Venting Pornhub and websites like it commercialize suffering

[sinclair_silence]

I don't watch porn often but whenever I go to websites like pornhub or similar I am left feeling disgusted with myself and with sex in general. The sites do not care about their visitors. They are just commercializing the epidemic of suffering, profiting off the loneliness. In an authoritarian socialist regime where a sexual partner is assured by the government programs, porn producers and distributors would have no market. They would be hunted down and killed as they soulless capitalist pigs are, relics of the past evil society, exterminated in the dawn of the glorious utopia. Marxism–Rodgerism or something like it might be a viable solution. Want to kill myself soon, my life, or more accurately existence, is becoming too cyclic. Oscillations, growing in the amplitude yet also increasing in frequency, are not sustainable. We must seize the means of (re)production, lol. Where did I hear that, don't think I made it up…

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Based fellow marxist-rodgerist

 

[Crodd]

Porn makes me depressed knowing I'll never have sex

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Porn desensitized me to the point I feel more orgasmic to do push ups or random exercises than to actually reach orgasm fapping at porn.

 

[sinclair_silence]

Porn desensitized me to the point I feel more orgasmic to do push ups or random exercises than to actually reach orgasm fapping at porn.

When I was looking at porn videos today I didn't even orgasm. I got too disgusted with it. For me it's better just to see sexy Instagram photos or simply my own thoughts.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

my own thoughts

This too tbh.

it's better just to see sexy Instagram photo

Same also.

I'm more allured by foids with discrete alluring details on their outfit than showing flesh like we're at a meat stand. I don't know if I'm just low T or if too much porn made me like that.

 

[Murdoch89]

I always found it unusual how can you get so aroused by seeing others having sex, like by god should it not make you very depressed knowing that you can't get it

 

[sinclair_silence]

This too tbh.

You can create your own fantasies, so you're actually using your brain, more freedom, and not consuming garbage videos. Creation > Consumption.

I don't know if I'm just low T or if too much porn made me like that.

It's not you, pornhub and the rest are disgusting websites. Until quite recently I actually wasn't visiting them at all. I need to stop before it snowballs into a bigger issue.

 

[sinclair_silence]

should it not make you very depressed knowing that you can get it

't

 

[Murdoch89]

't

My mistake

 

[sinclair_silence]

My mistake

WE WISH YOU WERE RIGHT!

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

You can create your own fantasies, so you're actually using your brain, more freedom, and not consuming garbage videos. Creation > Consumption.

It's not you, pornhub and the rest are disgusting websites. Until quite recently I actually wasn't visiting them at all. I need to stop before it snowballs into a bigger issue.

The only moments where I can stop porn (for weeks or months) are moments during which I feel guenuinly happy for some reason. I am unable to stop it myself, I need some exernal factor to make it happen. Stopping porn on my depressive episods would just make my mental health worse. It's an endless cycle from which I don't think we can escape.

 

[sinclair_silence]

The only moments where I can stop porn (for weeks or months) are moments during which I feel guenuinly happy for some reason. I am unable to stop it myself, I need some exernal factor to make it happen. Stopping porn on my depressive episods would just make my mental health worse. It's an endless cycle from which I don't think we can escape.

My life also feels very cyclic. I try NoFap for a few days, keep myself busy with schoolwork, get burned out and binge on my vices, clean myself off, then it starts again.

I often tell my parents I am extremely depressed but my dad just throws religion at me. He doesn't seem to realize that religion caused a lot of my problems, especially mental issues with severe guilt. I have been spiraling into the abyss since last night.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

My life also feels very cyclic. I try NoFap for a few days, keep myself busy with schoolwork, get burned out and binge on my vices, clean myself off, then it starts again.

I often tell my parents I am extremely depressed but my dad just throws religion at me. He doesn't seem to realize that religion caused a lot of my problems, especially mental issues with severe guilt. I have been spiraling into the abyss since last night.

Religion is glorified magical thinking. It gives a lot of answer to questions we didn't ask, and let us deal with out human condition in misery. I relate to the guilt trope, though I wasn't educated in a religious household. It's more like a cultural thing in the west.

Guilt has something to do with the way we perceive the porn industry, but also with the existence of this industry itself.

 

[cheapling]

I've watched porn sense I was 14 and it was great and all. Now I don't be around any females and it is so hard to jack anymore. When I watch porn it takes to long to complete and I start to feel like a caged animal just staring at people

 

[sinclair_silence]

Religion is glorified magical thinking. It gives a lot of answer to questions we didn't ask, and let us deal with out human condition in misery. I relate to the guilt trope, though I wasn't educated in a religious household. It's more like a cultural thing in the west.

Guilt has something to do with the way we perceive the porn industry, but also with the existence of this industry itself.

I know, as a kid I didn't ask to have indoctrination shoved down my throat. (I am still somewhat religious, as my signature probably showed.) I could actually make some really interesting threads about the ideological aspects of my upbringing but a lot of it might be too specific. And every day I get more scared that I will be discovered. This account is such a liability and maybe I should just leave.

When it comes to porn sites I think there are strong non-religious arguments against them. Anyone of any background who sees one of them would definitely agree that it's not natural. But such is the world we live in.

 

[leafblown]

Porn is the only way I will ever see a beautiful naked woman

 

[sinclair_silence]

Porn is the only way I will ever see a beautiful naked woman

But porn videos are made in such a disgusting way that I don't get any enjoyment out of it. Sex is a natural thing that should be beautiful, pornhub and similar sites have hijacked and degraded it to commercialize suffering.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Anyone of any background who sees one of them would definitely agree that it's not natural. But such is the world we live in.

Porn is the only way I will ever see a beautiful naked woman

The porn industry uses the upbringing most boys go through to make a profit. Guilt is a powerful lever in that case. Guilt to watch it, remorse mixed with positive feelings ... These contradictory informations are pure addiction fuel for the brain. Plus it's some form of forbidden fruit as most men are sexually, well very inactive because of female hypergamy. Perceived transgression is also a powerful leverage to sell a harmful / pointless product.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

suffering

Enjoying other people suffering has been a thing forever. Roman circus, public executions ... Those were where most people could go by the past. But now ? There's no spectacle of the sort, except for the most brutal porn. The difference is that this violence used to be public, we faced the crudity of our human nature. Now, it's all in private, hypocrisy reigns, everyone watches it, but nobody admits it.

 

[sinclair_silence]

The porn industry uses the upbringing most boys go through to make a profit. Guilt is a powerful lever in that case. Guilt to watch it, remorse mixed with positive feelings ... These contradictory informations are pure addiction fuel for the brain. Plus it's some form of forbidden fruit as most men are sexually, well very inactive because of female hypergamy. Perceived transgression is also a powerful leverage to sell a harmful / pointless product.

Damn high IQ… I would argue that the inactivity is due both to (1) female hypergamy as you said but also (2) ultra-purist traditionalists, often from the Christian right, forcing boys to remain celibate… And, because the marriage at a young age is frowned upon these days, this creates a lot of problems. (I made a thread about this a while ago.)

The liberating conclusion that I have come to recently is that I hate both the radical feminist left and the Christian nationalist right. Both are full of scumbags who rape and torture the earth, especially young men. The breakthrough is not in choosing a side, but realizing both are against you

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

forcing boys to remain celibate

This also put them in a paradoxical situation. It tells them a man with no sex life before marriage is precious, while in reality it's quite the contrary. In the end, these men feel frustrated of something they probably would not have got anyway, following a core of value that nobody really believes, except by word

The liberating conclusion that I have come to recently is that I hate both the radical feminist left and the Christian nationalist right

based

 

[sinclair_silence]

This also put them in a paradoxical situation.

Paradox is exactly the way to describe it—I even used that word in the thread I was referring to: https://incels.is/threads/my-religion-has-not-provided-for-my-needs.591615/
Reads a bit schizo but it is what it is.

based

Thank you brocel, I live for convos like these

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Thank you brocel, I live for convos like these

#MeToo tbh

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Paradox is exactly the way to describe it—I even used that word in the thread I was referring to: https://incels.is/threads/my-religion-has-not-provided-for-my-needs.591615/
Reads a bit schizo but it is what it is.

Will read

 

[Repulsive123]

The post nut clarity is fleeting, lots of times i just coom a good amount and feel nothing.

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't watch porn often but whenever I go to websites like pornhub or similar I am left feeling disgusted with myself and with sex in general. The sites do not care about their visitors. They are just commercializing the epidemic of suffering, profiting off the loneliness. In an authoritarian socialist regime where a sexual partner is assured by the government programs, porn producers and distributors would have no market. They would be hunted down and killed as they soulless capitalist pigs are, relics of the past evil society, exterminated in the dawn of the glorious utopia. Marxism–Rodgerism or something like it might be a viable solution. Want to kill myself soon, my life, or more accurately existence, is becoming too cyclic. Oscillations, growing in the amplitude yet also increasing in frequency, are not sustainable. We must seize the means of (re)production, lol. Where did I hear that, don't think I made it up…

I agree. Pin worthy post if you watch porn (I did 10 minutes ago) you're a jew. Still trying to break free from this addiction the perpetual cycle.

 

[AsiaCel]

You should study who founded Facebook, tinder, bumble, and the porn websites.

There's a common factor.

 

[sinclair_silence]

Pin worthy post

That would be great, would love some more intellectual discourse in between my jerk off sessions