Serious I'm turning schizo as the days pass.

[MisanthropicMemes]

notice how no one gives a shit about the video except you, writing 20 walls with text every day. people watch the vid and forget about it 2 mins later. watch some porn

 

[Kaichee]

If you actually were, wouldn't you be unable to actually notice it?

 

[Sasukecel]

@MisanthropicMemes That would be cope because I'm a public humiliation. No one gives a shit about the video in their day to day life but it doesn't negate the fact that I'm a global humilation who fucked up his life.

I can't "move on" from being a public humiliation just how I can't "move on" from being an ugly male.

I can only adapt, and the best way to adapt is to avoid all of the people who saw the video irl, as in avoid my University classmates, and go undercover from the irl public.

 

[Sasukecel]

@Kaichee I used "schizo" as a slang word for crazy. My mental health and stability is deterioritzing but I haven't been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I wouldn't put a baby in an Oven, but I would hide from the irl public for the rest of my life.

 

[reveries]

Over for slowly descending into madness cels

 

[Kaichee]

@Kaichee I used "schizo" as a slang word for crazy. My mental health and stability is deterioritzing but I haven't been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I wouldn't put a baby in an Oven, but I would hide from the irl public for the rest of my life.

Wait no oven babies?

 

[Nikalas]

I developed a gore addiction

I can smell you from here

 

[Sasukecel]

I can smell you from here

I took a shower literally today.

How is it "neckbeardy" to watch gore, when I quit watching porn. I replaced the "high" I got from watching porn to looking at gore.

It's not even to be edgy, I just use it as a reward mechanism. I don't just watch gore, I also look at the pictures and read about murderers and shooters.

I plan to use it in a productive way, like I'm only allowed looking at gore after I do some work first. I want to "miserymax" because I never want to be happy, because I view happiness as cope when life as a truecel is objectively pain.

 

[Nikalas]

How is it "neckbeardy" to watch gore

Does he know?

 

[Sasukecel]

Does he know?

Who know?

 

[turbosperg]

It's hard to do anything productive at all whilst knowing I am a global public humiliation

basically everyone who saw that video already moved on and forgot.

You're the only one who dwells on it.

Humiliating as it may be, it's not very important for other people, just for you.

It's not like 8 billion people wake up every morning and have a laugh at you before getting their coffee.

It's just you who keeps torturing yourself at this point. Yes, you lost face. But lots of people lose face and move on. You can move on as well.

 

[Sasukecel]

basically everyone who saw that video already moved on and forgot.

You're the only one who dwells on it.

Humiliating as it may be, it's not very important for other people, just for you.

It's not like 8 billion people wake up every morning and have a laugh at you before getting their coffee.

It's just you who keeps torturing yourself at this point. Yes, you lost face. But lots of people lose face and move on. You can move on as well.

I've "moved on" but I don't believe in the concept of moving on because it's a permanent consequence/condition.

Just as I can't move on from being an incel, but I can accept the fact that I'm an incel and adapt to the situation I'm in.

I've already made the decision I think is optimal. I refuse to jestermaxx, I take my situation seriously, avoid the public and old classmates, and focus on the goals I have. And I view that as the best way to adapt to the situation I'm in, because it's impossible to change society or a normie's mind, so I should just avoid normies.

 

[Sasukecel]

Does he know?

Does who know? And how is it weird to look at gore? It's a pretty incel trait to be interested in shooters/death