Serious (Probably) The Final Post on the Aftermath of the Fitxfearless Humilation.

[Sasukecel]

Like I said, bro, wait a few years. Shit WILL die down.

What you said wasn't too bad. You haven't said anything you can't explain away. Looksmaxxing is a semi-viral thing now + the depression and not approaching thing is not uncommon. You just came off as a depressed, somewhat ugly Black guy.

That's cope because I came off as giga-nonNT viral public humilation. It won't die down, the consequence is I'll always be a public humilation, therefore I'll avoid the public for the rest of my life.

Saying blue pill feel good stuff doesn't change reality. I fucked up by going on that call, my life will be ruined forever. I know the consequences of my own actions. There's no coping, it's simply over.

It doesn't mean I'm roping, because I would have roped already. I'm adapting to the situation I'm in. The video was embarassing and I'm a public humilation. Everyone at my University campus sees me as an incel. That's objective.

Then I just won't go to the Campus, I'll just avoid the public irl. There's no other alternative. I will avoid the general public irl for the rest of my life. I don't want to explain the video. I just want to avoid everyone who saw it.

 

[Sasukecel]

Brother, no one remembers the fitxfearless video. No one recognizes you. This sounds bluepilled but ignore that video and move on with your life. Just have a normal university experience. Try NTmaxxing, try making friends. No one remembers that video man.

It won't work. I didn't want to be an incel, I wanted to solve inceldom. I was fully redpilled to the point where I was an active user in Hamza's Adonis Gang.

You can't just deny objective reality. The views go up over time. Over time, more people watch the Fitxfearless video, that's why the views went from 113k to 115k. Every person who previously went to my Middle School/High School, saw the Fitxfearless video.

"Ignore the video and move on with your life" sounds like deny the fact you're an incel.

The incel who tries to acend with conventional methods like "Be nice" fails. I'm not saying to give up and quit, I'm saying I'm going to adapt and do something else.

The redpill and bluepill won't work for me if I'm fucking ugly and look like a little faggot when I smile. So what if I focused on myself by supressing my position emotions and just avoided everyone in real life to work on my goals.

I'm a public humilation, so I go undercover and do what I want to do. That's the most rational thing to do in my situation. I become emo and serious so if someone wants to joke with me, I immediately shut it down. I become a hateful and bitter person, full of misanthropy and nihilism. Because what's the fucking point of being happy, when my situation is total dogshit?

I'm skipping the University experience. I'm avoiding all of my normie classmates. Being a bluepilled incel won't do shit, this is too long but I'm thinking of something

 

[Sasukecel]

Brother, no one remembers the fitxfearless video. No one recognizes you. This sounds bluepilled but ignore that video and move on with your life. Just have a normal university experience. Try NTmaxxing, try making friends. No one remembers that video man.

Living in delusion, by "pretending the problem doesn't exist" doesn't solve the problem.

I'm a humilation to a society, so avoid society and the public.

If I refuse to live in delusion, if I refuse to be happy, 24/7, and I'm fucking serious, and I refuse to joke around, then it's more likely the stuff I want to happen will happen.

I can't lose that rage or I'll succumb to rotting. I want to be pissed off every second of the day. That's why I don't want to do faggy smiles. I could have looked attractive, but I was born ugly. I could have been NT, but I wasn't. I could have had both parents, but I didn't. People who didn't work as hard as me get praise. The world is unfair, so I refuse to live in a bluepilled delusion of pretending things are fine and ok, when things are fucking shit. My life is shit, because of genetics, which is unfair. I could joke around and jestermaxx more by trying to fit in with the normies, but that would be dumb. I don't want to be the giggly fag I was on the Fitxfearless call, I want to be pissed off every single fucking second of the day.

An abnormal person can never follow a normal system, they won't get the results. It's better to not cope, avoid it all together, and try something else. What if I didn't scroll around Campus, I go to the Library with a hoodie on in the corner. Study as much as I need to, go to the gym, go home, and work, no social life, and try to learn as much skills as possible to moneymax. That moneymaxxing would probably fare better then cucking myself pretending to be friends with some normies who fucking despise me for being a truecel, and going to some party where the chads are fucking and I'm ugly so I get humilated and mogged anyways, I need to never be happy, even for 1 second.

I'm a failure and an embarassment to my bloodline, I'm a global fucking humilation. My circumstances were unfair and genetics are unfair. I need to change who I am to not be a faggot

 

[Orzmund]

Can you transfer schools?

 

[Sasukecel]

Can you transfer schools?

I don't know but it would probably cost money. It's not a big deal to stay at the University I'm in because I can just avoid the people who I knew. If I made eye contact with one of them and bolted in the other direction, it's not like they'll start chasing me. But I'll go to the lecture and go home right away and try to avoid the people who saw the video.

 

[xmiserablesoul]

become a lolcow and get rich off of it to get your surgeries

 

[Sasukecel]

become a lolcow and get rich off of it to get your surgeries

It's the position I put myself in but I don't want to be a lolcow because it's unfair. I tried and got shit in return, my life was just pain and despair. I lost dignity because I am a public humiliation, and that's where I fucked up, but I want to emomax instead. I would want to be serious and full of hate, the polar opposite of how I acted on the livecall.

 

[LeeHTNmanlet]

That makes sense.

In an analogy, being coerced to go on the livecall would be being dared to jump into a big pile of shit. I'm walking but now I avoid other people because they kicked me due to the smell.

I'm a global public humiliation so I now avoid the public.

Dude why did you agree to get mogged on live

 

[Sasukecel]

Dude why did you agree to get mogged on live

I was coerced by some people in a discord server to go on the live to lie I was 21 when I was 17, and to ask about plastic surgery. I was a gullible idiot so I did.

I regret that decision because it was the worst decision of my life.

That's why I won't go outside in public unless needed and when I do go outside, I'll be undercover.

 

[autisticmanchild]

So you've decided to neet like the rest of us? Neeting is always the last final solution.

 

[Sasukecel]

So you've decided to neet like the rest of us? Neeting is always the last final solution.

I'm not neeting but avoiding the public irl. So I'll work a job, but I won't talk to coworkers unless needed and I'll try to not get recognized, etc.

I still apply for jobs but in Canada, the job market is fucked because my name isn't Rakesh and the Indian immigrants take all of the low level jobs.

The way I view life is there's no point in enjoying an unfair life experience. Trying to derive enjoyment from neeting or anime or porn is cope, because my life is still shit and unfair. I don't want to go loose or have fun because I want to be unhappy every second of the day on purpose.

 

[Sasukecel]

So you've decided to neet like the rest of us? Neeting is always the last final solution.

Tldr because I type too much; I'm not neeting, I'm just avoiding the public.

 

[Shigeru Miyamoto]

This is so brutal tbh. I hate people. I hope you can eventually move on and cope well. Like others said, people will eventually forget about it and life will go on.

Just focus on yourself, make your life better, and stop watching gore. How are you doing in college right now?

 

[reveries]

Because my life is genuinely over. It's either this or killing myself, but I'm never going to kill myself or go ER.

Rewatch the videos over and over again, until you realize how humiliating that I'm exposed to the entire public as a humilation. "I've done fucked up." There's no point in going in public now.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFDs4-bSO8U


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQIv2VEbxrw


I'll forever hide from the in real life public. There's no point in even going to my University Campus.

You're a tyrone tbh, you should go slay instead of sperging out on .is

 

[Sasukecel]

This is so brutal tbh. I hate people. I hope you can eventually move on and cope well. Like others said, people will eventually forget about it and life will go on.

Just focus on yourself, make your life better, and stop watching gore. How are you doing in college right now?

There's no moving on, because it's a permanent consequence.

I've adapted. I view coping as cope, because the bluepill and the redpill both don't work. I can't deny that I'm a global humilation just as I can't deny that I'm a truecel. If I act like I was a Chad and went up to the hot stacy at my Uni and tried to be an Alpha Male and grabbed her ass, I would be in jail for sexual assault, i have to accept and act according to the position I'm in.

I'm going to start going to the gym again soon. I use watching gore as an incentive to do things like studying. I don't even watch gore that much, I more like reading stories about suicides and murders.

I fell behind in University because I was thrown in it too quickly before I knew what I was doing, I didn't know the path I would take because before I was redpilled and Hamza and Tate heavily influenced my mind and I thought is there even a point if my online footprint is fucked?

But after research, my decision is to stay in University to get a bachelor's degree and do other things on the side in my free time, so I plan to graduate so I started studying and caught up in assignments.

I'm skipping the "University experience" to avoid the public. My only goal with University is to pass each class and not be seen.

 

[Sasukecel]

You're a tyrone tbh, you should go slay instead of sperging out on .is

I'm sub3.

I say I'm blackpilled, but I'm not truly blackpilled, because through blackpill convention, someone with my stats, should have killed myself even if the Fitx situation never happened.

Protruding ears, misaligned face, long midface, large nose, 8 shaped head, lazy eye, large lips, I look like a faggot ugly black kid with autism.

Maybe that's why I need to keep looking at morbid stuff, and keep filling my mind with hate and rage. If I don't turn into a sociopath, I could turn into a faggot, if I start acting bluepilled. I'll look gay on the external, but the internal will be ragefilled. A foid will view me as a little autist boy, but little did she know, I'm internally capable of extreme violence (I'm not going to do any crimes/go ER)

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Brother, no one remembers the fitxfearless video. No one recognizes you. This sounds bluepilled but ignore that video and move on with your life. Just have a normal university experience. Try NTmaxxing, try making friends. No one remembers that video man.

No, I believe him now. I have gone through something similar before... His contemporaries definitely remember his foolish ordeal, and should he persist in vainly trying to clear his name they will encourage his stupidity for their cruel amusement. Self-alienation is the only recourse he has.

I wouldn't say that no one remembers the video, more like the average person is face blind as hell.

I was in a street prank video by a relatively big Youtuber here back when I was in HS. The type where the dude ambushes you, you have no idea what's happening and end up humiliating yourself, and the dude got me when I was drunk at the time to top it off. The class Chad summed it up by telling me that I "looked like a total idiot" in that clip.

It had about as much and probably a bit more views a few days after being posted as the video OP was in now has, and considering that I live in a country of just five million people, there's no way at least 15% of the young people in my age cohort here haven't seen it, at the very least.

As far as I know, nobody has ever recognized me without it being pointed out to them that the guy in the video is me, with maybe one exception who was still a guy who knew the people in my class. One dude who regularly had classes with me had no idea despite being shown the video with me literally behind him.

The average person is genuinely a hair's breadth away from being prosopagnosic. If I remember right, OP has only spoken about people at his uni, which is apparently filled with his former classmates who already know him, and other people in his immediate environment recognizing him, because they already know him. Could be that his case is different, but if my experience is anything to go off, any time he goes somewhere where people don't personally know him, or interacts with someone like that, there should be absolutely minimal chance of them recognizing him if they've seen the video, most likely even if they are some one in a hundred type that absolutely obsesses over it. The average person really just isn't that smart, aware, or cognitively capable, and half of humanity is even stupider than that.