It's Over Plans around my graduation seem brutal

[Giracel]

I am overall glad to be out of college soon, just a few more exams I will force myself through despite deteriorating energy (literally had to take a nap at 8 pm tonight). But when it comes to the graduation, it's ridiculous. The only people I am communicating with to plan anything are my parents and a member of the lab I did work in, so my parents can tour the facilities. That's literally it. No "last hurrahs" with friends, no romantic finales with gf, nothing.

I'm not even planning a grad trip because I wtf would I even do. I would rather go home to rot and watch world cup games (the one sporting event I care about, so that is some minor lifefuel).

This is a subject worthy of its own post, but shortly before starting college, I was at an event where one could meet some other students, and this guy who was a recent alum was saying "yeah I'm moving to such and such city to be with my girlfriend" and hearing that even then, I knew, that could never be me. And indeed that has come true. I am not independent enough and have no kind of agency, and didn't go on as much as a date in college. This is the situation at hand.

 

[Giracel]

@Extern I wonder if my lack of independence is due to Brain development halted by teen isolation

 

[AutismKing]

Brutal really.
You really feel like everyone is just living their lives while you are spectating everything.
When I see people I know in college getting gfs and what not it really just gives me suifuel.

 

[Giracel]

Brutal really.
You really feel like everyone is just living their lives while you are spectating everything.
When I see people I know in college getting gfs and what not it really just gives me suifuel.

It is incredibly destructive. I don't think I actually know anyone personally who has a gf but I recognize people that do. Saw one such guy today and it was very depressing.

Also crazy noreplypill for something so topical, maybe there just aren't many collegecels on this site.

 

[AutismKing]

It is incredibly destructive. I don't think I actually know anyone personally who has a gf but I recognize people that do. Saw one such guy today and it was very depressing.

Also crazy noreplypill for something so topical, maybe there just aren't many collegecels on this site.

Yeah, site is not that active for some reason
Only moggers and Chads here getting bitches at Friday night, brutal

 

[Giracel]

Yeah, site is not that active for some reason
Only moggers and Chads here getting bitches at Friday night, brutal

True, I've noticed Friday night is one of the least active times (it makes no sense)… I'm only on because unfocused studying.

 

[ectomorphuser]

It is incredibly destructive. I don't think I actually know anyone personally who has a gf but I recognize people that do. Saw one such guy today and it was very depressing.

Also crazy noreplypill for something so topical, maybe there just aren't many collegecels on this site.

I’m a hs dropout

 

[Giracel]

I’m a hs dropout

I was just thinking about this neighbor kid my mom told me about, HS dropout due to diabetes and some other factors I don't recall, but that was the main one. Apparently his life is just over straight up.

 

[ectomorphuser]

I was just thinking about this neighbor kid my mom told me about, HS dropout due to diabetes and some other factors I don't recall, but that was the main one. Apparently his life is just over straight up.

Yeah it’s over for me, I’m going to rope one day

 

[Giracel]

Yeah it’s over for I’m going to rope one day

My only death will be in combat, I've resolved against roping although I did used to consider it. Inceldom transcends educational bounds in the sense that an HS dropout and near-college grad can end up in the same forum. Idk how much "better" my life really is than yours.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Relatable, just more time on .is for me.

 

[Giracel]

Relatable, just more time on .is for me.

Finals seem to be going well though. I'm not on much because of them.

 

[Cosmicsdorito]

That's literally it. No "last hurrahs" with friends, no romantic finales with gf, nothing.

Why do you want one? the problem here is the lack of independence and agency. You don't need to force plans