KainTheBald
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- Sep 30, 2021
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I am old, 35+ and I am still as useless as before. I don't have a job, I don't have any education and I live with my parents. it goes without saying that I can't offer anything to any woman whatsoever who would look my way. What hurts more is that I am supposed to be the age when the girls who rejected us when they were young shift their standards because they want to settle down. It did nothing for me. I am just below average on everything and there is NOTHING I CAN DO! I have tried everything, tried Tinder and the best I get is matches with some asian who wants to move to the West. The babes don't care at all about me because I am useless. If I do ever get to talk to anyone, as soon as they figure out I am useless it's always over.
I have gotten a taste of what my life could be like once or twice. For example, back when I used to work a miracle happened to me. I was standing alone in the dining area pretty early on in the day and another early diner, a pure Stacy 8/10 HR employee (you know the type I refer to) walked up next to me to use the drink-dispenser. She was standing so close that I could smell her. One of the machines broke down and made really strange noises so she started laughing. And since I was the only one there she looked at me with the warmest smile ever, she was happy, laughing(and not at me). And we laughed a little together. She didn't even say anything. Then she went to another machine and that was that. What she didn't know is that she had made my fucking year, I had so much energy after that and I was so happy. For once in my life I got to interact with a woman that wasn't negative or judgemental. The whole rest of the day I had such energy and when people said things to me I was barely listening, I was only thinking about her. And before you ask what happened to her, well I saw her a year later and she was pregnant. Someone else got her.
Now I live with my parents again and I am fucking useless. I can't help but shake the feeling that I could have been a much different person, if I only had some love and affection from women. One woman to show me I am worth something. Now I am just falling into loneliness and depression forever and I can't get a job anymore. I am a lonely loser. If only I could experience the energy from the drink-machine incident on a regular basis. Sometimes if a woman just talks to me in a friendly way she will give me so much energy to last a day. I am sure a lot of you know what I mean. I am that deprived I am so fucking desperate. The only thing I have going for me is that my parents let me live there because it's "hard to find a place these days anyway". That's IT.
In Sweden where I live, there was an incel documentary recently that showed the harsh reality of the TInder market where they make two identical profiles, one man and one woman to see the difference in likes. Identical text and everything, almost identical pictures(they basically took 2 5/10s, put them in the same place/same pose and took a picture then made the profiles identical). Guess what? The male profile got 4 matches and ran out of likes and the female profile got 107 matches. Imagine for one second you got the result like above and you were a woman. You could literally pick from over a hundred guys and have insane standards even if you were 5/10. In other words, they can get sex whenever they want and have a lot to choose from.
There is also the fact that we have nowhere to turn to. WE CAN'T TALK ABOUT OUR SITUATION WITH ANYONE. We get judged to hell and back if they find out about our true situation and it is EVEN MORE HUMILIATION. Besides, what can they possibly do to understand? THEY ARE SEX HAVERS. They don't know what it is like to be deprived continously and endlessly in a world where we can't get anything. It's IMPOSSIBLE for them to relate.
THE ONLY WAY FORWARD I can see is if I somehow through another miracle managed to dig my way out, get a job, get assets and then finally get someone. But since I am so old and have no base to stand on I just can't see this happening. I am going to stay here with my parents forever. That's the only realistic future there is for me.
Any woman who looks at me and comes to the conclusion I can't offer them anything, well I have to admit you're right. You got me on that one. I just think everyone deserves affection and love so that we can fucking live a normal life and like we are worth something. But now all women do is be selective as much as they can be and most of us get nothing. That's the cold hard truth about modern days. The sex market is the woman's market now and I have no say in it unless I get money.
I know there are a lot of people here like me who just want fucking love, a job and not to be a miserable loser living at home with parents. The truth is that if women can choose, this is what they want the outcome to be and we're the losers in that world. You and me.
That's it for me sorry for the rant.
I have gotten a taste of what my life could be like once or twice. For example, back when I used to work a miracle happened to me. I was standing alone in the dining area pretty early on in the day and another early diner, a pure Stacy 8/10 HR employee (you know the type I refer to) walked up next to me to use the drink-dispenser. She was standing so close that I could smell her. One of the machines broke down and made really strange noises so she started laughing. And since I was the only one there she looked at me with the warmest smile ever, she was happy, laughing(and not at me). And we laughed a little together. She didn't even say anything. Then she went to another machine and that was that. What she didn't know is that she had made my fucking year, I had so much energy after that and I was so happy. For once in my life I got to interact with a woman that wasn't negative or judgemental. The whole rest of the day I had such energy and when people said things to me I was barely listening, I was only thinking about her. And before you ask what happened to her, well I saw her a year later and she was pregnant. Someone else got her.
Now I live with my parents again and I am fucking useless. I can't help but shake the feeling that I could have been a much different person, if I only had some love and affection from women. One woman to show me I am worth something. Now I am just falling into loneliness and depression forever and I can't get a job anymore. I am a lonely loser. If only I could experience the energy from the drink-machine incident on a regular basis. Sometimes if a woman just talks to me in a friendly way she will give me so much energy to last a day. I am sure a lot of you know what I mean. I am that deprived I am so fucking desperate. The only thing I have going for me is that my parents let me live there because it's "hard to find a place these days anyway". That's IT.
In Sweden where I live, there was an incel documentary recently that showed the harsh reality of the TInder market where they make two identical profiles, one man and one woman to see the difference in likes. Identical text and everything, almost identical pictures(they basically took 2 5/10s, put them in the same place/same pose and took a picture then made the profiles identical). Guess what? The male profile got 4 matches and ran out of likes and the female profile got 107 matches. Imagine for one second you got the result like above and you were a woman. You could literally pick from over a hundred guys and have insane standards even if you were 5/10. In other words, they can get sex whenever they want and have a lot to choose from.
There is also the fact that we have nowhere to turn to. WE CAN'T TALK ABOUT OUR SITUATION WITH ANYONE. We get judged to hell and back if they find out about our true situation and it is EVEN MORE HUMILIATION. Besides, what can they possibly do to understand? THEY ARE SEX HAVERS. They don't know what it is like to be deprived continously and endlessly in a world where we can't get anything. It's IMPOSSIBLE for them to relate.
THE ONLY WAY FORWARD I can see is if I somehow through another miracle managed to dig my way out, get a job, get assets and then finally get someone. But since I am so old and have no base to stand on I just can't see this happening. I am going to stay here with my parents forever. That's the only realistic future there is for me.
Any woman who looks at me and comes to the conclusion I can't offer them anything, well I have to admit you're right. You got me on that one. I just think everyone deserves affection and love so that we can fucking live a normal life and like we are worth something. But now all women do is be selective as much as they can be and most of us get nothing. That's the cold hard truth about modern days. The sex market is the woman's market now and I have no say in it unless I get money.
I know there are a lot of people here like me who just want fucking love, a job and not to be a miserable loser living at home with parents. The truth is that if women can choose, this is what they want the outcome to be and we're the losers in that world. You and me.
That's it for me sorry for the rant.