I ran out of copes long before even acknowledging this page or the blackpill itself, and I think I have been depressed since the start of summer 2022. Idc much bc the only "cure" to depression is jewpills, and I ain't taking them ever.
When I discovered this page I just found a new source of easy dopamine in a long time, so I have spent 10 hours daily on average on this forum since I joined.
Being here so much defenitely did something to my mind, yesterday I made a post talking about how I vomited, but I didn't say why I vomited.
I vomited just after having a dream of this forum, it's not the first time I dream about the forum. Idk why tf, but I remember that before I woke up the last thing that I saw on my dream was one avi which the user Cletus_Longhting had of a blonde random guy. After this, I woke up extremely dizzy and I vomited 3 times afterwards.
I fucking remember when I used to play chess 8 hours daily and then waking up extremly dizzy after having dreams (nightmares) of the chess pieces moving over and over in their respecting moveset.
Obsessing over things is not healthy for the mind, I recommend to new users here not using this forum more than 3h daily
When I discovered this page I just found a new source of easy dopamine in a long time, so I have spent 10 hours daily on average on this forum since I joined.
Being here so much defenitely did something to my mind, yesterday I made a post talking about how I vomited, but I didn't say why I vomited.
I vomited just after having a dream of this forum, it's not the first time I dream about the forum. Idk why tf, but I remember that before I woke up the last thing that I saw on my dream was one avi which the user Cletus_Longhting had of a blonde random guy. After this, I woke up extremely dizzy and I vomited 3 times afterwards.
I fucking remember when I used to play chess 8 hours daily and then waking up extremly dizzy after having dreams (nightmares) of the chess pieces moving over and over in their respecting moveset.
Obsessing over things is not healthy for the mind, I recommend to new users here not using this forum more than 3h daily
