Oldcel wagies, how do you keep going?

[soft]

If you're a 30+ wageslave and you know it's over, what keeps you going?
Let's be real, we will never be loved and no one will save us.
What do you have to look forward to at the end of the day?
What keeps you from giving up?

 

[eatdinner]

I’m 27 going to be 28 next year can I still comment?

I’m really just afraid of dying. Killing yourself is a severe act and no matter how down you are in life mid suicide you will regret your actions. I may be truecel, khhv, poor outlook but I still enjoy life. Idk though once my parents pass on that might put me over, that might be enough for me to do it.

 

[Lonelyus]

I just turned 26 but i worked for decades before i quit, I will be 30 in 4 years and i never had sex or a GF, Now im a NEET and there is no reason to work if im gonna just be alone anyway and spat on, People are rude and judge me before i even get to speak, They think the worst of me and all in wanted was a friend, I see no reason to work, Ive gone back to rotting, I did a year of college in 2018 but thats it, I was alone there too and i was told to go away most of the time, Such is the life of an incel, I neither work or contribute anymore im not motivated, ill rather just rot in bed, Women dont like me and the other people dont like me and i dont want to be a punching bag at work.

I will probably rope if im forced to work because there is nothing to work towards, I have tried since i was 16 to get a GF or friends and i dont have anyone to hangout with daily still, Im just tired of trying when all i get is uninterest in return, I give my all and get 0% effort back.

I often felt unappreciated when working, Like my work didnt matter, Then i was pushed around and made to
feel small by the bigger guys, I fear working now, I FEAR IT, I was even threatened with violence once.

 

[soft]

I’m 27 going to be 28 next year can I still comment?

I’m really just afraid of dying. Killing yourself is a severe act and no matter how down you are in life mid suicide you will regret your actions. I may be truecel, khhv, poor outlook but I still enjoy life. Idk though once my parents pass on that might put me over, that might be enough for me to do it.

I guess in the end there really is no carrot, only the stick

I just turned 26 but i worked for decades before i quit, I will be 30 in 4 years and i never had sex or a GF, Now im a NEET and there is no reason to work if im gonna just be alone anyway and spat on, People are rude and judge me before i even get to speak, They think the worst of me and all in wanted was a friend, I see no reason to work, Ive gone back to rotting, I did a year of college in 2018 but thats it, I was alone there too and i was told to go away most of the time, Such is the life of an incel, I neither work or contribute anymore im not motivated, ill rather just rot in bed, Women dont like me and the other people dont like me and i dont want to be a punching bag at work.

I will probably rope if im forced to work because there is nothing to work towards, I have tried since i was 16 to get a GF or friends and i dont have anyone to hangout with daily still, Im just tired of trying when all i get is uninterest in return, I give my all and get 0% effort back.

I often felt unappreciated when working, Like my work didnt matter, Then i was pushed around and made to
feel small by the bigger guys, I fear working now, I FEAR IT, I was even threatened with violence once.

Yeah I don't plan on getting another job once they fire me from my current job. It's just pointless. I live like a part-time NEET anyway so working is a waste of time. People have goals in their lives, but not me, I'm only delaying the inevitable.

 

[WhereIsHamudi]

I’m 27 going to be 28 next year can I still comment?

I’m really just afraid of dying. Killing yourself is a severe act and no matter how down you are in life mid suicide you will regret your actions. I may be truecel, khhv, poor outlook but I still enjoy life. Idk though once my parents pass on that might put me over, that might be enough for me to do it.

This is just cope imo.
You will not regret your actions mid suicide. You are just telling this to yourself so you can keep going.
I look forward to sui.

 

[eatdinner]

This is just cope imo.
You will not regret your actions mid suicide. You are just telling this to yourself so you can keep going.
I look forward to sui.

I got that from a documentary I seen one time about people who jumped off the golden gate bridge in attempted suicides.

The people they interviewed survived their jumps. These are people that were dealing with severe levels of depression, clinical and circumstantial. I cant remember if any truecels were interviewed. They all mentioned how the moment jumped they felt immense regret. Time dilates and all they want to do is live right after they jump.

I can see that. Suicide is an extreme action and a permanent one. Trueceldom is painful, a life of solitude lacking meaningful connection is painful, but it’s not the full picture and I don’t think its worth committing suicide over.

But then again idk, my mother is the only human connection I have, once she's gone….. idk how that will fully affect me.

 

[WhitePilledRage]

If you're a 30+ wageslave and you know it's over, what keeps you going?
Let's be real, we will never be loved and no one will save us.
What do you have to look forward to at the end of the day?
What keeps you from giving up?

Getting high, watching TV

 

[starcrapoo]

Lots of men nowadays are alone and just trudging along with not much to do.

Just little copes here and there.

 

[outerdarkness]

I honestly don’t know. The best answer I have is to try to not think about it, try not to think about the future. Find decent copes for escapism, vidyas and history books are my main ones.

Try and work as much as possible so you’re too exhausted to care at the end of the day,