I´m about to be permanently dead inside from being incel. Just completely broken. Irreperably damaged from years of abuse. I can´t even muster the energy to go to work anymore or even function in this society.
I´m like one of those animals who was in a cage its whole life and now all of a sudden the cage door is open leading me to freedom, but instead of walking out I´m too broken to even take one step.
I can´t cope anymore.
