Oroborus
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It's not even a choice for me. I can't maintain friendships in the first place, at least not with normies since they only want to party and go out while I prefer to rot. I never had real friends anyway, only jestermaxxed when I was in school and tried to meet people so they helped me pass. I fucking got out of hs at 19 because of this and other issues.
I'm a big sperg trust me, going out makes me nervous and all. Having someone my age leading the way helps but still.
I try to fake my behavior but always fail. People notice my bad personality, aka non ntness everytime.
I can barely do basic normie shit like shopping, without getting anxious and screwing things up.
Now let's suppose a woman likes me and wants to be my gf, wtf would I suppose to do with her? I'm a neet with no money, 0 social skills and also a big sperg. Bitch would want to go out and shit, only for me to decline it.
Sure we could take a walk around where I live and feel somewhat secure but nothing more. She'd have to lead the way but would cut me off the moment she notices that extreme autism which I would not be able to hide.
I will never be respected because mentally I'm still a kid, I'm not a man at all and no bitch will respect that, along with my frame and manletism. A foid friend with benefits would be the best for me.
Just some incel rambling tbh, will make similar threads in the future because this one is long enough.
over btw
I'm a big sperg trust me, going out makes me nervous and all. Having someone my age leading the way helps but still.
I try to fake my behavior but always fail. People notice my bad personality, aka non ntness everytime.
I can barely do basic normie shit like shopping, without getting anxious and screwing things up.
Now let's suppose a woman likes me and wants to be my gf, wtf would I suppose to do with her? I'm a neet with no money, 0 social skills and also a big sperg. Bitch would want to go out and shit, only for me to decline it.
Sure we could take a walk around where I live and feel somewhat secure but nothing more. She'd have to lead the way but would cut me off the moment she notices that extreme autism which I would not be able to hide.
I will never be respected because mentally I'm still a kid, I'm not a man at all and no bitch will respect that, along with my frame and manletism. A foid friend with benefits would be the best for me.
Just some incel rambling tbh, will make similar threads in the future because this one is long enough.
over btw