At the end of last year, I had a word document at 15 pages (around 6000 words) from every negative interaction I had since I was around 16/17 years old. When transferring computers I lost the document and was never able to publish the final product onto .is.
But I can still recall some of the worse cases. Including:
I was by myself at the shops, walking around mindlessly after getting my white card certificate. I was in EB games when these teenagers started making monkey noises at me and doing stupid actions, so I quickly left. I continued to mindlessly walk around the center when a group of about 6 younger females passed me and sprayed litres of water into my ear, wrecking my certificate and drenching my clothes. They hit me on the side of the head with whatever they drenched me with too. The place was absolutely crowded and not a single person came over to my aid. About 50 people would have seen it happen and nobody even blinked an eye.
Had a tennis ball pegged at my head and I was insulted for not throwing the ball back. I went up to the library, but I was shaking with sadness so I went down to confront them on their behaviour. I walked over to the group and before I said a word they approached me and started swearing/yelling out abuse again. I tried to speak but nothing came out of my mouth; and my throat felt very white. They ended up pushing into me and getting in my face and I shoved the fatter man backwards. They chased me for a few seconds and stopped after I tripped and knocked over a bin.
Had pornography searched up on my laptop and put onto max volume whilst I was at a violin lesson. I always sat at the front during maths next to the teacher, and porn + music played out at max volume. I shut the laptop and it still kept playing - at max volume in front of everyone.
At the end of high school, I was knocked unconscious numerous times, and choked out. Videos of the attacks on me were sent around the high school. I could never bring myself to watch them.
I was vomiting in my mouth and passing out in geography class after I got beaten by a group, and the teacher wouldn't even let me go to the office. I also have a dent in the back of my head from when I was rammed into the locker door.
I had my drink poisoned/spiked. There was a group of men laughing at me watching me drink it, I knew they had done something but didn't know what. My mum picked me up from the vicinity and I couldn't even walk to the car I was that sick in the stomach.
I was jumped by my so called "friends" at the time and had all the money taken out of my wallet, passes, student ID, and voucher/card. I had planned on carrying out a terrible intention one of them and I am so thankful now that I had not gone through with it.
My locker was broken into and my HSC notes were stolen - I missed out into getting my first uni offer by 0.7 of an atar point. I ended up having to go to a different uni and do an extra year for the same course.
I was also forced into punching a boy in maths, so that he could bash me without any repercussions.
I was forced into the bathrooms at the end of school to fight. They blocked off the exit so I couldn't escape.
Had my broken collarbone punched intentionally whilst I still had my sling on. This was my X-ray (bone tenting through the skin prior to surgery:
These are the current ones that still live in my head. I think venting them should help. If I remember any more main points I will comment them later on.
I've gotten used to the verbal abuse, but when physical altercations happen, or valuables are taken from me, that is the breaking point.
"sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"
@deleted dude @TheGrayWolf
But I can still recall some of the worse cases. Including:
I was by myself at the shops, walking around mindlessly after getting my white card certificate. I was in EB games when these teenagers started making monkey noises at me and doing stupid actions, so I quickly left. I continued to mindlessly walk around the center when a group of about 6 younger females passed me and sprayed litres of water into my ear, wrecking my certificate and drenching my clothes. They hit me on the side of the head with whatever they drenched me with too. The place was absolutely crowded and not a single person came over to my aid. About 50 people would have seen it happen and nobody even blinked an eye.
Had a tennis ball pegged at my head and I was insulted for not throwing the ball back. I went up to the library, but I was shaking with sadness so I went down to confront them on their behaviour. I walked over to the group and before I said a word they approached me and started swearing/yelling out abuse again. I tried to speak but nothing came out of my mouth; and my throat felt very white. They ended up pushing into me and getting in my face and I shoved the fatter man backwards. They chased me for a few seconds and stopped after I tripped and knocked over a bin.
Had pornography searched up on my laptop and put onto max volume whilst I was at a violin lesson. I always sat at the front during maths next to the teacher, and porn + music played out at max volume. I shut the laptop and it still kept playing - at max volume in front of everyone.
At the end of high school, I was knocked unconscious numerous times, and choked out. Videos of the attacks on me were sent around the high school. I could never bring myself to watch them.
I was vomiting in my mouth and passing out in geography class after I got beaten by a group, and the teacher wouldn't even let me go to the office. I also have a dent in the back of my head from when I was rammed into the locker door.
I had my drink poisoned/spiked. There was a group of men laughing at me watching me drink it, I knew they had done something but didn't know what. My mum picked me up from the vicinity and I couldn't even walk to the car I was that sick in the stomach.
I was jumped by my so called "friends" at the time and had all the money taken out of my wallet, passes, student ID, and voucher/card. I had planned on carrying out a terrible intention one of them and I am so thankful now that I had not gone through with it.
My locker was broken into and my HSC notes were stolen - I missed out into getting my first uni offer by 0.7 of an atar point. I ended up having to go to a different uni and do an extra year for the same course.
I was also forced into punching a boy in maths, so that he could bash me without any repercussions.
I was forced into the bathrooms at the end of school to fight. They blocked off the exit so I couldn't escape.
Had my broken collarbone punched intentionally whilst I still had my sling on. This was my X-ray (bone tenting through the skin prior to surgery:
These are the current ones that still live in my head. I think venting them should help. If I remember any more main points I will comment them later on.
I've gotten used to the verbal abuse, but when physical altercations happen, or valuables are taken from me, that is the breaking point.
"sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"
@deleted dude @TheGrayWolf
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