn't he hide", but me being in the actual position makes me know that hiding wouldn't fix my reputation, my reputation is permanently damaged, etc. I'm too much of a sperg to explain it well, but even if no one talks about it, it's still permanently tied to my reputation.
That's because EDP445 had a community before the whole thing. You are just some random people will forget about you just like they will forget about the TUAH HUAWK girl or whatever the fuck her name is. Do you any idea how many 'internet famous' people existed since 2010s, I can barely remember any of them anymore. It will just take some time.

Though you fucked up going on that livestream, you should have known that being incel means staying on the low. Now that you got that heat you might as well lean into it I guess like @Todd Thundercock, start a jewtube channel or post on insta or whatever or tiktok and make fame off of it maybe ull even get rich.

At least u are still young so u got hope. Compared to me a 29 year old deformed slavic man its joeover for me I have to fucking fly to Asia in hopes of ascending or killing myself. JFL.
 
People will forget about it and move on in a couple of years, you'll be fine. There were hundreds of lolcows before you and there will be more after. You must do something really legendary like Chris Chan or some other GIGA autists to be remembered for longer.
Agreed. What he did is a blip in lolcow behavior. He's probably already forgotten by most who watched him.

I know it's easy to get caught up in thinking that everyone is watching and judging you when you're young like he is, but it's only the extreme examples like you say that get this level of gangstalking.
 
Relatable. I try to be mentally aware now not to overspam words when interacting with ppl because it pisses them off I guess.


That's because EDP445 had a community before the whole thing. You are just some random people will forget about you just like they will forget about the TUAH HUAWK girl or whatever the fuck her name is. Do you any idea how many 'internet famous' people existed since 2010s, I can barely remember any of them anymore. It will just take some time.

Though you fucked up going on that livestream, you should have known that being incel means staying on the low. Now that you got that heat you might as well lean into it I guess like @Todd Thundercock, start a jewtube channel or post on insta or whatever or tiktok and make fame off of it maybe ull even get rich.

At least u are still young so u got hope. Compared to me a 29 year old deformed slavic man its joeover for me I have to fucking fly to Asia in hopes of ascending or killing myself. JFL.
Agreed. What he did is a blip in lolcow behavior. He's probably already forgotten by most who watched him.

I know it's easy to get caught up in thinking that everyone is watching and judging you when you're young like he is, but it's only the extreme examples like you say that get this level of gangstalking.

I don't think everyone is judging me, and I understand what you're saying. I know people will "move on," but it still permanently affects my life.

I have to use an analogy because I can't explain things well. If I raped a woman right now, it would be on the news that I'm a rapist. 10 years from now, when I'm in jail, no one will be thinking about me, but my reputation would still be fucked, I still wouldn't be able to get a job. My worry isn't other people's perceptions, because I can just wear a hoodie and ignore them, but my digital footprint, financial future, etc is all fucked.
 
Nobody remembers nigwod you're acting schizo by thinking people care move on for your own sake.
 
Nobody remembers nigwod you're acting schizo by thinking people care move on for your own sake.
I'm schizo because my life is genuinely fucked.

Corrupt digital footprint, no financial future, social and public humilation, the effort I did before being for nothing if I'm just a humilation to the entire world. There's no moving on from something permanent.

By moving on, i.e, pretending the video doesn't exist, that's living in blissful ignorance which is the same as "just pretend you're not an incel." Every classmate I had saw it, it still gets views/comments today.
 
Here's another reply from me. Might seem like a bluepill gaslighting advice to you, but grow your hair a bit longer like your little brother man.
 
The only choices for whERe you are is rope or go ER
 
If only you spent more time on useful thoughts. Like computer code or whatever. Something salable. Useful.
 
If only you spent more time on useful thoughts. Like computer code or whatever. Something salable. Useful.
You're saying be more productive? I thought a lot about the Fitxfearless video because it was the biggest mistake of my life.
 
You're saying be more productive? I thought a lot about the Fitxfearless video because it was the biggest mistake of my life.
That's a distraction away from useful thoughts bro. You're spending too much mind on useless bullshit and not enough on valuable stuff like futuremaxxing
 
The only choices for whERe you are is rope or go ER
I'm doing neither. I'm going to be "present online, hidden in real life."
I didn't give up in the goals I had. I'm not just talking shit. I'm genuinely serious in the fact that I'm going to grow on social media, but I will simultaneously avoid the irl public.

I still want to grow a movement and that movement will be grown online. I don't plan to integrate with normies therefore I will avoid my classmates and avoid the public.
 
That's a distraction away from useful thoughts bro. You're spending too much mind on useless bullshit and not enough on valuable stuff like futuremaxxing
I understand the point you're making, I didn't want to fuck up my life more unnessesarly which is why I was overthinking the Fitxfearless video so much. I'll futuremax by adapting to the current situation I'm in by working on the goals I have whilst avoiding my old classmates/the people who saw the video irl
 
I understand the point you're making, I didn't want to fuck up my life more unnessesarly which is why I was overthinking the Fitxfearless video so much. I'll futuremax by adapting to the current situation I'm in by working on the goals I have whilst avoiding my old classmates/the people who saw the video irl
It's a matter of short term vs long term thinking.

In a few years you'll never see any of them again. They are just a blink in time.

You need a REAL long term goal to set up you're future life. Think in terms of years/ decades. Not seasons.
 
It's a matter of short term vs long term thinking.

In a few years you'll never see any of them again. They are just a blink in time.

You need a REAL long term goal to set up you're future life. Think in terms of years/ decades. Not seasons.
That's insightful. My long term goal would probably be having a sustainable income because money is needed for most things.
 
I'm doing neither. I'm going to be "present online, hidden in real life."
I didn't give up in the goals I had. I'm not just talking shit. I'm genuinely serious in the fact that I'm going to grow on social media, but I will simultaneously avoid the irl public.

I still want to grow a movement and that movement will be grown online. I don't plan to integrate with normies therefore I will avoid my classmates and avoid the public.
Brocel, you realize its easiER and you can get more famous if you just use that RPG and AK? (satire)
 
Brocel, you realize its easiER and you can get more famous if you just use that RPG and AK? (satire)
I couldn't even go ER because there's no guns in Canada. I could hypothetically try to do a mass stabbing but it wouldn't do much and there would be no casualties because someone could easily take a knife away from a 5'7 18 year old
 

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