solcel
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- Sep 4, 2018
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I'm stuck in a constant loop of desperation and destruction. I'm just so dead honestly. I pretend I'm normal but fuck man I have no stimulation going on in my life. Everyday is the same as the one before. I seek porn since it's the only thing that stimulates me. I started porn right around 8th grade and I'm now in college. My brain has turned into ice cream. I have no purpose and motivation to pursue anything. I have so much value to bring in this world but I've been push down. I take some blame even though I'm a victim of circumstances I had no control over. I wish I could quit but why would I. Quitting won't fix my life.