Bruticus
Underdeveloped shitskin
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- Joined
- Mar 24, 2021
- Posts
- 1,864
It's like scratching a fucking door trying to get in and no matter how hard you fucking try you can't even get a foot in.
If I died tomorrow, I guarantee you none of my "friends" would even care. I literally try so fucking hard to make friends and get women yet no matter how many shallow conversations I have for days, weeks, months on end, it just ends in fucking "well sorry I'm busy" or "I'd rather remain friends" (but then they fucking avoid me like the plague)
I'm so tired of people saying "omg inkwell stop having a victim mentality how dare you do that" but honestly I'm tired of all this self-improvement bullshit I've been trying for years now. I'm in the same place where I fucking started.
Christ man, what happened to just having a normal friend group, some female relationships, a fucking job, and something to look forward to once a month? Why am I just a specter who isn't allowed to be invited to parties or other shit?
If I died tomorrow, I guarantee you none of my "friends" would even care. I literally try so fucking hard to make friends and get women yet no matter how many shallow conversations I have for days, weeks, months on end, it just ends in fucking "well sorry I'm busy" or "I'd rather remain friends" (but then they fucking avoid me like the plague)
I'm so tired of people saying "omg inkwell stop having a victim mentality how dare you do that" but honestly I'm tired of all this self-improvement bullshit I've been trying for years now. I'm in the same place where I fucking started.
Christ man, what happened to just having a normal friend group, some female relationships, a fucking job, and something to look forward to once a month? Why am I just a specter who isn't allowed to be invited to parties or other shit?