Venting I can't cope with having social anxiety

[Myst]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me. I struggle to even respond to people without stuttering or without my mind going completely blank. I struggle to even look at people if there's a situation where I'm forced to talk. I have no friends or social life and I try to avoid people as much as I can obviously, but sometimes I have no other choice. I'm sure all of these issues I have stem from years of traumatic experiences

 

[packardD]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me. I struggle to even respond to people without stuttering or without my mind going completely blank. I struggle to even look at people if there's a situation where I'm forced to talk. I have no friends or social life and I try to avoid people as much as I can obviously, but sometimes I have no other choice. I'm sure all of these issues I have stem from years of traumatic experiences

Same, it’s very brutal. We are ugly mentally ill outcasts

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me. I struggle to even respond to people without stuttering or without my mind going completely blank. I struggle to even look at people if there's a situation where I'm forced to talk. I have no friends or social life and I try to avoid people as much as I can obviously, but sometimes I have no other choice. I'm sure all of these issues I have stem from years of traumatic experiences

I can't even look at people to their faces when i have to go outside for errands, its brutal as fuck and pure autism, i also stutter, mental illness has turned my brain into a paste, its far more brutal cause when you a kid or a teen some groups of people may have some pity for you, but once you become an ugly adult ugly kind of nigga?, its so over man, they don't even see you as a human.

 

[Myst]

Same, it’s very brutal. We are ugly mentally ill outcasts

I can't even look at people to their faces when i have to go outside for errands, its brutal as fuck and pure autism, i also stutter, mental illness has turned my brain into a paste, its far more brutal cause when you a kid or a teen some groups of people may have some pity for you, but once you become an ugly adult ugly kind of nigga?, its so over man, they don't even see you as a human.

atleast I have you brocels who understand the struggle.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

atleast I have you brocels who understand the struggle.

The struggle is real bro, i received my degree recently and it was so awful feeling that i managed to pass college as an autistic fuck that NEVER had any good social interactions, they all looked at me like a leper, this is it, im not "young" anymore but i still feel like i got the brain of a 13 year old doing the SAME things i was doing back then (videogames and 2d), this world nothing but a circus man

 

[Sonicfancel]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me.

Same, even online is hard for me.

 

[Mecoja]

The struggle is real bro, i received my degree recently and it was so awful feeling that i managed to pass college as an autistic fuck that NEVER had any good social interactions, they all looked at me like a leper, this is it, im not "young" anymore but i still feel like i got the brain of a 13 year old doing the SAME things i was doing back then (videogames and 2d), this world nothing but a circus man

Same. Every single interaction makes my mind to go blank and be awkward as fuck. Everything scares me and makes me avoidant.

 

[ViciousKanga]

the autism makes it worse aswell

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You've pretty much described my situation

I wish things were different...

 

[Myst]

The struggle is real bro, i received my degree recently and it was so awful feeling that i managed to pass college as an autistic fuck that NEVER had any good social interactions, they all looked at me like a leper, this is it, im not "young" anymore but i still feel like i got the brain of a 13 year old doing the SAME things i was doing back then (videogames and 2d), this world nothing but a circus man

We're mentally stunted from all our traumatic experiences throughout our lives. That's why we still feel and think like a kid mentally. It's super sad shit man. This world has really, really wronged us.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

We're mentally stunted from all our traumatic experiences throughout our lives. That's why we still feel and think like a kid mentally. It's super sad shit man. This world has really, really wronged us.

It's a massive snowball effect truly and in some cases it seems to start extremely early, i make a post about that soon..

 

[Friezacel]

Its a never ending cycle. I have by default shit social skills because i am autistic. Plus since im also short and ugly people treat me like complete gabage and dont even glve me a chance, which makes my social skills and confidence even worse. And then people wonder why im miserable all the time and dont wanna talk to anybody

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Its a never ending cycle. I have by default shit social skills because i am autistic. Plus since im also short and ugly people treat me like complete gabage and dont even glve me a chance, which makes my social skills and confidence even worse. And then people wonder why im miserable all the time and dont wanna talk to anybody

As an ugly manlet, you can't let your guard down, you have to be angry/agressive to not to be treated like shit, tallfags/normies expect you to be jesters and butt of the joke to accept you, but when you deny being a jester, they stop respecting you/ treat you like shit

 

[Carter…]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me. I struggle to even respond to people without stuttering or without my mind going completely blank. I struggle to even look at people if there's a situation where I'm forced to talk. I have no friends or social life and I try to avoid people as much as I can obviously, but sometimes I have no other choice. I'm sure all of these issues I have stem from years of traumatic experiences

I read books in public, like literally, I carry a book with me in hand because I don’t even feel people are worthy enough to look at. I’d rather read a book. It helps…

 

[Animecel2D]

I read books in public, like literally, I carry a book with me in hand because I don’t even feel people are worthy enough to look at. I’d rather read a book. It helps…

sigma

 

[Verilion]

Everything, even simple interactions are so hard for me. I struggle to even respond to people without stuttering or without my mind going completely blank. I struggle to even look at people if there's a situation where I'm forced to talk. I have no friends or social life and I try to avoid people as much as I can obviously, but sometimes I have no other choice. I'm sure all of these issues I have stem from years of traumatic experiences

Same,I also try to avoid people and generally dislike them. Mostly because of cruelty and hypocrisy.