Road to a different mindset

[Weed]

When I was in 4th grade I was in top 3 best students in our class, most likely 3rd because 2 students were IQ superior to me, one of them was actually my best friend for quite some time, fuck I miss that friendship. Anyway when I was in 4th grade I had that optimistic naive mindset, I was nerdmaxxed and I did read books, I was very motivated to go to school, I was happy and I did well. Everything went downhill just when I hit puberty, I started doing bad in school and was unmotivated. Now when I have to do something I sigh "muuh not today" but I am tired of this shit and I want to have that mindset that I had when I was in 4th grade. I want to have that self discipline, and being happy.
I am making this thread because when I was wagecucking I got that mindset for few hours and it felt good, I said to myself with no irony and no sarcasm "I am happy working and I want to work", I then felt that "fullness" in my brain, I was feeling signals traveling to different regions of my brain, it was great. I will start from Saturday because tomorrow I am doing lsd + weed combo again and I will have no drugs on Saturday. I will say to myself "I am happy that I have no drugs and I am happy to earn some money from ewhoring, I am happy about my future due to surgeries" and I will say all that without giving myself a REASON, I will say it is how it is and no reason needed because reasons disturb that mindset. I need no reasons, I need to be straight forward and discipline myself.

 

[FaceandHFD]

How much do you earn ewhoring? I got very inconsistent earning rates from Kik method and I dropped it

 

[Iamthesui]

When I was in 4th grade I was in top 3 best students in our class, most likely 3rd because 2 students were IQ superior to me, one of them was actually my best friend for quite some time, fuck I miss that friendship. Anyway when I was in 4th grade I had that optimistic naive mindset, I was nerdmaxxed and I did read books, I was very motivated to go to school, I was happy and I did well. Everything went downhill just when I hit puberty, I started doing bad in school and was unmotivated. Now when I have to do something I sigh "muuh not today" but I am tired of this shit and I want to have that mindset that I had when I was in 4th grade. I want to have that self discipline, and being happy.
I am making this thread because when I was wagecucking I got that mindset for few hours and it felt good, I said to myself with no irony and no sarcasm "I am happy working and I want to work", I then felt that "fullness" in my brain, I was feeling signals traveling to different regions of my brain, it was great. I will start from Saturday because tomorrow I am doing lsd + weed combo again and I will have no drugs on Saturday. I will say to myself "I am happy that I have no drugs and I am happy to earn some money from ewhoring, I am happy about my future due to surgeries" and I will say all that without giving myself a REASON, I will say it is how it is and no reason needed because reasons disturb that mindset. I need no reasons, I need to be straight forward and discipline myself.

Good on you. Working somewhere that you like is really important in maintaining a strong mindset. I would know.
Discipline and determination are both the most important factors since motivation can be fleeting! Keep working at it OP, find a reason to live life

 

[Deleted member 265]

cope

 

[Weed]

How much do you earn ewhoring? I got very inconsistent earning rates from Kik method and I dropped it

If I am not mistaking I earnt £1k in 12 days. If you look up my guide you will see my spreadsheet screenshot of earnings on first page tbhtbh.

Good on you. Working somewhere that you like is really important in maintaining a strong mindset. I would know.
Discipline and determination are both the most important factors since motivation can be fleeting! Keep working at it OP, find a reason to live life

Thanks bro, just FYI I am not depressed or anything I am just a high inhib introverted lazy guy and I have reasons to live like getting surgeries, just need that motivation and discipline. Again thx

cope

I knew someone would say that lel

 

[Iamthesui]

If I am not mistaking I earnt £1k in 12 days. If you look up my guide you will see my spreadsheet screenshot of earnings on first page tbhtbh.

Thanks bro, just FYI I am not depressed or anything I am just a high inhib introverted lazy guy and I have reasons to live like getting surgeries, just need that motivation and discipline. Again thx

I knew someone would say that lel

How do you ewhore? I wanna try this

 

[FaceandHFD]

If I am not mistaking I earnt £1k in 12 days. If you look up my guide you will see my spreadsheet screenshot of earnings on first page tbhtbh.

ewhoremogs me

Link guide

 

[Weed]

ewhoremogs me

Link guide

How do you ewhore? I wanna try this

https://incels.is/threads/simplest-ewhoring-guide-on-the-internet.63061/
tbhthb

 

[FaceandHFD]

https://incels.is/threads/simplest-ewhoring-guide-on-the-internet.63061/
tbhthb

Do these ewhore packs have vids?

 

[Weed]

Do these ewhore packs have vids?

I think it does have vids tbhthb if not then just google Alina West, she is a pornstar so you could get some solo videos.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

I think it does have vids tbhthb if not then just google Alina West, she is a pornstar so you could get some solo videos.

Have you ever used a pornstar to catfish? I feel like guys would recognize her in an instant.

 

[Weed]

Have you ever used a pornstar to catfish? I feel like guys would recognize her in an instant.

Well yeah, I used Alina West too for like a year or so lel. Some do recognize her but that's a minority, I would say 1 in 2000 lol

 

[Deleted member 14577]

Well yeah, I used Alina West too for like a year or so lel. Some do recognize her but that's a minority, I would say 1 in 2000 lol

Guess I watch a lot more porn than I thought.