Serious Seriously considering ending it

[ai_cel]

But it's just a strong consideration. It's really hard to bring myself to actually go with it. The thought of it fills me with anxiety and concern but when I think about continuing to live such a twisted life it also fills me with anxiety and concern. I'm still thinking of the most viable and painless and quick option, I wish to have the tool readily available at any given chance and when I'm in the right mindset I'd lash out on a whim and go through with it, but not sure what that method would be since guns are unavailable.

 

[Autist]

I used to think that too a few years ago, until I realized that spending the rest of your days in prison, supported by the taxes of normies, is a better idea.

Stay strong. Don't let them win.

 

[Icarus]

I'd think it through before committing to such a decision. I understand though how you feel mang.

 

[ai_cel]

I used to think that too a few years ago, until I realized that spending the rest of your days in prison, supported by the taxes of normies, is a better idea.

Stay strong. Don't let them win.

I know. I have to get a job because NEET just doesn't exist in my country if you don't have a visible disability. The thought of walking into this society and be around everybody else and put up with ridicule and embarassment fills my eyes with horror. It makes me want to jump off a bridge when I think about it.

I'd think it through before committing to such a decision. I understand though how you feel mang.

It's more of a logical thought in my opinion. It feels as if this is the only action that makes total sense. I'm 22 and there is no doubt in my mind that this will be my life for the rest of the show. If I unplug the tape player however I'd get to save myself some real headache.

 

[Icarus]

It's more of a logical thought in my opinion. It feels as if this is the only action that makes total sense. I'm 22 and there is no doubt in my mind that this will be my life for the rest of the show. If I unplug the tape player however I'd get to save myself some real headache.

Try to find a way that's relatively painless if you do decide to end things. Although I hope things get better for you so that never has to happen.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I constantly feel like i want to die, but everytime i remember to myself - that killing myself because of normalfags would be a discgrace to myself for admitting to them they were right.
Nope, they aren't - they're disgusting piece of shit who turn pretty decent people into rotting man hulks.

 

[Angry_runt]

it's never too late for that, so give it a few more decades at least.
if I ever chose to end it, I'd first take all the loans I can and max out my credit and enjoy some copes. dying with debts is one way to give the middle finger to the world.
but don't do it.

 

[Smiggles]

Don't do it brocel.

 

[Runt171]

I constantly feel like i want to die, but everytime i remember to myself - that killing myself because of normalfags would be a discgrace to myself for admitting to them they were right.
Nope, they aren't - they're disgusting piece of shit who turn pretty decent people into rotting man hulks.

Right about what??

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Right about what??

That we're at fault and don't deserve anything.

 

[endoftheskies]

That we're at fault and don't deserve anything.

agreed. killing them would be letting them win. even if you have no purpose in life. you shouldn't give up. i wake up just not to give up.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Better off not doing it. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't.

 

[retardfuel30]

Atleast try grapemaxxing before u decide to rope