My soychiatrist prescribed some pills a while ago but I noticed that they were the wrong type and were instant release for blood pressure not extended release for adhd. I messaged him and he just told me I could increase the dose in a week, which wasn't in the slightest related to what I was talking about, I guess he genuinely didn't read a word I said. I messaged him again to repeat my question and he fucking DNRd me, and that was a week ago, this old ass faggot left me on read.
I've been trying to get a sleep study for half a year. When I first mentioned it to my doctor he said he would refer me. That never happened, I messaged him again months later and he said he would, still nothing, I brought it up again in a video meeting a month back, still fucking nothing.
A while ago when I had to leave my house during the day I ran into a group of noodlewhores walking in the opposite direction. There were 3 of them and they were fully spread out taking up the entirety of the sidewalk. I tried to stay on, hoping they would notice me and shift slightly to let me pass but they fucking saw me and didn't do shit. I had to step into the street.
I should've fucking pounced on those cunts and dug my thumbs into their eyes and fucking bit into their flesh and gnawed it off, flayed them, ripped their tongues out, put scissors up their cunts and just kept snipping till they were opened up to their necks, but I didn't do shit.
ITfaggots would just say: "ohhhh, they didn't notice you broooo, they were just distracted". they fucking saw me, they judged me, and they deemed me unworthy of existing on the same sidewalk as them.
All of these people and countless more, every single person I fucking interact with, views me as less than dirt, something that can just be ignored and wished away. I truly wish suffering on them. I want them all to experience the pain i've felt a thousandfold. "muhhh breakups" "muhh childbirth" "muhh layoffs" these people's lives are fucking games, they have no understanding of actual suffering.
I've been trying to get a sleep study for half a year. When I first mentioned it to my doctor he said he would refer me. That never happened, I messaged him again months later and he said he would, still nothing, I brought it up again in a video meeting a month back, still fucking nothing.
A while ago when I had to leave my house during the day I ran into a group of noodlewhores walking in the opposite direction. There were 3 of them and they were fully spread out taking up the entirety of the sidewalk. I tried to stay on, hoping they would notice me and shift slightly to let me pass but they fucking saw me and didn't do shit. I had to step into the street.
I should've fucking pounced on those cunts and dug my thumbs into their eyes and fucking bit into their flesh and gnawed it off, flayed them, ripped their tongues out, put scissors up their cunts and just kept snipping till they were opened up to their necks, but I didn't do shit.
ITfaggots would just say: "ohhhh, they didn't notice you broooo, they were just distracted". they fucking saw me, they judged me, and they deemed me unworthy of existing on the same sidewalk as them.
All of these people and countless more, every single person I fucking interact with, views me as less than dirt, something that can just be ignored and wished away. I truly wish suffering on them. I want them all to experience the pain i've felt a thousandfold. "muhhh breakups" "muhh childbirth" "muhh layoffs" these people's lives are fucking games, they have no understanding of actual suffering.
