Punched another hole in my wall

[Better Off Alone]

Fuck, so the other day my christmaxxing dad told me, I need to "forgive people" and a flurry of all the prophetic utterings of my bullies entered my psyche, they were fucking right about me, they were fucking right about everything, "you'll never have a girlfriend!" "You're a fucking wimp!" straight up prophets those mother fuckers I tell you that right now.
I cried out "they were all prophets all those motherfuckers, fuckin assholes" any profanity I could muster out of my shitty lungs abused by years of smoking, Below is a picture of the damage I did, my fists are so fucking small I barely even left a dent you can see the shitty imprint. I'm just a burden on my dad at this point, i'm going to be homeless soon. Fuck this fucking life I can't even get a girlfriend while the Jewish and Globohomos destroy this world. Why won't you just fucking cast me out from this place God?

 

[IncelCream]

Stupid

 

[Better Off Alone]

Stupid

Yeah i'm just a fuck up, man.

 

[tehgymcel420]

 

[Better Off Alone]

Ha, I fucking wish man, all my problems would disappear.

 

[Better Off Alone]

Its ok pal we are all fuck ups here.

Sometimes, it really helps brocel, just to have that reminder...

 

[Better Off Alone]

Lock your door and find time for yourself. Block out everyone and just relax isolation , you need it.

Heh, it's been many a night of that scenario exactly but this neet life is coming to an end for me, homelessness is the only route possible at this point.

 

[Better Off Alone]

Find homeless shelters or take refuge at your church and ask for their help.
Stay safe and let us know how you do.
You'll be ok , you'll make i

I got some portable chargers for my phone, i'll try to keep around in the forum, thanks brocel.

 

[Better Off Alone]

Carry a self-defense weapon just in case not out of paranoia but genuinely because the world is unsafe.

Thanks for the suggestions, I have a big ass knife, i'm going to wear on my belt, my only fear is some homeless drug addict kills me with it while I sleep, i'm also white and young, so hoopefully some fucking homeless veteran or Tyrone doesn't try to rape me.

 

[suicidecase]

Stop trying to fuck your wall bruh

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

What shitty walls do you have that break by a punch is that american garbage gypsum boards or something?

Punch your father instead for not saving money for surgerymaxxing like all parents of subhumanoids should have an obligation to do.

 

[Better Off Alone]

What shitty walls do you have that break by a punch is that american garbage gypsum boards or something?

Punch your father instead for not saving money for surgerymaxxing like all parents of subhumanoids should have an obligation to do.

He's all I have as far as human beings in this shitty life outside of discord and this forum...

 

[Raider919]

just move out

 

[Better Off Alone]

just move out

Yeah man a studio apartment is fucking 1600$ USD in my area... Fat chance of that.

 

[Raider919]

Yeah man a studio apartment is fucking 1600$ USD in my area... Fat chance of that.

i fucking hate the libs and their high as fuck living costs

 

[Better Off Alone]

i fucking hate the jews and their high as fuck living costs