you know it's over when all you get is the face
I think I'm going to take life easy from now on. No point putting myself up to things that aren't going to happen. Maybe I will give it one more try sometime early next year, but if that fails, I'm going to relax and just live. Like as long as I can say "I tried," I'll be happy. But I've got to give it a proper go. But after that I'm truly done. I can't pretend forever. Not looking for sympathy, just saying.
I gave up to much of a mental factor on being rejected there is a really hot emo girl in one of my classes maybe I'll try her and she won't be a dick who knows.
I feel like you have to kill your ego to live a happy life. If you have no ego then you could literally be raped and not feel anything but neutrality towards it. If you can remove your actual person from the equation, and hope for the best, then it may work. If not, it will just be another rejection amongst many. Remember, girls (people in general) don't want to be seen as "going for the easy option". If she knows you're a reject, chances are she'll say no. Try and eradicate that previous part of you. I don't think it's a good idea though. Every second I'm losing more and more hope.
