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AntoCel
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- Nov 24, 2024
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Question to all the oldcels. Will it ever get better?
I somewhat already accepted that no matter what I won't ever ascend. A year ago I was still coping hard, hoping, gymcelling, putting my stocks in JBW but yeah time has passed and I'm getting closer and closer to finally giving up.
Rage has passed and now theres just this weird feeling of uneasiness, like something is just plain wrong, gears don't match.
Part of me can't fully give up and I think thats the part that brings me pain, and blocks me from moving on.
So, the question for oldcels, will it get better with time? Will I accept and move om to become fully whitepilled or will it get worse/stay the same?
I've seen plenty of posts that claim inceldom really hit them at 30 but, I don't know, I was hoping I would move on by then.
In other words, will it be like it is now (miserable and somewhat unreal/wrong) or will I move on with time and only dwell on iceldom from time to time?
Sorry for rambling I'm looking for some hope/cope to latch onto.
I somewhat already accepted that no matter what I won't ever ascend. A year ago I was still coping hard, hoping, gymcelling, putting my stocks in JBW but yeah time has passed and I'm getting closer and closer to finally giving up.
Rage has passed and now theres just this weird feeling of uneasiness, like something is just plain wrong, gears don't match.
Part of me can't fully give up and I think thats the part that brings me pain, and blocks me from moving on.
So, the question for oldcels, will it get better with time? Will I accept and move om to become fully whitepilled or will it get worse/stay the same?
I've seen plenty of posts that claim inceldom really hit them at 30 but, I don't know, I was hoping I would move on by then.
In other words, will it be like it is now (miserable and somewhat unreal/wrong) or will I move on with time and only dwell on iceldom from time to time?
Sorry for rambling I'm looking for some hope/cope to latch onto.