Stupid Clown
Everything burns
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Honestly it's over if you're not NT. Even the ugliest guys can get laid if they're NT. I don't think I'm autistic but there's definitely something wrong with me. I think it's mainly the klinefelter's causing difficulty when it comes to ability to speaking but I also just can't bring myself to care about anyone I'm talking to. I feel distant like an alien. I don't think I have autism because I can read emotions and understand social ques pretty well but I feel such a hatred and negativity inside me that leads me to just automatically dislike and distrust everyone. As juvenile as it sounds I just want to hit them whenever I'm talking although I never do because I have a relatively good amount of self control. I can't bring myself to care about anyone. I don't think I do love anyone. I wasn't always like this but anymore I just can't feel anything towards anyone but bitterness and hatred. I feel like even if I had an opportunity to get someone I'd fuck it up because I'm not NT. I feel like a fucking robot. When I was a kid I did well, I formed attachments and loved people but now I just can't feel a thing.