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Greycel
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I'm not trying to encourage anyone to commit suicide. This post is not for that, just for showing my perspective.
Suicide can be solution for some, or maybe not suicide itself but thoughts about it and planning it. I'm 26 now and I'm going to live until age of 40, and then I'll shoot myself in head or drown in river.
Knowing that I've left just some more 14 years of life helps, because it makes easier living right now. There's no point in planning life in long term, because at that time I'll already be dead, no point in relationship, no point in sex - it's just a biological process, same as death.
14 years and I'll be dead, and it won't matter what I've achieved or how many relationships I've had, how many women I've fucked.
I know You'll say it's coping, of course it is. Everything is coping, every single day we're coping, because we're not rich, handsome and for other reasons.
But at the end it doesn't even matter, because we'll be dead...
Suicide can be solution for some, or maybe not suicide itself but thoughts about it and planning it. I'm 26 now and I'm going to live until age of 40, and then I'll shoot myself in head or drown in river.
Knowing that I've left just some more 14 years of life helps, because it makes easier living right now. There's no point in planning life in long term, because at that time I'll already be dead, no point in relationship, no point in sex - it's just a biological process, same as death.
14 years and I'll be dead, and it won't matter what I've achieved or how many relationships I've had, how many women I've fucked.
I know You'll say it's coping, of course it is. Everything is coping, every single day we're coping, because we're not rich, handsome and for other reasons.
But at the end it doesn't even matter, because we'll be dead...





