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I jerk off almost every single day or just edge to AVNs. And post nut clarity makes me realize how hopeless and miserable everything is. At first you try to convince yourself that it's just porn, nothing to think about. But then you remember how some chad is now deep inside your childhood crush's pussy or how some whore wife is cheating on their beta wagecuck husband and so on. The scenarios in porn ain't always completely far from the truth, infact it's just an exaggerated version of the unfiltered desire of every foid. When foids look at us, they'll either ignore us or do something to remind you how undesirable you are. Your personally don't mean shit, hell even looking decent enough don't mean shit. If you're a dickcel, shortcel and don't have disposable income then yeah welcome to inceldom. I used to be a bluepill not so long ago but now I've just accepted my fate. But I'm also addicted to porn, they're the only escape which gives me relief. Ik self inserting myself in the scenarios where I'm the chad or similar is fuckin stupid but what else can I possibly do? I'm barely surviving with a 2.8 cgpa all because I've been jerkin all the time.
