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Oldcelloner38
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One thing that fucks me up the most is when I've lowered my standards down to the bottom because you feel like you'll actually be wanted and treated good and you still end up rejected and unwanted.
This is one incident, I was working my old drive thru job,and some 55 year old looking white woman with blonde hair always came in by herself, didn't see her out of her car at the time. But I asked her one day if she was single and she said yes,I said can I get your number,she said I'll think about it. I took that as a rejection because who would need time to "think about it". Didnt see her for another two weeks and I acted like that never happened.
Well recently I was looking for women in my area on Facebook to try to talk too. I seen her and thought send her one,I don't have a pic of myself as profile pic. But I have pics in my albums if they looked. She accepts, and i said hey,she replies hey back. I said do you remember me. She says no who is this. I told her,and you can just tell by the simplicity of her writing, she didn't want to talk. I asked her how she was and btw how old are you. All she answers is, 50.
In the mean time I was looking at her profile, she had a meme saying I've sat on faces I should of pissed on, she doesnt even look like the type who would post that. She's like a 3/10 older woman. I really only liked her hair. I seen body pictures where she has no hips or legs what so ever. She talks about her grand kids and being a grandma. She had a picture of slash from guns and Roses with the caption,Marry me!!! That tells me what kind of guys she likes right there and thinks she deserves.
So I respond back to her well I see you don't want to talk since I don't look like slash,since she didn't bother to ask me my age, she didn't answer my first question how she was. Just a simple 50 ,that took long to get back. She leaves me on seen..
I write again the next day and say seriously you are stuck up and you are old as dust and not even good looking. And you think you deserve a stud? I checked it later and see she didn't even say nothing to that,she just blocks me.
So it keeps running through my head how even she thinks she's too good for me,and what her standards are in men. She thought I was ugly even from the very start,or she would of gave me her number and how she acted when she found out it was me,when she acted friendlier and more interested when she didn't know who it was.
This is one of many many experiences of older or ugly,obese,or even disabled women. How the fuck are you supposed to have any confidence about yourself when you get treated ugly and shit by the worst of them?
This is one incident, I was working my old drive thru job,and some 55 year old looking white woman with blonde hair always came in by herself, didn't see her out of her car at the time. But I asked her one day if she was single and she said yes,I said can I get your number,she said I'll think about it. I took that as a rejection because who would need time to "think about it". Didnt see her for another two weeks and I acted like that never happened.
Well recently I was looking for women in my area on Facebook to try to talk too. I seen her and thought send her one,I don't have a pic of myself as profile pic. But I have pics in my albums if they looked. She accepts, and i said hey,she replies hey back. I said do you remember me. She says no who is this. I told her,and you can just tell by the simplicity of her writing, she didn't want to talk. I asked her how she was and btw how old are you. All she answers is, 50.
In the mean time I was looking at her profile, she had a meme saying I've sat on faces I should of pissed on, she doesnt even look like the type who would post that. She's like a 3/10 older woman. I really only liked her hair. I seen body pictures where she has no hips or legs what so ever. She talks about her grand kids and being a grandma. She had a picture of slash from guns and Roses with the caption,Marry me!!! That tells me what kind of guys she likes right there and thinks she deserves.
So I respond back to her well I see you don't want to talk since I don't look like slash,since she didn't bother to ask me my age, she didn't answer my first question how she was. Just a simple 50 ,that took long to get back. She leaves me on seen..
I write again the next day and say seriously you are stuck up and you are old as dust and not even good looking. And you think you deserve a stud? I checked it later and see she didn't even say nothing to that,she just blocks me.
So it keeps running through my head how even she thinks she's too good for me,and what her standards are in men. She thought I was ugly even from the very start,or she would of gave me her number and how she acted when she found out it was me,when she acted friendlier and more interested when she didn't know who it was.
This is one of many many experiences of older or ugly,obese,or even disabled women. How the fuck are you supposed to have any confidence about yourself when you get treated ugly and shit by the worst of them?