There's too much autism to unpack in your post, but let's take the last point.
Everyone "watches their tongue." You're doing it right now. Everyone posts to try to get some reaction -- whether it's praise, shock, acceptance, whatever. You don't walk down the street blurting out whatever bullshit comes in your head. For example, you're using the phrase "watch your tongue" to frame my post as suggesting some kind of submission (basically the "you're a cuck" argument), so people will have some knee jerk reaction to your side of the argument. Everything you post, though, is you "watching your tongue."
The question is whether the rhetoric you're using is actually getting you what you want. People post violent edgy shit because they think it gives them a certain machismo because they're willing to shock the normies. But it doesn't shock anyone... let alone normies. You just look like a tryhard and a sperg to me, and you look like an antisocial sperg to normies. You can post what you want. I don't give a shit what happens to you. I'm just telling you what you look like, and the effect it has.
