Pretty sure my face made a toddler cry at my nieces bday party

[trrrrrsarescary]

This was back in October and it's still fresh in mind and I think about it constantly, my bro has an artificial pit in his garden with a hot tub inside it with steps that you walk down to get into the pit, i was sat on the steps vaping and some like 1 year old boy was in the pit and he stared at me so I tried to smile and he suddenly burst into tears and his mum came to lift him out of the pit and he stopped crying the moment she got him out of there, needless to say I went home and immediately downed half a bottle jack daniels cuz it made me feel so fucking horrible and monstrous

I keep trying to cope by thinking it's because he couldn't get out of the pit and panicked but I know it was because of my face because he literally stopped crying instantly the moment his mum lifted him out

 

[VanGobbel]

should maskmaxx next time

 

[whyflylongtimecel]

brutal shit

the few times I go outside people cross the street and foids hold on to their purses

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

brutal shit

the few times I go outside people cross the street and foids hold on to their purses

I can't bring myself to let them make me stay inside, I feel like they win if I do that, even though they already are winning by driving me to the ground with suicidal thoughts cus of their disgusting treatment of me

 

[foxhead131]

dude i cant even make fun of you dude im so sorry