Venting Ostracisation and the feeling of being left out

[Sir Silentium]

I feel like I am the only person on earth who is being left out, because everyone I see around me is included.

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Short life story:

I've been ostracised since I was in preschool. The children wouldn't let me play with them, and they would attack me. I would only go to preschool every Monday and even then my mum would be called because the kids would all hit me.

Eventually she taught me in primary school to use my words such as saying "stop I don't like it" but that didn't help. I remember this boy grabbed my arm and started spinning me around and I kept saying "stop I don't like it" over and over again, but he wouldn't let go. I eventually vomited and stayed in sick bay for the rest of the day.

In high school I thought that things would change, I thought I would finally make friends, or get invited over to someones house, or that I might even get invited to peoples birthday parties. But nothing changed, in fact it got worse. The isolation/ostracisation worsened, and the bullying got to the point where I would be getting injuries and being knocked out. Some of the incidents were so bad I still get like a ptsd from certain scenarios that happened.
See this thread here: https://incels.is/threads/my-worst-interactions-physical.866873/

I tried to transfer schools in grade 11, but we handed in the paper too late, and it would have messed up my exams. My parents wouldn't let me drop out, and I wouldn't let myself either.

Finally the graduation day came around, everyone was crying and sad to leave, and I was straight out of there. I didn't leave the house unnecessarily for a months after that day.
- In fact the one day I did leave the house, I was chased by a group of criminals and tracked to my parents work place. The police were involved and I couldn't leave the house for 14 days.

Now i'm in university, yet the ostracisation still continues on. I've tried talking to people around campus, but everyone is already in their set group from high school. I would approach numerous people and ask them questions, but they would either give a one word answer and keep on waking or even ignore me entirely. I even tried changing up my game plan to make friends by going to the games room at uni after classes have finished, but the only people there are obnoxious normies and Indians who can't speak English.

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Societies "just make friends" or "just put yourself out there" does absolutely nothing if you already tried and failed.


@Ricecel Sungnodius @deleted dude

 

[deleted dude]

I feel like I am the only person on earth who is being left out, because everyone I see around me is included.

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Short life story:

I've been ostracised since I was in preschool. The children wouldn't let me play with them, and they would attack me. I would only go to preschool every Monday and even then my mum would be called because the kids would all hit me.

Eventually she taught me in primary school to use my words such as saying "stop I don't like it" but that didn't help. I remember this boy grabbed my arm and started spinning me around and I kept saying "stop I don't like it" over and over again, but he wouldn't let go. I eventually vomited and stayed in sick bay for the rest of the day.

In high school I thought that things would change, I thought I would finally make friends, or get invited over to someones house, or that I might even get invited to peoples birthday parties. But nothing changed, in fact it got worse. The isolation/ostracisation worsened, and the bullying got to the point where I would be getting injuries and being knocked out. Some of the incidents were so bad I still get like a ptsd from certain scenarios that happened.
See this thread here: https://incels.is/threads/my-worst-interactions-physical.866873/

I tried to transfer schools in grade 11, but we handed in the paper too late, and it would have messed up my exams. My parents wouldn't let me drop out, and I wouldn't let myself either.

Finally the graduation day came around, everyone was crying and sad to leave, and I was straight out of there. I didn't leave the house unnecessarily for a months after that day.
- In fact the one day I did leave the house, I was chased by a group of criminals and tracked to my parents work place. The police were involved and I couldn't leave the house for 14 days.

Now i'm in university, yet the ostracisation still continues on. I've tried talking to people around campus, but everyone is already in their set group from high school. I would approach numerous people and ask them questions, but they would either give a one word answer and keep on waking or even ignore me entirely. I even tried changing up my game plan to make friends by going to the games room at uni after classes have finished, but the only people there are obnoxious normies and Indians who can't speak English.

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Societies "just make friends" or "just put yourself out there" does absolutely nothing if you already tried and failed.


@Ricecel Sungnodius @deleted dude

Exactly. I am sorry for your horrible experiences man

 

[andrej]

Brutal life man. I've also begged for high school to stop so that I can finally stop getting bullied and beat up. If you are a short framecel it's ovER for you even if you learn how to fight because the bullies will be stronger than you. Carrying a weapon is not worth the risk. I can't give you any advice on what you could've done because I was in the same situations

 

[Pikacel]

Yes shit is rough

 

[Sir Silentium]

Brutal life man. I've also begged for high school to stop so that I can finally stop getting bullied and beat up. If you are a short framecel it's ovER for you even if you learn how to fight because the bullies will be stronger than you. Carrying a weapon is not worth the risk. I can't give you any advice on what you could've done because I was in the same situations

I'm shorter than average in my area and also built like a stick. I've tried to learn boxing but stopped after 6 months due to the people in the class having something against me.

At the moment I am learning Mad Dog Fist (Chen Hegao's method) of pure self defence without any unnatural man made laws revolving around competition. I'm also ordering bear spray as it is something like 3x stronger than pepper spray. It can permanently blind your opponent. I cannot carry firearms are weapons in my country unfortunately due to it's cucked laws especially regarding self defence.

But all in all, the best way to avoid all of this is to just stay in side or out of public light.

 

[Belowthesalt]

In high school I thought that things would change, I thought I would finally make friends, or get invited over to someones house, or that I might even get invited to peoples birthday parties. But nothing changed, in fact it got worse. The isolation/ostracisation worsened

Been there done that.

 

[andrej]

I'm shorter than average in my area and also built like a stick. I've tried to learn boxing but stopped after 6 months due to the people in the class having something against me.

At the moment I am learning Mad Dog Fist (Chen Hegao's method) of pure self defence without any unnatural man made laws revolving around competition. I'm also ordering bear spray as it is something like 3x stronger than pepper spray. It can permanently blind your opponent. I cannot carry firearms are weapons in my country unfortunately due to it's cucked laws especially regarding self defence.

But all in all, the best way to avoid all of this is to just stay in side or out of public light.

You should have kept boxing but it is what it is

 

[Sir Silentium]

You should have kept boxing but it is what it is

MDF (mad dog fist martial arts) will win against a boxer any day of the week.

Boxing has rules such as no kicking, no going for the eyes, no biting, no jumping on opponent, etc that limits you to what you can really do. They do this because boxing is meant for competitions, not when you are actually in danger for your life.

When your life is on the line, you aren't thinking about whether you critically injure you opponent, you are thinking about what you can do to survive.

 

[Giracel]

Now i'm in university, yet the ostracisation still continues on. I've tried talking to people around campus, but everyone is already in their set group from high school.

In college, cliques formed faster than I could even get my footing on campus. I had sporadic friends/acquaintances but never "the boys" or anything like that. I did better making friends with TAs because I would ask them relevant questions at office hours or over email.

Having been homeschooled my whole life up until, the little I did manage was quite impressive. Btw, my situation was by no means all cons; in fact I didn't have to deal with any of the violent bullying you've described as a result… the isolation was intense though.

 

[andrej]

MDF (mad dog fist martial arts) will win against a boxer any day of the week.

Boxing has rules such as no kicking, no going for the eyes, no biting, no jumping on opponent, etc that limits you to what you can really do. They do this because boxing is meant for competitions, not when you are actually in danger for your life.

When your life is on the line, you aren't thinking about whether you critically injure you opponent, you are thinking about what you can do to survive.

I don't buy any of that kung fu, aikido, krav maga or whatever stuff it is. I agree that arts like wrestling, judo, BJJ, kickboxing and muay thai are better than boxing because they focus on more aspects but there is a more likely chance that the boxer will land a punch than you will poke him in the eye. He won't just stand there and let you eyepoke him

 

[Paperman]

I'm shorter than average in my area and also built like a stick. I've tried to learn boxing but stopped after 6 months due to the people in the class having something against me.

At the moment I am learning Mad Dog Fist (Chen Hegao's method) of pure self defence without any unnatural man made laws revolving around competition. I'm also ordering bear spray as it is something like 3x stronger than pepper spray. It can permanently blind your opponent. I cannot carry firearms are weapons in my country unfortunately due to it's cucked laws especially regarding self defence.

But all in all, the best way to avoid all of this is to just stay in side or out of public light.

I think the issue with people in the class having a problem with you is that normies don't like to see smaller men be able to fight. I am short and normies want us to " follow the script", it is annoying.

 

[Sir Silentium]

In college, cliques formed faster than I could even get my footing on campus. I had sporadic friends/acquaintances but never "the boys" or anything like that. I did better making friends with TAs because I would ask them relevant questions at office hours or over email.

Yea tell me about it, back when I had the uni orientation day I thought that surely there would be at least one person that would be sitting by themself, or wouldn't have any friends from high school, but I was wrong.

Everyone who didn't have friends from high school assimilated together in the blink of an eye and left me out. I knew this would happen.
I brang my mum along to the orientation day just to show her what would happen because she thinks making connections with people is easy. And I don't blame her, it was when she was younger.

Having been homeschooled my whole life up until, the little I did manage was quite impressive. Btw my situation was by no means all cons; in fact I didn't have to deal with any of the violent bullying you've described as a result… the isolation was intense though.

I wish I was homeschooled. My father wanted to homeschool me but my mum didn't let him.

 

[Giracel]

uni orientation day

God… nearly 4 years ago. I'm almost done now and going back home in a month like I never left. It sickens me if I dwell over it, I need to stay focused for ~2 more weeks.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I don't buy any of that kung fu, aikido, krav maga or whatever stuff it is. I agree that arts like wrestling, judo, BJJ, kickboxing and muay thai are better than boxing because they focus on more aspects but there is a more likely chance that the boxer will land a punch than you will poke him in the eye. He won't just stand there and let you eyepoke him

Technically they are all an incorporation of each other for when the time is best suited.

Remember, MDF is utilising the best option in each situation.

Watch this video, there is punching, kicking, eye gauging, and biting. It's a real fight without any of the competition nonsense:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irTw9s4jAlo

 

[Sir Silentium]

I think the issue with people in the class having a problem with you is that normies don't like to see smaller men be able to fight. I am short and normies want us to " follow the script", it is annoying.

They were all manlets, I was the tallest in the class by far and I was 5'9. I think I gave off to much autism.

They were harassing me when I was in my car, after that I never went back

 

[andrej]

Technically they are all an incorporation of each other for when the time is best suited.

Remember, MDF is utilising the best option in each situation.

Watch this video, there is punching, kicking, eye gauging, and biting. It's a real fight without any of the competition nonsense:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irTw9s4jAlo

Bareknuckle MMA basically, but with old school Pride FC rules of everything goes

 

[cathuluelitist]

Technically they are all an incorporation of each other for when the time is best suited.

Remember, MDF is utilising the best option in each situation.

Watch this video, there is punching, kicking, eye gauging, and biting. It's a real fight without any of the competition nonsense:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irTw9s4jAlo

why wood anyone do this bruh

 

[Paperman]

They were all manlets, I was the tallest in the class by far and I was 5'9. I think I gave off to much autism.

They were harassing me when I was in my car, after that I never went back

Interesting, in my case people taller but thinner in classes would hate me. In either case if you don't look like you can fight but can the normies get upset.

 

[Sir Silentium]

why wood anyone do this bruh

Most of the fighters are from gangs from what i've seen, so it'd be an honour to fight I presume.

I know lots of the Neo Nazis in there off social media

 

[Sir Silentium]

Interesting, in my case people taller but thinner in classes would hate me. In either case if you don't look like you can fight but can the normies get upset.

Yea, well everyone in my cohort knew I couldn't fight, and couldn't defend myself verbally or physically so I was an easy target.

 

[OmegaRicecel]

I feel like I am the only person on earth who is being left out, because everyone I see around me is included.

---

Short life story:

I've been ostracised since I was in preschool. The children wouldn't let me play with them, and they would attack me. I would only go to preschool every Monday and even then my mum would be called because the kids would all hit me.

Eventually she taught me in primary school to use my words such as saying "stop I don't like it" but that didn't help. I remember this boy grabbed my arm and started spinning me around and I kept saying "stop I don't like it" over and over again, but he wouldn't let go. I eventually vomited and stayed in sick bay for the rest of the day.

In high school I thought that things would change, I thought I would finally make friends, or get invited over to someones house, or that I might even get invited to peoples birthday parties. But nothing changed, in fact it got worse. The isolation/ostracisation worsened, and the bullying got to the point where I would be getting injuries and being knocked out. Some of the incidents were so bad I still get like a ptsd from certain scenarios that happened.
See this thread here: https://incels.is/threads/my-worst-interactions-physical.866873/

I tried to transfer schools in grade 11, but we handed in the paper too late, and it would have messed up my exams. My parents wouldn't let me drop out, and I wouldn't let myself either.

Finally the graduation day came around, everyone was crying and sad to leave, and I was straight out of there. I didn't leave the house unnecessarily for a months after that day.
- In fact the one day I did leave the house, I was chased by a group of criminals and tracked to my parents work place. The police were involved and I couldn't leave the house for 14 days.

Now i'm in university, yet the ostracisation still continues on. I've tried talking to people around campus, but everyone is already in their set group from high school. I would approach numerous people and ask them questions, but they would either give a one word answer and keep on waking or even ignore me entirely. I even tried changing up my game plan to make friends by going to the games room at uni after classes have finished, but the only people there are obnoxious normies and Indians who can't speak English.

---

Societies "just make friends" or "just put yourself out there" does absolutely nothing if you already tried and failed.


@Ricecel Sungnodius @deleted dude

you ain’t alone brocel.

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

I do feel rejected quite often. People don't seem interested in talking to me, and making friends always required so much effort.

 

[Zionist]

In fact the one day I did leave the house, I was chased by a group of criminals and tracked to my parents work place. The police were involved and I couldn't leave the house for 14 days.

Bro wtf is wrong with Canada?

 

[Sir Silentium]

Bro wtf is wrong with Canada?

I'm in Australia.
All the immigrants cause a stir

 

[Zionist]

I'm in Australia.
All the immigrants cause a stir

Oh my bad, I thought u were from Canada, Australia might be hell lol jk, is that easy to get in now?

 

[Sir Silentium]

Oh my bad, I thought u were from Canada, Australia might be hell lol jk, is that easy to get in now?

Yes, the labor party is importing over half a million immigrants every year and giving them free housing, free cars, unemployment benefits, etc because those immigrants vote left.

They even made a rule not long ago that if you are gay and from any of these selected countries and you were on a temporary visa, you can stay permanently in Australia and pretty much have your wish granted:

Permanent Visa for LGBT Foreigners Living in Australia

You may be eligible to stay permanently in Australia if you come from one of these countries...

www.goldmigration.com.au

 

[Zionist]

Yes, the labor party is importing over half a million immigrants every year and giving them free housing, free cars, unemployment benefits, etc because those immigrants vote left.

LOL where do I sign up jk

 

[Sir Silentium]

LOL where do I sign up jk

Which country was it that you are in again? Israel?

 

[Zionist]

Which country was it that you are in again? Israel?

Yep, I might be blacklisted

 

[Sir Silentium]

Yp

Ah I thought it was you. I noticed the time online for Israel was going up pretty fast. As you probably know Atrocious Citizen is also in Israel

 

[Zionist]

Ah I thought it was you. I noticed the time online for Israel was going up pretty fast. As you probably know Atrocious Citizen is also in Israel

LOL, we might be enjoying the last years of our lives, if we are keeping it a buck, but who knows? Hope for the best, but reality is not always how we expect it to be, the writing is on the wall.

 

[iblamemyself_0]

that’s some harsh shit dude, it’s even more brutal when you try and not manage to succeed at making friends, ppl are just too self-centered and cruel nowadays

 

[Sir Silentium]

LOL, we might be enjoying the last years of our lives, if we are keeping it a buck, but who knows? Hope for the best, but reality is not always how we expect it to be, the writing is on the wall.

Keeping Israel in our prayers

 

[Zionist]

Keeping Israel in our prayers

Amen

 

[Sir Silentium]

that’s some harsh shit dude, it’s even more brutal when you try and not manage to succeed at making friends, ppl are just too self-centered and cruel nowadays

"just put yourself out there bro" "just approach people bro" is what they all say. They think because it worked for them it must work for us

 

[xoxo_404]

You should have kept boxing but it is what it is