Venting Receiving my degree was a very sad moment.

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

For nomies graduating college is prolly fun and exciting, for me its was a bitter day.

Not only my college experience of constant bullying and isolation made me decide to graduate in absentia and not attend, but seeing that paper now on me, nothing changed except for my body slowly decaying with age and now with chronic illness too. I didn't feel nothing at that paper or my "effort", my only effort at uni was not dropping out because of how brutal i was getting mogged and treated there.

My dad is dead, a lot of family members that cared about me are dead, im still doing the same copes i've been doing since i was a kid (vidya, computers and anime), i see an old decaying man on the mirror with the mind of a traumatized child, whats worse i just know im slowly going insane too, far more erratic with very extreme emotion outboursts like mania, its brutal.

Any other brocels here had so called "life moments" that became tragic ones because of being non NT, ugly or simply a total failure on society eyes?

 

[deleted fren]

That's infuriating. Normies and women are such mindless sadistic animals. I hope all your bullies spontaneously die painfully and slowly

 

[vippnor]

It’s time to start smoking weed my friend. I actually suffer from mania myself and weed has been the best thing for it by far. For me, my 18th birthday is one of the most miserable days I could remember.

 

[light]

It’s time to start smoking weed my friend.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I would never put myself through college

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

treat your autism bro, its not over

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

treat your autism bro, its not over

Brother idk if u an infiltrator or whatever but its not only autism man, im manic, my dad is dead, i have chronic illness, im but a broken husk of a human now, i don't have the energy on me anymore

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

Brother idk if u an infiltrator or whatever but its not only autism man, im manic, my dad is dead, i have chronic illness, im but a broken husk of a human now, i don't have the energy on me anymore

i agree with you, but depending on what chronic disease you have, you can live with that. Just do the math: You are depressed, mourning your dad (RIP dad), and are '"manic" (i dont know what that means), have a chronic disease, all of those things get in the way of your situation, but you still can fight that. IMO the only thing you cant fight would be being inherently ugly ya know

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

Brother idk if u an infiltrator or whatever

why tf would anyone infiltrate this website? lol

 

[SCAT PACK]

why tf would anyone infiltrate this website? lol

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

i agree with you, but depending on what chronic disease you have, you can live with that. Just do the math: You are depressed, mourning your dad (RIP dad), and are '"manic" (i dont know what that means), have a chronic disease, all of those things get in the way of your situation, but you still can fight that. IMO the only thing you cant fight would be being inherently ugly ya know

Brother im 5'6 and ugly, the fews who have seen me years ago rated me a 3/10 and that was when i was young and had good hair, now im balding.

Do i have the worst life ever?, not even close, i've been lucky in certain aspects, but when it comes to being a normal human, it its over for me.

Manic means mania aka mental illness with severe mood outboursts and paranoia episodes

 

[Cincel]

For nomies graduating college is prolly fun and exciting, for me its was a bitter day.

Not only my college experience of constant bullying and isolation made me decide to graduate in absentia and not attend, but seeing that paper now on me, nothing changed except for my body slowly decaying with age and now with chronic illness too. I didn't feel nothing at that paper or my "effort", my only effort at uni was not dropping out because of how brutal i was getting mogged and treated there.

My dad is dead, a lot of family members that cared about me are dead, im still doing the same copes i've been doing since i was a kid (vidya, computers and anime), i see an old decaying man on the mirror with the mind of a traumatized child, whats worse i just know im slowly going insane too, far more erratic with very extreme emotion outboursts like mania, its brutal.

Any other brocels here had so called "life moments" that became tragic ones because of being non NT, ugly or simply a total failure on society eyes?

I didn't went to the ceremony to receive my degree, I went two weeks later to recolect it on the school office.
Anyways I never had friends there, fuck those normfags

 

[tulasdanslos]

i agree with you, but depending on what chronic disease you have, you can live with that. Just do the math: You are depressed, mourning your dad (RIP dad), and are '"manic" (i dont know what that means), have a chronic disease, all of those things get in the way of your situation, but you still can fight that. IMO the only thing you cant fight would be being inherently ugly ya know

most empathetic black person

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

most empathetic black person

Im not black

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

Brother im 5'6 and ugly, the fews who have seen me years ago rated me a 3/10 and that was when i was young and had good hair, now im balding.

Do i have the worst life ever?, not even close, i've been lucky in certain aspects, but when it comes to being a normal human, it its over for me.

Manic means mania aka mental illness with severe mood outboursts and paranoia episodes

I understand. Being ugly is the main factor for inceldom, but use the little energy to build a life you can at least live you know. Just tryna help. Wish you the best

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I understand. Being ugly is the main factor for inceldom, but use the little energy to build a life you can at least live you know. Just tryna help. Wish you the best

Cheers, i appreciate it my dude, i do have some plans to get comfy on this house

 

[tulasdanslos]

@heavyweightmanlet55 I'm sorry I called you black. I still think your treatment of Nikocado's situation was less than optimal. Mania and chronic diseases are very difficult to fight, so I made light of your comment by being sarcastic of how you misunderstood Nikocado's problems.

 

[heavyweightmanlet55]

@heavyweightmanlet55 I'm sorry I called you black. I still think your treatment of Nikocado's situation was less than optimal. Mania and chronic diseases are very difficult to fight, so I made light of your comment by being sarcastic of how you misunderstood Nikocado's problems.

Im not racist either lol. But my point was that he could turn non incel because many non incels live with such diseases and are not incels, so maybe he is not as ugly as he thinks and 90% of his inceldom is due to the diseases.

 

[Poopless One]

most empathetic black person

He's making me looking bad

 

[Poopless One]

Oops.

 

[AntoCel]

Fucking hell man, that was a brutal read

 

[Codependency]

For nomies graduating college is prolly fun and exciting, for me its was a bitter day.

Not only my college experience of constant bullying and isolation made me decide to graduate in absentia and not attend, but seeing that paper now on me, nothing changed except for my body slowly decaying with age and now with chronic illness too. I didn't feel nothing at that paper or my "effort", my only effort at uni was not dropping out because of how brutal i was getting mogged and treated there.

My dad is dead, a lot of family members that cared about me are dead, im still doing the same copes i've been doing since i was a kid (vidya, computers and anime), i see an old decaying man on the mirror with the mind of a traumatized child, whats worse i just know im slowly going insane too, far more erratic with very extreme emotion outboursts like mania, its brutal.

Any other brocels here had so called "life moments" that became tragic ones because of being non NT, ugly or simply a total failure on society eyes?

Same.

Save for that fucking faggot anime shit (no offense).

I’ll never understand how that shit ever became such a huge part of our subculture but whatever helps you cope I guess.

 

[despisedpaul]

also after college youll probably never be around females again except for stuck up bitchy HR ladies
so all hope is gone

 

[Icarus]

i agree with you, but depending on what chronic disease you have, you can live with that. Just do the math: You are depressed, mourning your dad (RIP dad), and are '"manic" (i dont know what that means), have a chronic disease, all of those things get in the way of your situation, but you still can fight that. IMO the only thing you cant fight would be being inherently ugly ya know

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I'm so sorry brocel, I wish I could give you a hug right now. It sucks that we all have to go through these things, and it sucks even more that nobody ever will understand. They think that we never tried, or that we deserve it. It's horrible, but it's reality.

 

[Emba]

I would never put myself through college

Put me through it instead bro! I need to creep on some sorority girls like in them old movies...